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Friday, May 30, 2003

today is the most slackiest jamming session we ever had!! no money to play for 2 hrs,so we all had to settle for an hour. wasted time in fixing yus' guitar string, ayid fixing the chair of the drum, khai sang without looking at the lyrics n got it wrong. ahakz..funny lah.. den after jamming, faizal suggested going to Beach Road. he tompang ayid on his bike n yus wanted to tompang me. but i pity khai who had to take the MRT dere. so i told them that i'll go home n let khai take the bike.. how swit ayu,n now u're fucking bored!! dun look at me lyk i sacrifice for him!! no!! it's becoz, lyk tak sedap rite? wait khai geram dgn yus for tompanging me instead of him..

aniwae, i had great once in a lifetime experience juz now.. hahahhaa.. hey toads,dun laff at me!! yana, dun chey chey me oso k!!!

sometimes i wonder if wat hanis told me is true.. do i reli haf change? did i sumtimes force myself to laff n pretend dat i'm happy? i dunno, i can't judge myself dat well. but i do noe dat i, sometimes, am a fucking bitch, taking ppl for granted.. dat is a bad virtue of mine..

i've changed my layout!! izzit nice?? i noe it's nice! hhahahahahaahhaahahah!! i lyKkKkK!! simple n easy.. kinda lyk dis kinda layout. i detest girlish colours..i dunno y! i'm a freak!!

Thursday, May 29, 2003

lepaked at pasir ris under ayid's sister's flat. it was breezy n so no stuffy n sweaty clothes stucked to the body. nice.. oh yeah, khairin didn't werk juz now n so he joined us. n of coz, if he's dere, i'll surely fite wif him. he's one hell of a kepo guy. always finding trouble wif me.. aku badot per kan khai? hahhaa.. but he's fun lah.. irritating jer lebih..

den head home wif yana. but we went to White Sands' NTUC to buy lil butterfly's diapers. -it's so damn heavy!! n oso her biscuits. yana took a biscuit n she agreed wif me dat it was nice!! hahahhaa..told ya!

jamming tomolo..-maybe.. hope mum doesn't nag..

i hate guys who are sooo bunge. so touche for no reason. plz lah, dat's OUR job, the women's job..not guys... hahahhahaha

i had a long entry juz now n when i publish, it disappeared. KANNASAI!!!

and as for YOU, dun tink i nv help u k?i searched for u the layout n my back is now so painful. n dun say i tink of my frenz only. tak menjadi, den u tink i dun want to help. i wanted to change my layout but i helped u instead. tink i pentingkan my frenz. dun say ppl, i nv say u, u dun say me. dun be such a sensitive lady. i'm tired ah..

english aku dah wakraq...tolong!

Juz downloaded MSN 6.0...awesome...coolness...u guys shd download it...

my Juventus lost to AC Milan 2-3 thru penalty shoot out after the match, wif 30 mins extra time,ended in a goalless draw..it was such a fucking BORING match dat my eyes were begging me to close them. it was such a pain to watch the whole match. n i tink the dis Champions League is fixed. did u see the way trezequet n the other 2 kicked the ball? it was lyk they were waiting for dida to save the ball. it's was so irritating! they kicked the ball AT dida.. not into the net! shevchenko hit the winning penalty n AC Milan went berserk.. a boring match wif a boring result..

will be miting up wif the toads later at pasir ris. there will be yana, me, ayid, faizal, yus n maybe khairin. he's werking i tink..

haf u guys heard Linkin Park latest single Faint? werks!!!!

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

Bloody Blogger is BACK! juz now, i kinda tot dat maybe i had something to do about it since i emailed blogger about dis little glitch. but den, i realised dat there are probably thousands of bloggers who emailed Blogger bout dis..n so,my bubble was burst..

i'm trying to find a layout dat is ME! dat screams ME! dat says ME! but i can't seem to find animore nice nice layout. i can't design my own layout to save my life! n ppl lyk me, depend on Blogskins to change our blog. can anione would be so kind as to do a layout for me? *hint hint* hehehehehe.. i'm juz kidding...reallly...

wat else? oh yeah, i'm at home wif mum n lil butterfly.. it's so fun to watch baby tok.. cooing here, cooing dere. makes u feel soo at ease.. hmmm.

abg n me had a hard time trying to find the bass chords for Fishtank's What About You yesterday.. we searched thru the net for it but there wasn't even 1 site wic had it. so the 2 of us had to resort to our sense of hearing n find the chords ourselves. i managed to find some! not bad for someone who is into bass juz recently.

basically, my entry for today is juz senseless "blabbering." i'm fucking bored.. can't wait for tomolo,friday,sat n sun!! woohoo!! a packed week is wat i love!! tomolo/fri, is wif the toads day.. n sat/sun is my cousin's wedding...FOOD!!! plz let me put on some wEiGhT!!!

i've downloaded...

1)Rufio Lyrics - She Cries & One Slow Dance
2)Linkin Park Mp3/Lyrics - Faint, Breaking The Habit, Lying From You...[ok,ok, i downloaded the whole Meteora]
3)Sixpence None The Richer Mp3/Lyrics - Don't Dream It's Over
4)TLC Mp3/Lyrics - Waterfalls, Red Light Special, Digging On You, Unpretty

...in the 15mins dat i sat in front of the com.. my butt is screaming for help n my eyes are watery.. i'm bored damnit!! waddya expek?

Champions League Final
Juventus Vs AC Milan
Old Trafford
29 May 2003

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

i had so much fun at jamming dat i'm addicted to singing rite now. hehehe..the drums are the one wic makes me bounce from left to rite..hehehe.. ayid terror sehhh.. okok,so are the gitars (faizal,yus) n bass (khai).. can u guys plz learn how to play Blink 182's Stay Together For The Kids?i've been dying to sing it!!!!! n actually,i do noe how to sing Offspring's Come Out And Play.. scared dat i sing out of tune jer...hehehhee

den we all lepak at tampines.. from far, i tot i saw shidah. n i tot i saw her bf,ahmad too.. n den khairin confirm my thoughts by asking me.."eh,itu ahmad kan?" heheheh..n yesh, they are them.. hehehe.. pretty couple ah u 2.. n thank goodness u noe me,shidah..if not,paiseh ah i smiled alone.. hehehheehhehe..

sometimes u see couple dat look so good together u can't help but feel a tinge of envy.. dere's alot of couples dat i noe who dat are lyk dat..like my bro wif his gf, ayid n nini, kak murni n abg hisham etc etc n lastly,shidah n ahmad. as for me, i used to be part of a beautiful couple sampaikan ppl tot we were siblings coz we both look quite alike ...until....well, dat's all in the past. i'm juz happy to be a swinging single again n i'm in no hurry to get into another relationship..it's much more fun to boy-watch wif yana joining in.. hehehehehe :D

n guess wat? i didn't smoke at all juz now!! wewitttt!!!! i'm trying hard to quit!! trying ok!!!

this is wat i've found when i click on my template..

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gee,thanx. i tot of updating some stuffs but no, u guys had to make my template go *kapoot*! argh!! sometimes blogger pisses the hell out of me.
but it's ok, i'm going out today to aljunied for a jamming session wif, of coz, the toads. miting up wif them at tampines first.

anione watched smallville last nite? at last!! at fucking last!! they kissed!! i meant clark n lana.. eventhough it wasn't the usual clark kent who kissed lana.. but still!! they did kiss!!! u dunno how happy i was when they did dat.. eheh.. lana is so pretty.. beautiful... hey! dere's no harm in me saying another gerl pretty.. i'm straight! some ppl tink diff when i say i like to look at gerls.. lyk my fren, zahid or ayid, he always keep telling me.."u're sick man. kept looking at gerls.r u straight?even i dun look at gerls!" hahaha.. i look not coz i like gerls. but i lyk to see how pretty gerls behave knowing dat they are pretty. geddit? hahaa..nvm if u dun.. watever it is.. I'M SO STRAIGHT!

i'm feeling so confused rite now, i wish my head would blow up. ehhe.. actually,i dun..

btw,can anione tell me y is my weight still at 41kg?it's so irritating! i kept eating n eating but i stayed put at 41kg. i'm not tall. k, k, i'm not very tall but i want to be fat!! argh!!

the weather is making me so fucking irritatable..did i spell dat word rite? i dunno n i dun care...

ciaos ppl...keep cool...bathe in cold water..dun switch on the water heater lyk so punk ass do...resulting in perspirations dripping all over her.. ehehe

Sunday, May 25, 2003

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to wat, u may ask? To My 18th Birthday!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!! it's on 24 June lah.... hehehehehhehehe.. can't blame me for being excited. i'm an adult by dat time!! yahoooooooo.. can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait!!!! hahahahhahaha... sorie for being soo happy. maybe it's the sun..

went out at about 1 am dis morning wif bro, his gf, my cuzzens abg eddy n abg faizal. abg eddy borrowed his dad's car n drove around. bro took turns wif abg eddy to drive. drive around aimlessly, dunno ware to proceed. last stop, ate at pasir ris "S11". den all slp over at our place.

now i'm feeling so sleepy, i can sleep in front of the com while typing.. ehhehe

the weather is getting so hot nowadays ya? i can't slp wifout the aircon on n i can't slp even if the aircon is on.. it's so freaking hot!!!! haf to bear wif it for 2-3 more mths.. dis is the time of the yr ware the sun is scorching down..

k,i gif up. i'm reli sleepy..chill out ppl..dun sweat..

i've told inshirah dat i will put up one of my poems one of dis days. n here is one dat i wrote in sec skool. n i still remember each n every word of it..

i stood there
looking up at the sky
wishing it would rain
but it didn't

so i decided to walk on
trying to forget bout the rain
but i can't do so
becos i feel hot

sweat is pouring down on me
not the rain but my own sweat
i ran to dry up my sweat
but my sweat drip even more

y can't my sweat dry up
in dis hot n dry weather
y can't i feel dry
i kept asking y

den i look at the sky,i realise
oh!it's no wonder y
it's the sun
dat is making me hot n sweaty

DAMN!

stupidity at its best... :D

Saturday, May 24, 2003

i'm such an irresponsible bitch dat i sometimes wonder y i'm like dat. as u all noe by now, my free-incoming-in-the-day-wif-650-free-sms-n-oso-100-mins-free-outgoing Starhub bill is $213. i haven show it to my dad yet coz i noe he will blow up n nag n nag n nag into my ears wif his stern voice. not dat i blame him, really. it's my fault. but i'm so freaking addicted to sms dat it scares me. n so, i came up wif the story dat mum accidently threw away my latest bill while cleaning the house. call me bad, i dun mind. i'm not being selfish but i did so many wrongs dat i can't afford to screw up again. mum told dad my bill was ard $90. the thing dat makes me so grateful rite now, as wat is stated at my imood, is dat my bro willing to fork out $100 to pay for me so dat dad won't scold me. haiz..he's such a swit heart.

my bro is 25 dis yr. not married. not dat he doesn't haf a gerfren. he has a beautiful 22 yr old gerfren who i call kak wati. he doesn't want to get married yet but he told me in 2-3 yrs time.. insya allah.. i love my bro n my sis.. my bro esp, he's so swit n kind n funny but the irritatingness is always dere. he always look out for me, telling me to be home early so dat dad would not nag. i love it when he sees me on the com n he rubs my head. kinda make me feel loved. ahhahaha..

my sis?u guys shd noe her.. she's the irritating tini.. yesh, dat's rite. but i love her all the same. she can be such a pain in da ass. always tinking dat's she's rite. one thing bout her is dat she is not stingy. if she got money, she will treat me. sensitive? yeah, kinda. but she's so fun to be wif dat her strong points overcome her flaws..

as for me, i'm like the gila2 type. always making jokes. dancing stupidly infront of everyone. but i'm very the rebellious. i dunno y. i juz love to go against my mum n my dad. i'm not rude. juz rebellious. maybe dat's y i dropped out of skool. coz i nv listen to my parents. n now i regret dropping out. luckily though, i'm going back in july. the devilish streak in me is very strong but sometimes i do "persuade" myself to go home early. i still smoke sometimes. n yesh kakak, dun be shocked. i tink u knew but u juz keep quiet rite? like i've said, i'm not bad, rude, infilial, or wateva. i love doing things my own way.

mum told me.."ayu, if ayah pass away, u haf to listen to ur bro. when ur dad closes his eyes, dat's the time abg takes over all the responsibilities dat ayah once hold." it tugs my heart strings to hear dat. but i noe it's true. ppl die. young, old, rich, poor. all die. when it's time for u to go, u will. ayah is now 51 n so is mak. they are only 4 days apart in age. how cool is dat? ayah is old n still working his sweats off to support us (except bro lah..). sometimes i pity him, coming home tired n had to face mountains n mountains of bills. his head is now full of white hairs instead of the black dat i used to remember. ayah is the type of father dat cares alot, n i reli min alot, for his children. funny, sporting but religious. he doesn't allowed kakak n me to wear short skirts, sleeveless etc but we haf our freedom of going out.

it's juz me. i sometimes am so irresponsible dat i sometimes wonder y. help me! now i'm blogging out of point.. see,kakak is bugging me.. dun read dis entry.. it's juz stoopid old me blogging bout my dearest family.. cheerios.. :D

Friday, May 23, 2003

five questions on fridayfive

1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?
erm..dat would haf to be Colgate. But alternatively, Darlie would be it

2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer?
toilet paper?? i use water to wash my ARSE, thank u very much

3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear?
for sandals, flip flop, high heels, it has be Charles & Keith. for shoes or sneakers, Adidas is for me!

4. What brand of soda do you drink?
Coke.. always cOKa-CoLa!

5. What brand of gum do you chew?
eh?erm..anything..when the country u're living in doesn't sell gum, any gum dat u can get ur hands on, u want it.. for me lah.. dunno bout u all.. :D


hey~ i had great fun last nite. although i had to go off early, i still had fun!

1st of, met suria n nana at orchard mrt station. as usual, i was late. n the gals blabbered n blabbered in my ears. hheeeh..sorieee..den we 3 proceed to taka ware we walked around n sat outside n talked n talked. it was so funny reminising the past. suria told me about my "fave" thing to do in sec skool concerning my skirt n my blouse. hahahhahaa.. n no!i'm not gonna say it here. it so fucking embarrassing n the kentalism sunggoh terserlah! den i met hanis at town. he didn't bring his bike! aiyah.. damn it.. we all sat at cineleisure Long John Silver n tok again.. nana had to go off coz she had to go to her grandfather's place..den me,suria,hanis n his fren,din, went off to city hall.. hanis, u're too quiet lah!!

den the 4 of us sat at the staircase while suria n me waited for yunus,zal,aZa n hafiz. tok to hanis again..long time nv see, kinda awkward huh?

suria told me.."ayu,wateva u see on aZa's head, plz dun be alarmed." me, expecting outrageous hair job on his head, was very very very n truly SHOCKED n STOKED (hahah,i learnt it!!) to see wat the hell suria was toking about when i saw aZa..




azhar wif his 5-spikes hair..

and ppl, if u walk ard n u see dis guy, plz dun approach him or watsoever.. he bites! :D

me n suria walked behind him to see ppl's reaction n boy, heads turn when they saw him.. funny lah!! n when aZa wanted to walked beside me, i immediately walked away from him.. hahahahhaha.. no way!!

all of us den sat at esplanade toking and joking around as usual.. hanis came down and sat the next step stone beside ours. i alternate between my frenz n him.. it's nice being the sec skool once in awhile.. i miss them sooo much~!!












Thursday, May 22, 2003

will be miting the sec skool toads at town today. tot of miting up wif hanis dere too if i manage to tok to him on the fone. wanna see him n his wife, i min bike. it's been a while since i met them. wonder if they've change. i noe dat suria, din n zal are still the same funny assholes. but the rest? i dunnoe. i guess i gotta see n find out for myself huh?

tomolo is D DAY!!! THE DAY!!! THE DAY I GIF MY DAD MY LATEST HP BILL!!! wish me luck ppl.. i really nid it!!! :P

U TINK U CAN JUZ GIF ME A FUCKING CALL AND ASK ME ALL THAT QUESTIONS? U TINK I STILL FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOU AS BEFORE? SORIE TO SAY, NO I DUN. I DUN DARE TO TELL U THE TRUTH LEST YOU GET HURT. BUT DAT'S HOW I FEEL. I DUN FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT YOU AS I DID BEFORE. I'VE GOTTA MOVE ON WIF MY LIFE. and wifout u...

thanx to hanis for asking met to download Rufio's She Cries.. nice..

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

watched X-Men for the 2nd time juz now n i was still blown away. didn't get to watch the beginning of the show the 1st time round wif the toads coz we were late. but today! i got to watch the beginning when Nightcrawler attacked the President. COOOOoOoOoOLlLLNeEeeESssSsS!!! btw,don't u guys tink dat Nightcrawler looked lyk Clay Aiken of American Idol? hehhehee.. me n my sis tot so..

n yesh kakak,wif u around, i'm awkward to tok on the fone.. no fun.. wait u comment here comment dere.. dat part i dun lyk.. bluerk!

got my hp bill.. it was an astounding $213!! argh!! help me!! dad told me dat if my bill dis mth reach $100, he gonna cut it.. OMG!! anibody willing to lend me $150? argh!! my dad's gonna kill me!! help!!!!

KAU NAK MINTAK MAAF TAPI DENGAN CARE GITU? RELEK SUAKK LAH..AKU MALAS NAK LAYAN AH AKU CAKAP!!

i'm watching X-Men II -AGAIN!! but dis time wif my dearest sista of coz.. n i make sure today i won't go off and mit the toads after watching the movie. i'm a bad sister lah.. hahahhahaha..

tot today will be the day. but ur mum doesn't want to pick up the fone. so wat can i do? i did call her to noe wat's going on but she doesn't seem to care. wat can i say?

aniwae, tok to hanis last nite from 11pm - 1.30am? yeah..someting lyk dat. he's so funny. i remembered how i got to noe him. it was thru the irc n we had a bet for Man Utd vs Aston Villa for the FA Cup. of coz, urs truly bet for a Man U win while hanis, and his fren, farid, bet against Man U. they are liverpool fans btw. man u won 3-2, after being 2-0 goals down for most of the match. hanis n farid promised to blanje me if i won which i did of coz. we met up n boy, i was blown away by hanis' boyish looks. hahahhaha.. they asked me for a movie which i declined coz i tot i juz bet for fun lah. n dat was it. the 1st meeting. hahhahahahha..n since i added hanis to my MSN, i noticed he's changed a lot! he's more religious, more sense-toking, gave me advices but still damn funny and ensem! n he has a bike now!! member dah terror skarang seh... :) miss toking to him..

HEY,KAU PEH PASAL AH! KENTAL AH BOBAL DGN KAU. KEBUDAK2KAN JER. WASTE MY TIME LAH!!

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

I'VE JUZ WON A SET OF X-MEN2 POSTERS!!! WEWITTTT!!! HAPPY LAHHHH!!!k,k i noe it's juz the posters but still! it's a set!! yeaaaahaaaaa!!

aniwae,went to skool juz now.got interview ah..scary!! den proceed to aljunied to jam wif 8 toads..including urs truly of coz.. dere were yana, ayid, yus, khai, faizal, ayim and alep..fun lah..i danced wif yana lah..gila lah ayu..n they did 50cents In Da Club..so cute!!! yana, hip hop ah skit!!

den we went to tampines to tok to dis kid who had been bugging me. but he nv turn up. waste our fucking time lah..sorie guys!

at last hanis tok to me in msn!!hehhee...

n boy!today is so damn hot...

Monday, May 19, 2003

haf u guys watch Bon Jovi's All About Loving You video clip? it was SOOOOOOOO schweeeettttt!!! the last part makes u go "awwwww..." :D

y m i feeling so down? so ugly? so unpretty..haizz.. i hate feeling lyk dis. usually,i'm the I-DON'T-CARE bitch and the one who always feel good about herself. but y am i feeling lyk dis? it's very irritating u noe.. very very irritating..

i'm having a blog, oops, a blocked nose rite now. plus runny.. so i haf a blocked runnny nose.. eeeee.. dun see me sneeze. u wouldn't like it.

so while having a blocked runny nose, i'm feeling down n oso PMS-y.. cool.. a true MONDAY BLUES.. bring it on..

Sunday, May 18, 2003

haha..got to get out of the house today..eventhough it's for awile..

went to tampines to mit up wif the toads.(yana,ayid,yus,khai) tok cork alot ah..esp yana..she's can't stop blabbering..went ard TM and i went off at ard 8.30pm. kinda not in the mood ah..becoz of something.. got lah.. it's lyk i've got no chance at all.. wana noe?ask me..

reached home n walked to the bridge when behold!who did i see? the uncle who used to work at the jam studio in aljunied!! he recognised me! we tok for a while n i went home..

i gained a kg..dat makes me 42kg!! argh!! no!!! but do i care? no actually..i want to be fat!!!!!

ahakz..the comments i get for dis new layout are very funny..n yesh,even I can't belif i took dis layout..it's PINK!! i tink faizal,my sec skool n tag fren noes me well..hahahhaa.. OK,OK, I'll change it ppl!! but wait till i see some layout dat is me.. till den, hold ur breath.. hehehhehee..funny lah...

Friday, May 16, 2003

ok, i tink i'll start doing my friday five.coz it seems dat i haf nuthing to blog on fridays...

1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.?
juz plain h2o? erm..chilled or add lots of ice. make sure there are more ice than water. i'm an ice freak..

2. What are your favourite flavor of chips?
sour cream..or original

3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most?
i can't cook anithing to save my life. well, maybe maggi n nasi goreng, a.k.a fried rice.. of coz i'll choose my nasi goreng!

4. How do you have your eggs?
scrambled sprinkled wif pepper or the cow's eye egg..telor mate lembu..hahhahahaa.. the sunny side up lah..


5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out?
shd be my mum..n wateva mum cooked, i'll be full n satisfied like a baby..


Thursday, May 15, 2003

I FINALLY GET TO WATCH MY X-MEN II !!!

wif the toads (yana,zahid,khai,yan n faizal) at shaw towers. it was great!!! n i'm soo in lurve wif cyclops,iceman n wolverine!!!! cyclops, plz dun cry..i'm here!! A-MUST-SEE MOVIE!!!

lots of happenings today.

1st of, an uncle sat besides me n he rubbed his down dere and smiled at me, leering at me. den when i reached the interchange, he gave way to me n told me to go first, which i did. i ran to zahid n sat beside him n dat uncle smiled at him. zahid stared n he still smiled. i almost cried, died.

2ndly,zahid was angry dat yana n me wanted to go off early.. argh..

3rd, khai gave a lecture me thru sms..yeah yeah, my fault lahhhhhhhhhh.. hahahahhaa.. but i noe u meant well, k k..finee

4th, i got my period..kinda early..n mum doesn't belif me..she tinks i lied so as to escape from my ugama.. uwekz!

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

let me get dis out of my freaking chest...
I WANT TO WATCH MY X-MEN II LAHHHHHH!!!!!! argh!!blardy hell!!ade jer halangan tau.. i so wanted to watch my X-Men today at shaw towers Beach Road wif my sis. but when we reached dere, it said.."NO COMPLIMENTARY PASSES OR FREE TICKETS FROM 8 MAY - 14 MAY" CAN U FUCKING BELIF DAT???? argh!!!!!!!!

so i went off to tamp after walking around wif kakak. too many things on my mind. freaky lah.. met up wif khai,zahid,yus n faizal. after all the commotions n happenings, i head home.

tomolo, plz... plz... plz... i wanna watch my X-Men oh so badly.. plz plz plz..

oh yeah, saw suria at citylink. You look the same gerl! n yesh, u r growing taller, i'm still the same ht! blardy toot! hahahhahahaha

plz get away from me! dat ass only ask u to take care of me.. not to probe into my fucking private life ok? u r making me so so scared of u.. n u're only 16! a pyscho at dat!

zahid,sorie for calling u up n crying. i nid to tok to someone..

khai, forget it lah..dun get involved..

Tuesday, May 13, 2003

i knew i was late! n i was expecting u guys to be in the bloody jamming room when i got dere but no! u guys were even later! n u guys had to make me wait at the entrance wif him. n u guys were late on purpose so dat him n me would wait together2 for u assholes.. argh!

n u guys wanna noe something? the song "Romi Dan Juli" changed into "Khairin Dan Ayu" is so not nice ok?argh!

but! i had fun.. thanx toads (yana,zahid,yus n faizal..ok,ok plus khairin!).. dun embarrass me animore lah.. paiseh lahhh.. hahahhahahaha

to the toads(minus khai), wat we all tok at BK juz now, plz keep it a secret..shhhh..

TOMOLO is X-MEN II wif my sis.. n THURSDAY is X-MEN II wif my frenz.. hahahhahahahhaa..

iceman
Your ideal mate is Bobby Drake. With his innocent
sweetness and his boyish good looks, how can
any girl go wrong? He's the type of guy to
supply you with all the TLC that you can
handle, and he'll always be there for you when
you need moral support, or just a shoulder to
cry on. Though he is still young, he lacks the
experiences of life, and can be naive.


Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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can i haf him now?? haizz...

Since i noe who the Survivor was before i watched the show, i might as well shift my enthusiasm to the Reunion. which luckily, wasn't such a letdown.. Jenna is so pretty n so is shawna n kristy. heidi is too bimbotic but she looked lyk the serious-talking-no-crap lady. ryan will look so much better wif short hair n the biggest surprise of all is matt look so smart n cute.. congrats to JENNA..

jamming tomolo..

n yesh zahid, aku tgh confused giler... WAKE ME UP INSIDE!! argh!!

Monday, May 12, 2003

wat a great weekend i had! ayah allowed me to ton at nini's chalet! dere were supposed to be me, yana, nini, n zahid but seeing dat zahid was gonna be bored for being the only guy dere, we let him bring some of our guy frenz down. n it turned out not to be some but alot. khai, man, yan, faizal, yus and ayim all came down. it was kinda slack but man kept toking cork n nonsense yg tak masok akal peh case n dat kept us all laffing in stitches. btw, a ship caught fire when we all went out to the beach at nite. the flames was so huge dat it lighted up the dark sky of the nite. n since light travels faster than sound, we saw the flames n smoke up in the air first den there was a loud explosion.. believe me, it was LOUD! scary!

was so tired dat we all decided to go home at 1045 am the next day, dat was on sunday. tot of taking 55 but i would be all alone..didn't noe dat man n khai would oso be taking the same bus. n i took the bus to tamp n took mrt to pasir ris n took bus 88 to home.. argh! stoopid me..reach home at 12.15 pm

and slpt from 1.30pm-4.30pm coz mum told me to take care of lil butterfly while she prayed. continued sleeping from 5pm-10.30pm.. woke up to bathe, eat, watched chelsea vs liverpool which chelsea won n secured the last champions league berth. watched man u celebrated their winning of the premier league n off i went to bed!! tiring but great fun!

btw ppl, i noe how to play the bass for Red Hot Chili Peppers "Otherside." thanx to yana for teaching me using the gitar tong n to my bro for teaching me using his own bas gitar.. hehehhee.. fun!!

Saturday, May 10, 2003

:D :) :P ;D ;) :P ") "D "P...as u can see, i'm one helluva hepi duck...

Friday, May 09, 2003

jamming at the usual place juz now.. fun.. but miss one of the uncles down dere.. he's funny, always layaning me n yana...

proceed to tamp. had a tok wif a kid. n thanx to khairin for helping me out. baik sunggoh ati kamu.. tapi LEPAKZ giler sak..tak leh carry dah.. ;)

going to my fren's chalet tomolo. juz go for a while, den go home. want to overnite, but i noe ayah won't let me do so.. haizz.. nvm.. enuff of my rebellious ways..

Thursday, May 08, 2003

tot dat i finally get to watch my X-Men II today but dearest tini, i.e., my sister, took about 45 mins to bathe n by the time i finished bathing, it was around 3.15pm n the movie starts at 4.15! at prince jade! which is far from my place! argh! nvm..we're going dere next week..

miting the toads for a jamming session tomolo.. yahoooo!!!!!

American Idol 2 is at 8 today.. plz let josh go.. plz.. plz.. plz..

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

go juventus go juventus go.. i love to support the underdogs..

shd i or shdn't i bother to wake up to watch Arsenal vs Southampton? wat difference does it make whether Arsenal win or lose? the title belongs to Man Utd aredi rite? hahahhaha..so, i guess i shd juz get my beauty sleep n wake up feeling fresh for my X-Men II tomolo!!

yesterday

you BOTH give me haf a fucking headache. 1 of u in a good way, the other, juz sux. but both of u, plz get lost.. shoo..

at last!engkau mit up wif kau peh gerlfren.. eheheheh :D

jamming was fun n not fun at the same time. dis heavy heart makes it hard for me to enjoy the session.. haizz

spending too much time at tampines is not good for someone who is full of hatred for mats n minahs. n it's even much more worse when she says she enjoys watching mats n minahs... *cringes in shame*

Monday, May 05, 2003

This is so funny.....

Blonde Joke
A blonde began a job as an elementary school counselor, and she was eager to help. One day during recess she noticed a boy standing by himself on the side of a playing field while the rest of the kids enjoyed a game of soccer at the other. Sandy approached and asked if he was alright.
The boy said he was. A little while later, however, Sandy noticed the boy was in the same spot, still by himself.

Approaching again, Sandy said, "Would you like me to be your friend?" The boy hesitated, then said, "Okay", looking at the woman suspiciously. Feeling she was making progress, Sandy then asked, "Why are you standing here alone?"

"Because," the little boy said with great exasperation, "I'm the fucking goalkeeper."

more?



WEEE ARE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIEND....

man u won the cup after the ASSes lost to leeds 2-3 at, guess ware? HIGHBURY!! hahahahahahha.. wooooooohhhhhhoooo!!!!!

Sunday, May 04, 2003

spent my sunday at tampines under faizal's-yus' void deck wif the toads. (yana,zahid,man,faizal n yus) kinda boring but wat the heck. still had fun. yana dear, r u ok? dun be guilty.. it's over!!

dun make me the middle person. i hate it.. plz..

plz make me hate dislike u. plz...

the "deciding" match between Arsenal n Leeds. plz win leeds.. plz..

Saturday, May 03, 2003


What Pattern Are You?


dat's me..

Manchester United 4-1 Charlton Athletic


YIPPEEEE!!!!!

i've spent my saturday at home, only going out wif abg n his gf,kak wati, to compass point to buy kfc stuffs, shampoo, n a baby walker. dat's it! n of coz, watching man u's game. the toads said the gig at youth park sux. hahahha, i guess u can't plz anione rite?

Friday, May 02, 2003

Manchester United
VS
Charlton Athletic
Old Trafford, Saturday, 030503, 1925hrs


for those of u staying home on a saturday lyk me, dun watch other channels. tune in to Starhub cableTV channel 23 ESPN. dat is if u've starhub cableTV and are a soccer fan. :P

and yesh i'm staying home tomolo. i've been going out for the past 3 weeks. it's time i "heed" my parents' naggings. n lovely darrrrrlingsss, i can't follow u all tomolo. enjoy toads!!! haf fun at the Youth Park!!!

christy is out...the bimbos are still in...Survivor rocks.. -at times only..

yesterday

hahahaa...klakarnye zahid!! wah!! klakar skali!! bodoh kau!! kate keje, tapi last last ckp tak!! BODOH!!!

supposedly to mit zahid at pasir ris interchange at 11.30am. i arrived at 11.35am. n he was not dere!!! n i can't even call him coz some smart aleck had lost his hp. n he came at 12.15pm. plz let go of the clenched fist, ayu...

had fun yesterday jamming at ah lan's place. the "interior design" of the place, i'm speechless. all i can say is 3 words: innovative, creative n imaginative. oh yeah, can i add another word? coolness.. but 1 thing only. i can't hear myself singing.. hehehee.. but on the whole, i lyk the couch!! gif me the couch anitime!!!

yana, zahid n me den went to far east after jamming. the 2 of u ah, i dunno wat to say. irritating toads. kept disturbing me lah.. paisehhhhhhh ahh.. shhhhhh.. hahahhahaha..

met yus at starbucks n we sat dere watching khairin werking. n again, yana n zahid up to their nonsense..argghhhhhhhhhhhh!! but khai looks so cute in the apron.. hahahaha

den yana n me went home!!!

conference wif jenn n yana. after dat tok to zahid for a while.. sleeping time!!