i'm sick. i had a 38.5 degrees celsius fever. i'm feeling cold. i haf 2 blankets over me. my bones are aching. i can't touching anything wif my body,arms wateva coz any slight contact wif anything will cause my bones to ache even more. i've popped 2 panadols. i nid to slp. but i can't coz the room is spinning. or is it juz me? dear, i'm ok. i'll be fine.. i tink. but i'll be alrite. izzit juz plain cold or izzit juz me? nitez ppl. i want to rest my eyes, head, body, wateva. n yesh, i still haf the mood to change my layout

dis is the 2nd day i'm not fasting coz i had my period yesterday. so sad~! i 1 2 fast coz i dun lyk to repay back my fasting debt. haizz.. guess i haf to do it. to Ina, if u've seen me eating yesterday, it's not becoz i'm not fasting purposely. i was reli having my period. so malu seh when i saw her in the car while i was eating fries. :D

the stomach was begging for mercy yesterday. luckily my baby picked me up yesterday. so swit of him eventhough he was supposed to be werking, he did fetch me. at my place, he wanted to take a nap n he told me to wake him up at 4.30pm. den he looked at me n told me dat he was lazy to go. ahhahahaa.. so both of us took a nap (not together lah!!). so embarrassing when i caught him staring at me with my mouth open. i was sleepy OK?!! hahahahahha..

the com at home is a teeny weeny ok, thanx to moi.. all i did was go to the control panel n go to the add/remove panel n remove all stoopid unrecognisable icons. hehehe.. n voila, the com is not dat bad animore. but still, i reli want to suggest to my bro n my sis to go up to the top of our flat n throw the CPU down. *CrAsH!* switneesss!

OA cls is ok since they changed the topic to PowerPoint. my fave. :D gtg n rest my crampy stomach.

happy fasting everyone. i'm so hungry rite now. i noe, it's only 12 noon but i'm hungry aredi! i only ate 2 pieces of bread n scrambled eggs during sahur. coz i can't eat in the morning. no appetite seh. so now, it's my fault dat i'm so hungry.

wat is my mama gonna cook later? wat r u guys eating later during iftar? juz tag it k?

my big baby is sick so he's not fasting. he went to d doc juz now n it cost him $31!! so exp!! sent him home from his werkplace yesterday n he looked so pale! scared me a little. take care k dear? luv u.. muackss..

it's so boring in cls.. reli.. it is!!! the guys are being great as always, but i'm juz too hungry to joke ard. peace~! yesh, i was kaled coz of the man u match against fulham. khus came into the cs and he asked me, "ayu,kau nak tahu ape ferguson's peh hp no? 31133131 ah." (ayu, u want to noe wat is ferguson's hp? it's 31133131) slamat tgh puase khus, kalau tak, aku dah keryam kau.

aiyoh.. i'm so sad.. so disappointed.. so angry.. dat Man U lost to Fulham 1-3, at Old Trafford some more.. wah lau weh.. Inamoto's goal juz killed my mood man.. n to add salt to injury, Liverfool won against Leeds by the same scoreline while Chelsea won 1-0 against Man City.. aiyah.. kannasai lah dey.. haf to bear wif the kaleding tomolo, rite Fir?

aniwae, will be going to Geylang later wif my family minus the big bro coz my sis has to carik kain for her baju raye.. gonna chui the dear werking later!! ahakz..

Selamat menjalankan ibadah puase besok, ye semue muslimin dan musliman.

so how did u guys spend ur public holiday yesterday? as for me, i got my chili crab!! yum yum!! it was good!! i got the big pincher part ware dere's alot of meat in it n so did kakak. dere were my parents, the bro n kakak wati, the sis, lil butterfly, me n my bf. it was such a sumptuous meal. the prawns were good too. so was the baby kailan. n the honeyed chicken. n the squid. n the seafood fried rice. :D in all, it was a good meal. oh, we ate at Restu. the ambience was not dat bad. oh!who cares about the ambience? my tots were on the food!

fasting month is drawing near.. ya allah, let me haf the strength to fast for the whole day on monday, followed by the whole week, n den month. amin~!

i want to do my shopping before the fasting month. all my toiletries stuffs. anione wanna follow? :D

i'm having my OA test now, using Microsoft Access. n yesh, u've guess it rite, i'm not doing it at all, not even a bit. coz i've no freaking idea how to do. :D

played soccer juz now during SW, 1stly wif the boys, den decided to ask the girls to join forces. it was so funny playing 4 a side wif the gerls. more laughters, shriekings, screamings than kicking the ball. :) the joys of being a girl..

my big baby is going to work after sch. haiz.. gonna miss him. BUT! i'll be miting him tomolo!! YESH! n won't be seeing him again till Monday, ware he will fetch me from sch. after next Monday, i won't be miting him till next next Monday. wah piang.. hate it when he work. but i haf to bear wif it coz he needs the money.. haiz, ok lah.. i won't merayap k..

family feast tomolo.. i want my chili crab mom n dad!

oh yeah, Man U won against Rangers. 1-0, courtesy from Phil Neville!!!

to those who always tag at my n khus' webby, plz lah. irritating to the max. menyampah tau.. tapi takpe, kalau korang enjoy sangat, go ahead lah. kecian seh kau takde kawan2 yg kau bleh mengadu to. kite bleh jadi kawan kau. kecian lah..

woke up at 4.48am today to go to the toilet coz the stomach was in a great pain. i was practically tertonggek on the bed. actually, i wanted to tahan the pain coz i was so scared to go to the toilet coz i watched Ju-On: The Prequel yesterday nite but the pain was too overwhelming. so i got up, went over to my parents' bedroom, n woke my mum up. "mak, ayu nak terberak. sakit seh perot. teman ayu mak.." (mum, ayu want to pang-sai. stomach pain ah. accompany me plz..) my mum, looked at me, sighed n den she shrieked, "alamak!hujan! baju nanti tak kering!" (alamak! rain, wait the clothes won't be dried.) so fortunately, she accompanied me. n in the toilet, i was imagining dat Toshio's mum was staring at me from the toilet bowl. creepy~!!

oh yesh, mum told us dat she saw some one walking towards the kitchen yesterday evening from the door. the person was tall n he walked reli fast. SPoOoKkyYY~!!

ok, now i'm scaring myself shits.

aniwae, reached the com lab n immediately i kaled Faliq about Liverfool losing to Pompey n Patrik Berger, ex-liverfoolian, was the one who scored against his old club. hahahhaaha.. oh yeah, hanif didn't escape from the kaled-ing too. Chelsea lost to ARSEnal 1-2, remember? hehehe.. glory glory man utd!

btw, i've watched UnderWorld the oder day. it was grea-rek!! u shd watch it!!

i've linked my ex sch mate n oso current ite mate, Saidatul. go ahead n explore.. :D

it's a wonder dat i'm so lazy to use the com at home. i rather update my blog in sch. n to tink dat the sch com is effing slow, i still prefer to update in sch coz dere is no body disturbing u or queueing up to use the com. i haf the com all to myself, except when those rascals start to disturb me. hehehehe..

aniwae, watched Rundown on Wednesday. i 4got to tell u guys. nice movie. The Rock is sooo cool. he CAN act, mind u. n Sean Scott, well, he is as funny as usual. love dat guy. cute. i watched it for free, wif my baby n his frenz (nas/faezah, khai/nadiah,arip,hariz,wan).

i'm ok ppl, thanx for ur love. it's juz dat it's so scary dat someone is out dere ruining ur life n u dunno who it is but u noe dat the person could jolly well be one of ur closest frenz.. haiz..

a skooling day tomolo. can't wait to mit my frenz. n can't wait for Deepavali coz my family n i are going for a feast!!!!! YUMMY!!!!!

WHAT DO HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME? JUZ SAY IT. STOP RUINING MY LIFE PLZ. I'M BEGGING U. IT'S OBVIOUSLY U NOE ME VERY WELL OR U NOE ME. U NOE ABOUT MY LIFE. U HAF THE UPPER HAND. PLZ. I'M BEGGING U. STOP IT PLZ. STOP MAKING MY LIFE DIFFICULT. I'M ON THE VERGE OF CRYING OVER WAT YOU R DOING. U'VE WON OK? I'M NOT DAT STRONG. PLZ. JUZ STOP IT. IN WAT WAY HAF I EVER OFFENDED U? JUZ TELL ME. I'LL APOLOGISE SINCERELY TO U. FACE TO FACE. ON THE FONE. SMS. WATEVA AS LONG AS U STOP ALL DIS. BUT I WON'T GIF UP MY BF FOR U. OR FORSAKE MY FAMILY FOR U. OR LEAVE MY FRENZ FOR U. WAT DO U WANT?

argggggggghhhhhhh!!!!! juz found out dat jali has the same layout as me!!! arghhhhhh!!!!!! penat2 ayu tukar, skali same dah!! it's ok jali, it's my fault. but i won't change it!!! ayu malas nak tukar jali!! nanti ayu dah tak penat, ayu tukar eh?? wahduh...

i'm so tired. my back is aching n i can't sit up straight. all becoz i sat in front of the com from 6 till.. erm.. juz look at the time i finiz dis post. :D i've changed my layout. take a look. oh of coz, u guys are looking at it rite now or else u won't be reading dis. stoopid me.

n oso, i've added a song. i love dis song, at the mo. it's perfect by simple plan. it's about how dis kid is telling his father dat he cannot be wat his dad wants him to be. i so agree. let ur child do wat his passion is. dun change ur child to be wat YOU want YOU to be when u were his/her age. geddit? luckily my parents are so cool..

aisya won't be going to sch tomolo coz the gal is havin her O's Science Practical Examination! yup, she's retaking her O. i can't be bothered man. i took my O in 2001 n i've got an extra yr of break but i never tot of retaking my O coz i noe i'll fail again. hehehee, so betta dun waste my parents $. use the $ to buy ur own stuffs rather than using it to buy some pieces of papers that u'll leave blank. hahahhahahaa.. my theory, dat is. oh yeah, gd luck gerl. all the best. as much as i want u to be in ite, but i sincerely hope u'll get into poly. but of coz, i'm praying so damn hard dat u'll fail. hahahahaa!!

i've added 3 new ppl in my links. check them out. serine,apit n jali.

b miting the baby tomolo. i want him to fetch me but we'll be going out wif his frenz so he won't be bringing the bike. free movies tomolo!! woohoo!!

nitez ppl, i've gotta go n put Castrol in my body. nolah, eat lah dey! till den, tah~!

hey! aisya,nur n me managed to go for assembly! surprise surprise! n it's no wonder dat my cls MMT 1R is one of the worse cls ever coz dere were only about 7-9 ppl in my cls. the rest of the skool has long rows of students but not my cls. the single line was so short! ahakz.. but the 3 of us were glad dat we managed to go for our 1st assembly. ehheehe..

i'll finiz at 4 today so it's not so bad. not so monday blues..

my OA diskette is spoilt coz hanif threw it at Rizal n the latter didn't manage to catch it in time. n i forgot to bring my VB disk. so it's lyk i'm skooling for the sake of it. now i'm juz sitting here surfing the net, updating my blog. dere's nothing left for me to surf. i'm bored...

my baby is having a hard time. poor thing. n darling, i'll help u to change ur bike k? no promises, but i'll try. u noe i would..

lil butterfly is getting smarter. she's learning how to walk aredi. how cute! love dat cutie to bits!

i'm logging off now, putting my head on the table, n dozing off...zZzZZzZZzZzZzZ...

i'm so sleepy!! i slpt at 4.30 am dis morning n i woke up at 11.15am. it's lyk only 7 hrs of slp. okok, it seems alot. but it's not ok! n the reason i slpt late was becoz i went to Marina to catch the midnite show Underworld wif my bro, his gf, my cuzzens: kak murni/her bf, Ba-Dy, n my dearest. the show is pretty cool, quite action packed. my kinda show. it's about the war raging between werewolves n vampires. Kate Beckinsale is pretty, even though she looked so gothic n black. she looked so much lyk Liv Tyler. not worth $8.50, but $6.50 is ok. :D

aniwae, after dat, my baby sent me home n he stayed watching soccer. my parents told him to slp at my bro's room but he declined, wanting to watch soccer instead. my eyes were drooping n i so wanted to accompany him but he told me to go ahead n slp. so i slpt, leaving him alone in the living room. haizz, sorie deary, i'm sooo sleepy lah.. den found out from my mama dat he went home at 6. i felt soo guilty!!

oh yeah! i've bought the McDonald's blue watch! tot dat u haf to buy the Extra Value Meal to purchase the watch but it turned out dat u can buy anything!! so i juz bought an apple pie n purchase the watch. hehehehe..

fasting month is cuming fast.. i'm not prepared for it. but i WILL fast, insya allah.. :D

oh yeah, i forgot to add dat on 7 October, after we sabo-ed syikin, hanif,aisya,khus,faliq,fir n me went to Grandlink wif the intention to play CS but we weren't allowed in coz we were in our sch U. n so, we sat outside the cafe n we chatted about our lives n all. aisya n me den decided to play "sabotio," a soccer table game where 4 metal poles stuck out from each side of the table n the figurines are stucked to the poles. geddit it? we spent about $10+ worth 50cents playing it. it was hilarious! dere were 6 of us n so we divided ourselves into 3 by 3.

after a long day on the soccer table, we went up n we played CS in another cafe which charged us $2.40/hr. it was more exp than the other one, which charged us $1/hr but the more exp allowed us to play in our sch U. n guess wat? i was top of the frag!! woohoo!! i've beaten the guys hands down!

update on my life: on 7 October, a gerl by the name of syikin was sabo-ed becoz it was her 18th bdae!! it was fun although not as dramatic as when it was Khus' bdae. aniwae, the rez told her dat since it was legal for her to smoke, they forced her to do so, asking her to take a puff from their cigarettes. but of coz, the good gerl didn't do it. even if she wanted to do so, i'll kill her.. :D

n so today, my bro, Mohd Hidayat, celebrates his 25th bdae!! msged him, telling him 3 reasons y i can't gif him a bdae pressie today:

1)coz i dun haf enuf $.
2)coz he's rich enuf to buy his own pressie.
3)coz he didn't gif me anything on MY bdae. :D

but still, i told him dat to enjoy his day today, haf a great time, get married soon n last but not least, i love him.. (awww...) bez brother a gerl could ever ask for. reli, he loves me so much dat i could suffocate. hehehee.. (ok, bro, i've praised u enuf. ware's my 10 bux? ahakz..juz kidding ya?)

i've been using Rizal's specs for the past 3 days. dere's no degree in the glasses. i tink i look cute in it. hahahhaa.. yeah, i'm thick-skinned, so sue me. i dun gif a shit. hahahahhaa.. even my baby tinks so too! woohoo!

speaking of him, i luv him so much... (another awwww...)

sch's becuming such a tiring chore. even surfing the net in the lab during OA n VB classes are gettting boring. but the fun parts r when the usual rascals are not payin attention n we spend our time rolling around in lab wif our rollable chairs n bump into one another, causing the other person to roll away from the person who bumped into them. basically, the prospect is the same lyk the bumper cars. fun~!

hanif always bump his chair into me. it's so annoying but fun. annoyin in the case dat, since i'm small, the impact when i bumped into him is not as strong as when he bumped into me.

Next, comes when any person in my rascals squad checks his/her email n dere is porn in it. he/she will go, "eh korg! tgk nie! cepat! siol ah. rabak siak nie pompan/lelaki. hanif, khus, khai, korg mesti suke nye. tgk ah.." n the whole rascals will gather ard dat particular com n shrieks everyware. "sial ah!tak senonoh sak! hahahaha, asal muke dier gitu mcm! mak cow! rabak nah.. dosa sak korang. ade lagik? tu jer? boring ah~!" hahahahha.. the rascals always crack me up man..

n when it's time to pass up our diskettes containing our work, we'll go, "eh,sape dah abis?kasi aku disk kau. aku nak copy n paste. aku lom abis lah sial. ape? kau pon nak copy? jap, jap, kasi aku anoh dulu. nanti aku pass kat kau.. aisya, kau lah sorg harapan kite.." haizz.. crazy bunch of nutbags..

aniwae, me n the baby had fun juz now walking ard city hall n funan. we went to Happy House to buy something. the thing is so cute. but it belongs to a fren of mine. i wished i had bought it for myself. but i noe i would'nt be so nuts as to spend dat kinda $$ on teddy bears/cuddly toys even though it's so blardy cute. dear, buy for me something from dere when u r rich, ok?hehehhe.. juz kidding. keep the $$ for urself huney..

somebody's turning 18 tomolo.. can't wait to throw some stuffs at her.. i dun care if u reading dis, coz i noe u dun switch on ur com at home.. n oso, u can't be bothered to surf to my webby or the others, for dat matter. n yesh, the Happy House stuff is for u babeh.. but dat's not the point.. the point is, plz bring ur extra clothings tomolo.. muacks!

wahey, saturday matches were good. especially since my Man U won against Birmingham whom has not lost any match since the start of the season. n their 100% record of not losing a match was dampered by Man U. Yahooo!! n i'm so sorie dear dat i didn't keep my promise to support Pool. it's juz dat i love to look at u n bro's reaction when pool lost. hehehhe.. n pires' goal was superb! dudek couldn't even get a touch on the ball. ahakz..

aniwae, juz finized bathing. very sleepy rite now coz i stayed awake all day from 1 am till 11.30am. coz i followed the baby to his pit at ecp. it was great fun. slack at first but when the guys gathered to play cards, all hell broke loose. hahaha.. it was such a hilarious scene. got dere at 1am coz we had an argument which lasted an hour. but we made up. n so we told my parents dat we were going to his pit. the weather was blardy chilly n while on the bike, i almost peed. reli. my bladder was at its fullest. i couldn't even get off the bike coz a slight movement caused me want to pee even more. yesh, it's dat bad. brrrrrrr!!

reached home at 10am n sent the bf off at 10.30am. slpt at 11.30am till 4. ah..i slpt lyk a pig..

it was so romantic to watch the sun n sea wif ur bf by ur side. nice...

aniwae, congrats to Khus. u noe wat i min, rite jack? hehehhee.. skarang, kite sumer tunggu giliran Faliq pulak ye... :)

k everyone, tomolo is a sch n werking day. so enjoy ur sunday while it last. i gotta go n clean my cupboard.

Liverpool v Arsenal
Saturday 4 October 2003
Anfield, ESPN 7.25pm

i'll be supporting the Reds today. (baby,u shd be happy rite?hehhee.. i lyk da way u do dat rite thurr.. :D)

OK DOKEY! i've linked a clsmate of mine!! woohoo!! it seems dat everyone in my cls has a webby. alrite! n here is he, he is *drum roll plz..* ALIF!!! everybody, say, "Hi Alif!!" hehhehe.. k peeps, cheerios!

btw,i'm addicted to Senses Fail's Save Yourself n The Used's Taste of Ink.. reli, i am.. damn.. i am!!! once i'm stucked wif a song or two, it could be on repeat mode for more than 40 times. yeah, move over Hillary Duff.. hahahaha..

the shopping spree was fun n great. as usual, it was full of laughter. khus bought a pair jeans at giordano which is so nice! n..erm..yeap, dat's it. he only bought the pants, dat's all. so i dun tink it's a shopping spree. hmm.. oh yeah, faliq n fir came along too.

YOU were on my mind since i stepped foot on board the bus to city hall. reli, i'm not kidding. everyware i go, into the levi's store i went, i saw dis t-shirt which is so freaking nice n immediately my mind was tot of YOU. dis great street soccer shoes i saw at the Adidas boutique, i so wanted to work juz so i could haf the money to buy it for YOU.

i am not victoria beckham afterall. so i can't afford all dat. howeva, i can afford dis cute little thingy which i'm gonna present to u when we mit tomolo, insya allah. dat is lyk the most cutez thing i saw which, of coz, made me tot of YOU.

thank u for the phonecall juz now. made me smiled even while i was bathing. n no, i'm no longer stress bout wat we tok about laz nite. YOU helped me not to.

too mushy for some of u..?? hehhehe.. sorie! i can't help it! i'm bursting wif L-O-V-E!!

i didn't go for my SW today coz i'm sooo lazy!! aisya, hanif, syikin, ain, nur, khai n wabul didn't go either. hahahhaa.. we guys are nut, i noe. aniwae, another reason was being i slpt reli late, at 2.30 am today. n i was too haggard to wake up at 6.45am. no way.. so i told mum to wake me up at 8.15am.. almoz 2 hrs worth of slp more. :D

the reason i slpt late was dat i chatted wif my boyfren on the MSN. we chatted bout many stuffs but most stuffs aren't worth even chatting about. they are not worth our time. however we still chat bout them. geddit?

aniwae, maybe i'll be going out wif aisya, hanif, khus, syikin to town to accompany the punker to buy some clothes for his BIG DATE tomolo!!! wooohooo!! our fren has grown up!

OKOK!! I NOE MAN UTD N CHELSEA LOST THEIR CHAMPIONS LEAGUE MATCHES. TAK PASAL!!! the guys are "kaled-ing" me n hanif sia... wahduh... but!!at least tak kalah dgn Charlton seh!!

i suck at vb, cp, ep n oso oa. the subjects i'm good at are PI n Com Skill, the 2 non-examinations subjects. i'm hopeless!! help me!! i reli to buck up yeah? here i am, typing at my blog instead of doin my vb, n dere was i juz now, listening to khus' disman at ep. the tots scare me. n i finiz at 6 today!! yippe!!

u guys never gif up rite? geez...

i tak take advantage ah.. hehehehe.. u noe it too kan? nak manje2 jer.. hiohhihihiohohoho.. lagikpon nari i balik lambat, org2 ofis balik sumer rushing2 naik bus!! hehehehe... CP!