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alif: ahakz..

shirah: eh?

aydah: gd day to u too.. i'm fine btw..

eEge: tinggal blk sembilan ratus sembilan puluh tujoh ribu empat puloh lapan. takdelah, blk 97.

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8-6.
no, dis is not sum toto number.
it's the tym i'll be skooling tmrw.
how nice.
*pray* plz let the boy fetch me tmrw.

for the 2 hours break tmrw,
we'll prolly be goin to fir's house to watch vcds.
blue, yellow, pink. who cares.
we cd be having mass orgy.
u nv noe. hahhaha..

japan 2-1 singapore.
damn Nakata is here.
i luv him.
not bad singapore.
i dun support local btw.
urgh.

klah,gd nite.

new photos r up. sorie for the sloppy photos. took sumthing juz so my website has new photo albums. ahakz.i noe it's lame.

shag-ga-doodle.
i'm fucking shagged.
the backbone hurts, the feets n legs are aching, n my eyes are droopy.
geez, wat more could a girl ask for huh?

blardy teacher locked the doors juz now.
she opened it only when we had finished our work
AND picked up the litters.
wat?we're lyk secondary skool kids now?
honestly though,i tink we deserved it.
wat the hell do we go to sch for if we don't want to study?
ahakz, ya, to mit up wif our frenz.true.

juz becoz i'm short or small or (insert ur own adjectives similar to short)
doesn't make me a pushover.
find trouble wif me n i'll gif u wat u want.
i'm a blardy good girl ok.
u dun belif me?
i swear. reli lah. dun laff plz.

for once the boy talk n talk
while i eat n eat.
usually,it's the other way ard.
but it was nice though for a change.
lyk i said,i noe when to shut the hell up.

y do we love to jump into the bandwagon?
izzit human nature?
even if u say u're original n u haf ur own style (my,dat's my dialogue.i'm contradicting myself.shit. :D),
sumthing about u is copyrighted from someone else.
check urself in the mirror.
u'll find sumthing.
trust me.

muaX. sorie if i've been killing u lately wif my attitude.. ahakz..

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CB ah dis Incredible Tales.
no, i'm not scared of the ghosts.
juz dun gif me eerie or sudden sound effects.
ur made-up ghosts nid to try harder though.

the weather is getting humid.
can anyone make the sky cry manually?

sombody, catch my fone.
i'm throwing it!!!

btw my baby, i dowan u 2 b d 2nd owner of Wak Zai's scrambler. i'm scared of dat bike. plz stick to ur current cute little bike k.

i've not been gettin enuf sleep lately.
no use putting all dis eye gel or eye cream whitener if i myself can't slp at nite.
too many things on my mind lately.
n it shows thru my behaviour.
making me more irritated, agitated.

do i haf ani excuse for dat?
can i be excused for dat?
nah..no excuses for hurting anione..
feelings r not meant to be hurt or toyed wif.

am i egoistic at tyms? i tink i am.
too pampered. it makes ppl sick.
i wanna change. try to be independant for once.
can dat someone help me? guide me?
see? even when i nid 2 change myself, i nid 2 bring someone along.
y can't i do it myself?

how many chances shd a person gif to their gf/bf before he/she had enuf?
as for me, i tink it's up to the individual.
if u tink dat person will change, y not?
changes dun take a nite,a day. u haf to be patient.
if u see he/she is trying, den gif it a rest.
dun get of his/her case.at least she tried.

if u dun c results at all, not even once,
den u may haf 2 start questioning urself.
do u love him/her dat much dat u cd overlook his/her flaws?
is he/she worth the chance?
if ur answers r all yes, den i tink it's a waste to call it off juz becoz of sum flaws of his/her.
if he/she is faithful to u, nv lie to u, tell u her whereabout
but becoz of 1 tiny bit of mistake/flaw, u started regretting being wif her,
i dono wat to say 2 dat.

so, for ur info, i am changing.
i'm sure u can see the tiny weeny result in me.
but i tink it's too slow for u.
but i am changing.

platonic friendships.
izzit true? cd it happened?
can't a man n a woman be frenz without falling head over heels for each other?
i believe in it.
i've tonnes of male frenz n i luv them but definitely not in luv wif them.
my best fren is a guy. known him since i was 13.
n it still stay as platonic as ever.
for those guys who r jealous dat their gf r having more guy frenz than girl frenz, chyll out.
unless she behaves suspiciously or spend more tym wif him than u or being secretive.

you got a problem it dat? my dimple dat is. muscle cramp u noe, from smiling juz to show it to u. ahakz.
aniwae, i truly believed u when u said when a mosquito bites a person wif aids, n dat mosquito bites u, u can haf aids.
but now, I DUN BELIF U ANIMORE!!! YOU LIED TO ME!! uwek!! >.< dun fren u.

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sop: hehee..ya lah..miss u.. how?

shidah: hahaha..i was at the movies..dat was the bench i was cangkong-ing.. aniwae, everyone is guilty of neglecting someone..

eEge: izzzzzittt?? who ah? can i noe? mane tahu i noe n he noe n u noe..

DiL: thank u so much.. hehehee.. but juz dun mind the crazy blabberings sumtyms je..

beckham: hi.. bye..

^^Peanuts^^: walao..?

bones: welcome my dear.. muaX.. i had fun too..

aide: hahaha..yesh, he is.. coz he exactly lyk me..

ju: u tk cr too!!

Ina: ;) i luv it too!!

Sai: aight...

penghulu: orite!!

Fir: arlo!!

Witch: yeah..so bad rite? hahaha..

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shirah: yesh, aku kan terbiat. pompan giler aku lah..

alif: u sure anot u want to say i not cute? is dat ur final answer? dun regret ah.. ;) btw,one love!!

hanif: thanx dude..

lompat kijang: kite nye suke ah..awak dah baikkan blog eh? pandai seh...

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gd morning!!! *smelling the air* ahhh..it's so fresh!!
wat? it's noon aredi? hahhha.. well, good afternoon den!!

i'm eating chicken while typing.
yeah, i'm dat uncivilised.
i dun mind eating in my bedroom. or on my bed for dat matter.
i dun even mind if anyone of u eat on it too.

but too bad, i sleep wif my sister.
so i gotta haf sum cleanliness.
yesh,she's neat n organised.
i'm not. i'm only, lyk the malays say, "smangat 2 minit.."
translation: gungho for only 2 minutes. i tink.

my wardrobe is clean. well, it is rite now.
i juz cleaned it the other day.
gif me a week. juz a week.
n i won't recognise it animore.
it will look lyk a tornado has juz past thru.
dere will be sweet wrappers, movie tixs, sanitary pad wrappers.
the make-up will not be in the make-up box, the lotion will not be capped.
haizz.. i'm a busy woman, damn it. always on the go.
yeah rite.

reassurance. 1 word.
but it sure mins a lot.
it can do wonders to us girls.
especially sensitive ones.
lyk me of coz.
but dat's not the point.
the point is,
i'm one heck of a lucky lady.

the same goes for the 3 words.
no, no!! not "I Am Hungry!"
although those r the 3 of my fave words.
yesh, it's "I Love You."
it's so simple yet so deep. (remember dis, Alif n Aisya? hahahhaa..)
how far would u go to prove ur love for dat special someone?
would it be worth it?
wateva happens, nv ever regret.
tink b4 doing anything. coz regretting is no use.
dat's one of my many, many, many mottos in lives.
yup,i haf alot.. hahaha

taking things for granted.
how many of u r ashamed of doing dis?
taking money from your parents without a care in the world.
nv once u thank them.
n always expecting dat the money would cum whenever u asked for it.
n den, one day, the sole breadwinner in the house was retrenched, sacked, passed away
n ur mum, siblings n u r left to fend for urselves.
how would u feel?
regret?

how about if ur boy/girl, who loves u more than u love him/her, always be dere for u?
nv once u thank him/her.
den when u're happy wif ur frenz, u tend to forget bout him or her.
when u're lonely, u'll find him/her.
he/she wipes ur pains away,
but u shove him/her aside.
suddenly, he/she couldn't take it animore
n breaks up wif u.
now u dun haf ani place to find solace.
no one wants to listen to u animore.
den u realised dat how much he/she loves u.
how would u feel?
regret?

how about if dat once particular fren of urs
are always being left in the shadows of u n ur other popular frenz
but he/she always got ur back.
u go to him/her whenever u fite wif the other frenz.
when u're ok wif them, u chuck dat person aside.
den one day, he/she died.
without saying good bye.
without hearing u say thank u.
how would u feel?
regret?

i am guilty of taking some things for granted.
it's only human nature dat some of us r not contented wif wat we haf.

mayonnaise n chili sauce taste good together.
wat a yummy combo!

i'm ok now.
coz since i trust him, y shd i be feeling dis way rite?
i noe he won't cheat on me, i noe he luvs me dat much.
i am contented. maybe becoz i'm juz jealous.
y shd u,ayu? he's a guy.

see?he msged u.
see?he told u he's missing u.
see?he told u he luvs u.
see?he told u not to worry.
see?he shd be enjoying himself instead of msging u.

oh!another thing.
see?he called u!!
see?he wasn't doing anything.
see?he still calls u dear.
see?he shd be enjoying himself instead of calling u.

so ayu, y shd u be worried?
so ayu, y shd u be anxious?
so ayu, y shd u be lonely?

he's still urs.
u're still his.
he's happy being wif u.
u're happy being wif him.

even ur mum say so.
even ur mum told u not to worry.

so y shd u?

the moral of the story is, TRUST.
if he's urs, he's meant to be urs.

oklah, i'm ok aredi wat. u still blabbering so much for wat?
:)
i'm crazy lah. wat to do.

sorie eh switheart?

juz got back home alone. ahakz. a real eye opener.
sat alone in MacDonald's Compass Point n ate.
it was crowded n dere i was, alone n eating.
pathetic? no, dis tym i dun agree.
it was great, sitting alone n ppl watch.
as in i watch ppl. not ppl watch me. :)
took my mind off to certain things. yesh, i'm troubled.
but dun mind me. i'll be fine, i'm sure.

didn't eat from morning till juz now.
so the stomach is being gaseous. hehhee.. i'm a farting train.
it doesn't stink though! dun worry!

u noe wat's it feels lyk to be left out?
all guys? so? i'm alone.
saturdays r supposed to be our day.
but wat happened? hmm..
he could listen to her. u can't?i min, to me. not her.
oh damn.i shouldn't compare u wif anyone else rite? but u can rite?
weird n funny. u can't understand me?
neither do i. yup, i dun understand myself. n you.
i dun understand the 2 of us.
i'll be fine. i'll be ok. i'll be alrite. i noe myself.
but i'll be killing myself wif worry, anxiety, loneliness, boredom.
u won't noe of coz. u're too busy to notice.
our 1st tym together. u said it urself.
now, it's ur how-many-tyms aredi n i'm still waiting for my 1st.
one day, i'll get my chance, u said. when? waiting...
*yawn* getting tired...
hmm... i guess i haf to wait a loooongg tym.
u're reading dis n u feel dat i let out too much?
den who shd i tok to? u? nah.. read line number 12 of dis paragraph.
bottle things up? hahaha..wat a joke.
i still wanna live, u noe. i don't want to suffer from stress. or hypertension.
we nv fite. we rarely fite. sum ppl envy us both for dat. call us swit n loving.
but nowadays we do.
ask myself. ask urself. ask the both of us.
luckily we do kiss n make up n we'll be ok.
*screaming* hey, the house is empty. no one's gonna hear. not even u.
dun promise me for my 1st. u broke it too many tyms.
how true, promises r meant to be broken.
go ahead. enjoy urself n haf fun.
i won't be worried. u told me not to.
i promise. oops, i shdn't promise. i could break it.

home. still at home. dunno if i'm going out even
yes, it's a saturday n i'm home. pathetic? nah.. not so.
but i tink it is. pathetic dat is. home on a saturday.
i dun mind going out alone if he can't make it.
i could, u noe.

ah shit. i tink i nid to be independant for a while.
lemme see, shall i go to the library?yesh, library.
u read it rite. i do read books. i'm in ITE but i love books. get it?
academic wise, i'm not dat smart. but books r fun. k.
u shd get my point my now.

Friendster.Love it, or hate it.
ppl whom u donno dat well enuf to even be ur aquaintance (spell?), tries to add u as their fren.
u clicked yes, someone is being added to ur list of frenz.
u checked out the profile of dat person.
voila! he/she has lyk over 200+, 1000+ of frenz, some of them he/she may not even noe.
tots whirling in ur head.
n u got ur answer.
yesh, dat person added u coz he/she juz want to enlarge his/her circle of frenz.
yesh, so dat he/she could show off to his/her other frenz.
"look at me! i haf over a thousand frenz!"

but den, u clicked at dat person's network of frenz at random.
ta-da! u found ur long lost fren, cousin, sister, brother, mum, dad or even ur long lost child.
u add dat person, dat person clicked yes.
n den u haf it! u finally found ur long lost person!
exchange contacts numbers, mit up n u haf juz formed a beautiful frenship/relationship wif dat someone again.

"u looked lyk a minah but luckily u r not. u dun dress lyk one."
shd i be insulted or shd i feel complimented?
some of my frenz told it to me in my face.
some told me in their testimonial for me in Friendster.
tell u sumthing: I've got my own style.

which bring me to another point.
These testimonials r one of the fakest thing man has ever invented, besides Michael Jackson.
u hate me, tell me straight. testimonials r a fine way to criticise me.
but no, all dis "words of royalty" r flowing endlessly.
when in fact, we were never even frenz to begin wif?
*the buzzer rang* u got it all wrong..

u dun miss ur water till the well runs dry.
how true.
dun take things for granted.
u only learn if u been thru it urself.
practical is better than theory.
true?
hands on experience is better than words.

damn.i tink i'm either getting better at blogging or i still suck.
words are being typed out easily.

i tink i've becoming more open up to ppl.
i talk too much nowadays.
but i hope ppl come across me as being friendly or easy to tok to.
i'm not talkative. i noe when to stop ok?
lyk, rite now.

yawn
... on the PS2 wif bro...

yawn
... on the PS2 wif bro...

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Alif: ur head lah!! BRB BRB, u tink wat? chatting in MSN or chatroom ah. i told u wat, u good to me, i minus. u bad, i add. :) btw, scared of ur HP in the dark? scaredy cat. ppl sms u when the lites are off, n u jumped when u heard ur fone beep. ape lah dey.. weak ah!!!

DiL: ohhhh!!! hahahhaha..thank u thank u!!!

Kak Murni: ware got?? i tink ur com lah. my com ok jer. my skool com ok jer. trojan peh virus? wah.. i use Fab in my washing. k, lame. sorie.

mas: muaXX!! welkam swittie.. tgh lepaskan geram jer.. :D

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the carpark looked so secluded at nite. duh.
but dat's when all the construction workers cum out to play.
scary. yikes. i poke ur eyes den u noe.make curry.

i'm dat blunt. i'm dat naive. i'm not dat smart.
so dat r the reasons y i nid ppl to explain to me certain things bout their behaviour.
irritating, yesh. but dat's the only way i noe dat can save us.
pardon me, i juz started learning.

i love skool. i dig it so much dat i'm starting to tink dat i'm weird.
but i noe i am weird in the 1st place. so y shd i start to tink?
nvm..crapping tym. again.

my cls advisor (form teacher lah!) sux big tym. told ya before rite?
juz tot dat i nid to renew the information.
and to add dat she nid to go back to her homelad, phillipine.. >.<

i nv ever n will never ever tapered my pants k alif!!!! Uwek!!!

today is fiting day. everyone, let's fite. gd nite.

i get confused replying to tags on the tagboard itself. so here they are:

XthrowdownX: welkam.

Fuct Up: hhehehe..bored ppl whine about stupid stuffs. :)

.::aiman::. : they will never be my cup of tea. hahahaa..

Alif: Thank u but no thanx. abg alif eh? mau ciom gua peh kasot? >.< btw, i gif u 3 mths only. tk it or leave it. but u better be good to me, or else i add 3 more mths k.

DiL: poem?? ware got poem?? hahhaa.. but thx aniwae..

mas: aww dear, dat juz plain sucky man.. tk cr k? i'm gonna miss ur ramblings..

fi: i noe!! muaX..miss Ya!!

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shit ah. camille shd be out instead although i dun want her to.
all 11 shd be winners.
i almost cried watching matt sang his last song.
yes, i'm dat emo. sue me.
it's American Idol, FYI.

the boy isn't home yet.
waiting for him?i guess so.
can't slp without hearing his voice.

the eyes are getting droopy.
i get the message man.
bedtym. yeah.

i'm freaking bored
i'm freaking tired
i'm freaking lethargic
i'm freaking sad
i'm freaking clueless
i'm freaking sleepy
i'm freaking lost
finally, i'm freaking angry wif my teacher

one unreasonable lady..
but i guess we didn't help either..

we tink we're rite
but she's a teacher, mind u..
she noes better

students can't accept the facts dat we r in the wrong
but we noe we are..

n i dun tink we want to admit it.
no way.we're dat egoistic. too bad

see, i'm blabbering. can't concentrate.
the eyes r too sleepy.

yesh,i watched the soccer match dis morning.
didn't watch the full match, but i did wake up ok.

1-1. supporting chelsea. ARSEnal? nah.. not my cup of tea

y do certain ppl, wif nuthing betta to do, will make other ppl lives miserable?
lyk, thru verbal or physical abuse. taggings, emails etc.
i could understand if that certain ppl have miserable lives themselves.
but do they nid to make other ppl miserable too?

lonely hearts? dat's ur problem. dun ask other ppl to join u.
suffer alone.unless u're dat other ppl's fren of coz.
dun bring others down. u're gonna get nuthing.
u tink u're gonna feel happy dat sum ppl dat u've dissed r gonna disappear from dis virtual world?
nah..u'll feel even more lonely.too bad.

as for me, somebody plz help me. i nid to control my impulsive behaviour.
hot headed me need help. before i lose certain ppl dat i dun wanna lose.
sorie seems too cum too easily.
too easily at tyms dat ppl tinks dat i apologise for the sake of it.
actions speaks louder than words. how true.

feel lyk smashing my E365 onto the wall.
smsing is such a chore wif dis fone.
but i can't. i've got no other fone. n i juz bot it 4 mths ago.
can't waste money.

i nid it. money dat it. lots of it.
dad is at his wits end. everyone is at our wits end.
stupid company. cd i be sued for it?
i didn't mention names. but cd i? nah.. dun tink so.

klah.bye.

will be skooling in about a couple of hours. do u noe how fucking tiring i am now? the body's aching, i'm yawning, my eyes r full of shits, my breath stinks, okok, u got it, but i am so lazy to wash up n go to skool!!! argh!!!

had a short but great tym wif the dear yesterday. he fetched me from here den off we went to his place for him to change. he bot me to IKEA to walk2. i saw lovely and colourful furniture which made me go, "awww! wow!! i loike!!" basically, we juz walked ard.

he took me to Kent Ridge Park which should haf one of the nicest scenery ard if not for the trees n branches blocking the view. or else it would be so fantastic. aniwae, we took pictures n we sat down for a while n we tok for awhile b4 the lightning stopped us. ahakz. scary lah..

we rode along the road for a while before heading home.

for the 1st tym ever, i felt giddy riding on a bike.

i curse the guy who dropped my boy's bike at my carpark. i curse the guy who caused my boy's bike to haf a long n ugly scratch. fuck u!

Incredible Tales scared the shits out of me man.

oh well, i reli gotta go n bathe coz basically, i stink. ;)

skool was great. i hugged almost everyone. hahaha..

but!! i spoilt it all by making it worse huh? regret. stoopid impulsive behaviour. n yesh aisya n alif u guys can smack me in the head. plz.

not going to skool today. miting the boy :) notty notty. mum knew n she juz went "tsk!tsk!" wat can i say?

any gossips, plz tell k ppl. i'm aching for sum juicy news.

tomorrow is the start of the new term. yahoooo!!! i'll be seeing my R Toads again after a week of not seeing them!! i miss them so fucking much!!! n yesh, i do love skool. weird? nah.. not the studying part,although in the corner of my heart, i enjoy studying. i love miting my frenz..

i fucking care for you more than you fucking care bout ur own self. n i noe i fucking care bout u more than i fucking care bout myself. get dat in ur thick skull.

i'm bored to death, to tears, wateva, man. i've been on the com since, i dono when. i tot of going out alone but i dono ware to go... tot of miting the dear but he's wif his soccer tournament so i cannot disturb him. oh btw, got news dat he got into the Quarters!! thx for the info nadiah. ah! dat strucked me, how cum ur khai could haf the initiative to call u n tell u wat's going on while my dearest bone only msged me in the starting part of the tournament n no more? HUMP!! he's gonna get it from me.. hahahha..

oh yah, watched Athletic Bilbao vs Real Madrid at 2.45am juz now. at first it was 2-0 to Athletic den it was 2-1 den it was 2-2 den i gave up n i fell aslp. found out dat Real lost 4-2. the question is, which one is tougher, Spanish League or the English Premier League?

K, i gif up downloading Busted "Who's David" n "Sleeping With The Lights On."

juz got back. actually, got back at ard 1.33am. yesh,it was dat exact coz the minute i entered the house, i saw the tym on the Starhub MaxTV cable top. went to watch The Eye 2 wif my love. it was not as scary as the Ju-On trilogy nor was it as good as The Eye. it was ok but i had my fair share of sudden shaken shoulders :) Shu Qi still looks good eventhough sumtyms she looked lyk a lunatic in dat show. they acted on the Ang Mo Kio MRT platform n they blocked out the AMK n put Tai Po Market instead. some singaporean actors were in it too.aniwae, my poor love had to bear my sudden movement coz i was hugging him real tite. i tink his arm was abit tired from putting it ard my shoulders but i dun care!!! it's weird isn't it? i'm afraid of fiction rather than fact, while the boy is the opposite. no wonder he always reach hm fast after cuming back from my place. he will beat all the damn red traffic lights n juz zoom past the Bidadari Cemetary. ;)

oh ya,saw sum of my frenz from beatty sec. sux man. fucking changed.

den we went to watch the Man U vs Tottenham match on the projector screen at dis coffeeshop in Geylang Bahru area. luckily man u won or else, the whole group of guys (his frenz) would be hollering at me for the lost. ehekz.

ya, i luv u dat much. too bad lor. ;) gd luck for ur soccer tmrw.

i dono, everytym i read ulat's entries on his everyday happenings about his life, i always ponder n wonder. ok, his english may not be dat good although it is better than mine but the way he writes, it doesn't sound lyk a soon-to-be 18 yr old boy. a job well done, mate.

anyway,do u guys haf someone who came along n made a deep impact in ur life, be it good or bad?haf u guys ever stop n tink if u didn't mit dat person, wat will be the turn of events in ur life? will u be happy rite now or will u be still feeling something's missing in ur life? haf u ever thank dat person for bringing the best in u or making ur life a living hell? do u regret noeing them or do u wish u haf more of such frenz? u get my drift..

so now, i would lyk to acknowledge the presence of certain ppl who make my life worth living for n who made my life a living hell.

1st off:
*Secondary School peeps.
- of coz, the phase ware i truly enjoyed myself thoroughly. the express ppl, normal academic, the technical students (HOI to isk, nadz, siti, noi, nurul, reynold, jasnie, ib, meixiu etc etc). i loved mixing wif them all. sum express peeps tot dat i wasted too much tym mixing ard wif academic n technicals students instead of studying for my Os. they were rite in sum ways but i only got myself to blame for wasting for 4 yrs in express juz to get into ITE. n yesh, my normal n tech frenz were the one who encouraged me to study n not to spend too much tym wif them. i didn't heed their advice either. my wonderful close Os frenz lyk din, suria, zal, nana, yunus, azhar,hafiz, fadzloo, thank u guys so much for those great tyms. i reli miss u guys. especially ware we would go up the blocks juz to steal a puff or 2. we were careful not to get caught. hahahhaa.. din, my wonderful platonic boy fren, we love each other but we juz can't fall in love wif each other. not dat we want to anyway. it's juz dat, we make great pals to each other rather than as steads. the 2 girlies, nana n suria, thx for all the sneaky letters in cls, our gossip books, our ups n downs in pursuing the guys we lyk but failed to do so. u guys r the best.
i haf too many nomal n tech frenz but i noe they were better than sum ppl i noe in express. i could count on them. nv once they let me feel dat i couldn't join them juz becoz i was in express. nv once they left me out. nv once they let me down. n so, u guys, rawk on. n to tink i was the one who influenced them to smoke, instead of the other way ard. still, big muax!
Den there were lela,shasha,faz,fani,fiona etc. my, they were the bomb!!! nv stingy in cigarettes. hahaha.. always in trouble wif the discipline mistress. loved the pondok so much. we were loud. we were havoc. u guys, keep on havocing. hhehhahah..
Shout out to jasmine, jacelyn, fel, junlynn, cynthia, those in 1E2, 2E2, 3E5, 4E5. i still remember u guys sia.. :)

*ITE peeps 2002.
-my jamming mates, toilet breaks for smoking mates, my tonning(overnight stays) mates. the ones who opened up my eyes to many things. loved to disturb me bout my height but still they saw it as a plus. didn't stay away from me eventhough i quit halfway. still regards me as their clsmate. still update me me on wat happened in their cls. yana, ayid, KhaiRIN, yazid, jenn, faizal, yan, alep,man, these r the ppl who i'm close wif. their humour r out of this world. i remembered the tym ware we all ton at east coast n my, i was laffing n laffing non stop wif their jokes. took care of me. nv once they let anybody pushed me ard. if somebody did so, u wd get at the end of their stick. yana, my "the other half." i luv u girl. but now, i sorely miss you ayid, khaiRIN n man coz they joined me in quitting skool. wasted.

*ITE peeps 2003.
-the best of the best. the cls who don't haf airs ard them. yesh, we dun try to act cool or mature. sillyness is our virtue. a big holla to the R toads. thx to nur,aisya n syikin for being the tite girlfrenz dat i nid. esp to nur for patiently waiting for me at the bus stop n sometyms for almost an hour n nv once u complain. juz dat fierce little frown on ur face which is part of ur distinctive features. aisya, my mate for 12 yrs of my life. we've been thru lots of shits. u saw me cried, i saw u cried. we had cried together, u're the best. i could juz tell everything to u n u'll still keep it a secret. u knew my boyfren better than i do but i dun get jealous. coz u're not the sort to do anything. yesh, we both looked the same, making other ppl confused n tinking dat we are twins. i would love it if u r my real sister but great pals do juz fine. muaX! oh yesh, together wif nur, we r the Powerpuff Girls. good things cum in small packages. :)
the guys, my CS khakis: faliq, he's lyk a bro to me. always helping me carry my mee soto coz he noe dat i'm scared dat it will spill. fir, quiet but sneakily funny. my Linkin Park fren. hanif, the mat wif the soft heart. always asking me if i'm ok whenever i got my menses cramp. KhaiRUN, the twin older brother of KhaiRIN, funny lyk mad. abit different from the younger bro. i tink i got the best of both world by knowing both. he's totful. n surprising, i didn't haf a crush on him eventhough he looked the same as the younger one. hahahha.. n becoz of dat, my huge crush on the younger one disappeared as suddenly as it had appeared. hahahaa.. khus, the dirty punk who is mad n funny. tweet, swit guy, who is always emo-ing n he cares for me alot. such a dear fren. always look for me if he's in trouble. hahhaa..i dun mind at all. alif aka ulat, surprisingly, i cd tok to him. tot dat he wd be one of the few who juz happened to be my clsmates but i won't tok to them. but i did tok to him n i'm hooked. great pal. cd count on him.

*to him.
-u always tink u're rite. i knew dat u're not but i accept the fact dat u always want to be the winner. i apologised for UR mistakes. i tot i love u n dat's y i let it be. u love to bash me up as n when u like. i took it all in my stride. i tot dat in tym to cum, i could change u. but i was wrong. u didn't appreciate the little things dat i did. u disallowed me to haf contacts wif all my frenz but u cd mit ur frenz who were juz as pathetic as u r. asking u to drink, smoke n all. still got the blardy cheek to say my frenz r worst? at least we had an education instead of wasting tym away. u disallowed me going to skool. u disallowed me taking my Os. but i did. still, i failed coz i couldn't concentrate as i kept tinking bout getting into ur wrath for going for my Os. I was an express student damnit. becoz of u, i couldn't get into my dream JC, Catholic JC or my dream poly, Temasek. u noe dat i so badly wanted to go dere. but u told me dat it's a waste of tym since girls would still stay in the kitchen no matter how far or high they studied. y oh y did i go along wif ur words? i wasted almost 3 yrs of my teenage life juz so i could make u happy. but u were still not satisfied. u disallowed me to go out even wif my own family members. n if i do so, all kinds of expletives n vulgarities would be hurled at me. but i still hold on. coz i tot i loved u. one fucking mistake n it was all dat changed my mindset bout u. finally, i realised i couldn't change u. it was not love, it was juz plain frightened of u. not even respect. u dun deserve it. some ppl may tink it was too late n stupid of me to leave u. but u noe wat? i belif dat was the best fucking decision i've ever made in my entire life. thank u for making my life a living hell. may u rot dere. dun u ever find me when u cum out from dat cold hard cell of urs. i haf the backings of my family n frenz. finally, i noe wat's teenage life is all about. n oh ya, for ur info, i'm not stupid, no matter how many tyms u told me dat i was. ure the stupid one. btw, fuck u.

*to u, my bantal buchuk.
-i knew u when i was wif him. cd see dat u were way better than him. i was attracted to u. but lyk i've told u, i tot i loved him. in a way, i was glad dat i didn't get together wif u dat tym. coz dere's a possibility dat we may broke up n lost contact coz i tot we were too young den. so now dat u came back in my life, i'm so lucky dat u dun care wat others tink bout me n i'm so lucky to love n be loved by u. u bring out the best in me. u tink the world of me n i couldn't haf ask for anything more. sure, lyk all couples, we haf our ups n down but nv once u lay ur hands on me. u tok to me ever so gently n were so patient wif my short fuse. it is also great dat u haf fantastic frenz who i can get along very well. ur soccer frenz, ur skool frenz. they r fantastic. i'm glad u're not the little bit jealous dat i haf more guyfrenz than gals. they are juz dat,frenz. yesh, i wanna marry u. yesh, i hope we'll haf our own children. i'm waiting patiently for dat day to cum. if we were not to last dat long, i'll be sad of coz, but i'm juz glad dat we had a 2nd chance to be a couple. 8 mths may not seem long but u noe wat? i appreciate each n every moment of it.

*to Lil butterfly.
-u're our swit little thing. muaX.

*my family.
-who else could i count on beside u guys? u guys got my back. the best parents a child could ever ask for. the best siblings a sister could wish for. i am pampered by all of u. the fact dat i'm the youngest helps too. my brother, irritatingly adorable, huggable. i'm not shy to kiss him. my sister, not dat open but u noe wat? dat makes her who she is now. actually,she's swit but i dun want to tell her dat. wait she get big headed.. hahhaa.. my parents, money wise, relationship wise, my self being, all taken care of. thank u guys so much for the love. n thank u guys for still loving me even though i am not the best dawter or sister at tyms. muaX muaX muaX.

*to frenz i've missed out.
-My primary sch mates, some secondary skool mates, ite mates.. u guys, in one way or another, shaped me, moulded me into wat i am now. i'm glad we crossed paths. thank u.

*lastly, blogger mates.
-my circle of frenz has becum bigger since i got a blog. nice knowing u all. thank u for linking me n letting me in to ur virtual worlds. great to see ppl from all walks of lives coping wif their everyday life.

haiz..wow, wat a long story. dun mind me. i'm having my menses so my hormones r flying all over the place. it's hell for a girl. can't belif i typed all dis. hahahha.. cheerios ppl. ;)

i didn't go to zouk yesterday. lazy.

i'm scared. reli. 2mths... it will fly by in a blink of an eye... wat will we do den?

aniwae, i got all these pretty interesting stuffs from my email today n i tot of sharing them wif u guys. enjoy!

1. A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty, your beautiful, i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...

2. For your encouragement
-A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple the $20 dollar bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air.Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.

"My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.

"Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will
happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.

"You are special - Don't EVER forget it."

3. Juz for viewing...


-The Power of Love:






-If guys could get pregnant, it will be more painful than wat we women experience.




-Funny...







-Astargfirullah hal azim.. dis is damn insolent to us man..



ok.i've update aredi.

ppl haf been meddling wif my shoutbox n my emails. my emails from my 2nd account are gone. luckily he/she didn't disturb my main account. phew.

aniwae, read ulat's entry on Ex-es n it kept me tinking. he's rite though.. oh btw, he's a great fren man dis dude. he's LiL's Butterfly's (someone we noe) brother/husband/godpa to be..

Incredible Tales juz now was scary. it is! i am not a scaredy-cat but it was scary!!! now i'm holding on to my bladder for the past 2 hours. better let it go now den later when i am aslp.

my boy's bike is back. n i felt funny pillion-ing it. it felt funny but finally!! wat a relief!!!

woke up early, but nv go docter. wah lau eh..

klah, i dono wat to blog anymore. after i wake up, den can continue. ta-ra!

haiz. it's rainin, n i'm feelin so lethargic. i felt lyk evey ounce of energy in my body had been drained off. n i didn't even do anything at all. i tink it gotta do wif my late nites hogging on the fone wif, who else. i slpt while lying on the floor juz now. n now my head hurts coz of the hard floor.

i guess i won't be going out today coz it's raining n i'm feeling lethargic. oh, i've mentioned dat aredi, didn't i? n the darling is engrossed in the PS2 "The Sims" game. cute. he's lost. n frustrated coz the characters aren't doing wat he instructed them to do. n now their house is in a mess n my boy is complaining to me thru the fone. ehekz.

ya, it's 4-1. laff all u want,dear. pool lost too, didn't they?

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it was hot. humid. full of Mats. slippery. wet n muddy. suffocating. BUT!!! i had lots of fun.. except the part ware my deary darling had a fite wif one of the opponents. i didn't see dat part but i hate it whenever it happens coz he would get irritated n angry n mad n.. (any more adjectives dat u can associate wif mad/angry etc). he cooled down of coz, courtesy of my silly madness n crazy humour. :)

oh! his team, JJJK, (Jadi Jantan Jangan Kepo) reached the Quarter. but by den, they all played sloppily coz they couldn't be bothered anymore n they were aching to go home. oh well.

spent the last 2 hour wif him. it was good. juz talking.. n eating. burp.

now i'm hot, tired but i juz couldn't be bothered to bathe.

i luv u

alamak... i'm going down to simei afteralll to gif support..nvm lah.. cYa ppl. gotta bathe..

yesterday, for the 1st tym ever since, erm, yonks ago, i went hm by MYSELF!! yesh, u heard read it rite!! no, we didn't fite. not at all, in fact, i was smiling all the way when i was wif him. aiyah. no particular reason lah. i juz tot dat i shd juz be independant for once n took the bus hm myself. furthermore, it would be so troublesome for him to go back n fro.

aniwae, i can't belif they would do dat to ur fren.. shocked.

gd luck for the soccer tournament later darling.. sorie, i'm too lazy to come down to gif support. hehhehe..

plz dun ever buy "The Uninvited" VCD/DVD/Video Tape etc, eventhough the synopsis at the back sounded scary or the cover looked haunted. the show is.. blardy.. effing.. slow.

one of my all tym fave song. sad but it's so simple.

yawn.

She's.....A.....Butch.....Now??? oh..my..gosh..

bye. going out. ;)

can u hear the new background song? cannot? nvm lah.. if can, i love it!!

donno if i'll be going out later. the dear is sleepy. he's being indecisive. so am i. the bike will be ok dis Tues. so i hope our regular schedule will be back to normal. it's getting way out of line.

i tink i'm gonna watch "Catch Me if You Can" later on DVD. awesome show. thx switheart for lending it to me. i wanna watch "The Butterfly Effect" ah. Ashton Kutcher in his serious role. 1st tym? i tink so.

btw, its an invitation to see the Contest. an invitation to the party. not an invitation to be lyk Christina Aguilera!!! duh ulat!! n yesh, even I dun tink dat I look lyk her!!

can't slp.

oh yeah, did i mention dat i won something again? it's a pair of invites to Zouk for the Christina Aguilera Lookalike Contest. yesh, it's lame. but hey, i'm not complainin.

dun walk away, dun make me chase u, dun do dat. all i want was u to hug me n tell dat u're sorie n dat everything will be ok. i won't bite. i won't scold. disappointed yes, but i won't be angry. juz soothe n comfort me. plz.

wah..now everyone has a blog aredi. skin girl has one now. i'm getting tired of blogging coz the novelty seems to haf worn off. afterall, i started in 2002. it may seems such a short tym, but at least i lasted 2 yrs!! changed my URL in 2003, hence the archives seems little. i do feel i haf to carry on for the sake of my "fans" out dere!! hahahaha.. no lah, it seems so wasted to stop blogging. coz the minute i switch on the com, i look forward to my lovely "Boo n Mike" staring back at me. haizz...

school was alrite. the DE test was, of coz, ok especially since i copied nur's answers from questions 1-25 n from questions 26-30, i did it on my own - anyhow lah..

n u guys wanna noe my timetable for the next term? no? well, let me juz tell u anyway. Monday: 11am - 3.30pm, Tuesday: 12noon - 6pm, Wednesday: 11am - 4.30pm, Thursday: 8am - 6pm!!, Friday: 8am - 1pm. u're laffing me rite now? go ahead, i'm laffing to myself too coz i haf such blardy ****king shitty timetable!!! uwek.

i'm hungry back again. padahal tadik cekik seh. matair aku plak dah cekik. sape nak cekik dgn aku?

it was alrite today. aisya and hanif came by, together wif my baby when i was juz finish bathing, haha. they played wif Lil Butterfly, played the net, ate my mum's hot kway teow (i found it hot, the other 3 can't taste it. n yesh, i cannot tahan pedas), watched Drumline for a while and off the couple went.

den my baby n me changed the DVD to "School of Rock." i luuurrrvvvee dat show. watched it at the movies wif him n it still never fail to rawk my shoes.

we ate again, about 2 hours after eating the noodles. dis tym it was rice wif sambal prawns n chap chai. i am full, for now. yesh, i can eat alot in a day, told ya so. but in small portions. plz.

you're swit today.

Thanx MUM, u're the best. MuackX.

my face looked lyk i haf panau.. nvm, it will heal soon. i'm soo paranoid. actually, i dun reli care though but sometyms paranoia juz hit me rite in the face, literally. i'm still cute though.. hahhaa.. i tink i make sum ppl puke by keep mentioning dat i'm cute. maybe someone will tag me n tell me to stop being thick-skinned. hahaha, i dun n won't care. gotta try harder yo.

aisya n hanif will be cuming here later to borrow my The Unborn vcd. n yesh, he has a blog aredi. so u guys mite want to gif a holla to him.

the boy mite be cuming here too. i donno.. maybe lah.. gotta ask mum to cook..

i haf my DE test tmrw. oh shucks. i won't study. dat's for sure.

he came by, he slpt, he ate, he talked n he went off. :) little things dat make those madly in lurve happy. mum tinks i'm mad.

sorie.

i'm mad bout dis band. i'm mad bout Tom. i'm mad bout Travis. i'm mad bout Mark. i'm mad bout Blink 182. i'm mad bout you. coz y? coz you light up my life. n you're cumin here later!! woohooo!! "I Miss You, Miss You.."

the dark brown patch is peeling n incrediblely, my cheek feel smooth. kinda lyk babies'. n not even a little scar. well, i hope not. we'll see how it goes when the rest peels off.

got a message from Mr Tweety-san dat dere's no IF cls tmrw n so we dun nid to cum to skool!! coz we only haf IF lesson every Thursdays n by 11, we can go home. so yeah!! i'm in the holiday mood aredi..

klah,i gotta go n bathe. yesh, it's 3.30pm, almost, n i haven't bathe yet. mum is nagging.. better bathe now b4 the darling dearest come.k bye.

They lost. how fucked up is dat? very. i'm shocked. angry. sad. the heart juz crumbled when d freekick was being given. n the last min heartbreaker. i cd juz cry smsing to fir. my boy is very happy indeed. uwek.

speaking of whom, i'll may be miting him today!! yeay!! hope he can finish his test on tym.

oh ya, i didn't go skool today. lazy lah.

Are your eyes being tricked by your brain? Do you know what a supertaster is? Or how to avoid travel sickness? Put your senses to the test in our Senses Challenge. basically it's knowledgeable lah.. i got 5/20.. hehehehe..

aniwae, skool was ok. i was itching all over the legs coz it was so damn cold. my DE Practical was havoc man. i couldn't care less if i fail. actually i do. but nvm. i couldn't even do a single thing, save for the 1st question. i juz sat dere for lyk 1 h n 30 mins meddling wif the wires n bread board. i pretended to be smart n actually noe wat i was doing, but alas, i couldn't kid myself. only 1 person from the 20 people of the 1st batch managed to finish. so u can see how pathetic we were.

went to skool wif a plaster on my cheek. coz i put colgate on my face n went to slp. n when i woke up, dere a dark brown patch on my skin dat look lyk someone had burnt my face wif a cigar. yesh, it was ugly, unfortunately. fortunately, i noe it will heal coz the same thing happened when i was in sec 3. i put colgate after i scraped my chin while skateboarding and it healed perfectly well. hehhee, still haven't learnt my lesson though.

IF was a chore. it was soo boring.. spent most of my tym going in n out of cls, playin CS, accompanying my frenz for their smoke breaks n the teacher couldn't care less. went hm ard 5.30pm n i was sooo shocked to see so many ppl at the bus stop. it's my 1st tym going home on my own on Tuesdays. blah. i was so tired n my legs were begging me to slow down. ah damn. i do nid the bike.

hey dude, u still haf us. we love u. we'll be dere for u if u nid it. take care aight? killing spree tmr? hope so.. cheer up..

aahhhhhh..it's coming to 4 days n i still haven't seen my boy yet!!!

today was ok. kinda slack at 1st. but when i started soldering, it was fun. i love playing wif heat, fire wateva, u name it. i could be an arsonist but no. i dun intend to. ok, i'm going out of line. and so, i've done my DE project which i haf no freaking idea whether one of the bulbs will light up, if at all. i'm satisfied wif it anyway.

sat at the canteen for lyk a whole 45 mins or so without anyone ordering food or eating, except Tweet who we will tok about later. so, dat's a waste of tym. the "not ordering food" part, not Tweet.

as for Tweety-san, i'm reli sorie for disturbing u. u dun smell. reli u dun. u r the cleanest ROCK * i've eva known. much respect to u for dat. :D

passed up my IF project which khaiRUN had borrowed to see wat's going on. helped him a little so dat it doesn't look dat much same as mine but i dun tink it helped. nvm.. i dun care anymore, my balak is sooooo over.. den killing session in CS which i am soo freaking shocked by the fact dat i'm getting from bad to worse. juz u watch out, Pizza Boy!

SW was fun. nur, aisya n me had fun jumping ard to the mass exercise wif the other 2 classes. jump here jump dere, still nv tall. we 3 are The Powerpuff Girls, u noe? we are well-known for dat in skool. coz we all of the same height. wif urs truly, the shortest, at 147cm.. :D i told ya i'm cute..

i watched Drumline (yesh,watched it twice n i still tink Nick Cannon is soo H-O-T!), Saving Private Ryan (gruesomely awersome) n Wishing Stairs (boring but nice scaring techniques) last nite. recommended movies to rent. hhehee..

my poor baby is missing me. n not surprisingly, i miss him too!!! 2 days of not missing him seems lyk 2 yrs.. hehee.. ok, i'm exaggerating lah.. maybe i won't be seeing him for 2 weeks or so even. da-aamn!! but juz talking to him on the fone makes me smile.. he's a funny dude. love to irritate me but i'm not irritated. i'm tickled. i'm mad bout him.

tmrw DE Practical Phase Test at 12 noon. for register number 1-20. i'm 14. we will finish at 1.45pm. n from dat tym till 3, we dunno wat are we supposed to do.

i won't be miting the boy for a week. well, dat's our plan. dunno if we cd stick by it. i've been miting him almost everyday since the very day we got together. n now the bike's well underway in the workshop, it's not dat convenient to mit everyday n cum bk home late. uwek. he can't fetch me anymore! aiyah.. n yes, we both r very dependable on the bike. it's our mode of transport. sure, we take the public transport sumtyms but we can't go hm late if we do.
it's ok ayu, it's juz a week. gosh, i'm gonna miss him.

didn't noe dat Jessica Alba used to act in "The Secret World of Alex Mack." cute show.

n damn! i nid 2 run my 2.4 tmrw!!!!! argh!!!!!

i got to go out afterall. went to "3-NEL-stations-away-from-Sengkang" Kovan. met the luvly boy dere. his fren sent him dere. poor switie. he looked so distraught n heartbroken. my heart juz melt looking at him looking lyk dat. i hugged him juz to let him noe dat everything would be ok. he smiled but i noe he ain't convinced. i feel so helpless coz i can't help him at all. ware am i supposed to fork out dat sum of $$?

ate KFC coz i didn't eat from morning. n now i'm blardy fool full. burp.

Man U 2-1 Fulham. at last.

the sis is away on an Overnight-BBQ tonite. i'll be having the whole bed/bedroom to myself. yeeeehaaa...

i nid cash -- FAST!!!

Ryan Seacrest and Jeff Probst have nv look yummier.. *swoons*

FINALLY!! i FINALLY get to log into my Friendster!! hhahaa..

sumtyms i tink i'm too friendly. sumtyms i tink i nid to loosen up the frowns on my face. but other tyms, i tink i'm juz nice. too nice in fact. but wateva it is, i noe i'm not sombong or proud. those who had dat 1st impression of me would be so surprised to noe dat i'm actually easy going. but if u guys wanna find any fault wif me, u're dead.

i'm juz blabbering nonsense coz boredom has ruled my head. i tink i won't be miting the boy today coz he's in no mood 2 go out after wat happened to his beloved 2nd gf, i.e his bike. haizz.. another day at home 4 me, i guess.

i'm freaking sleepy man.. slpt late last nite but the eyes were wide open at ard 9.30am.. stupid body clock.. now i looked lyk China's National Treasure, the panda..

aniwae, went to Pasir Ris Park yesterday for the mister's cls's BBQ. erm..oklah eh.. den went back to his Geylang Bahru to gif his frenz some leftover food from the pit..they were lyk piranahs man.. poor things..

went to town to send his fren to mit his fren dere..of cozlah the fren took a ride from another bike, not from the mister's bike! den ware am i supposed to sit rite?

and the clock strucked 12..

now his bike has gone awry..haizz..

i'm tired but not sleepy. hmm.. to tink dat i was yawning n yawning juz now..

aniwae, aisya n hanif didn't cum so the CS session is not dat gerek. but still, me alif,khus,khai n wabul did haf a few sessions of our own. they, as in alif n khus, made me look lyk a fool, running ard me in circles n killin me wif knives while i stood in the middle of it all wif my sniper gun (from 2000 till now, i still dunno the name of the guns in CS so pardon me.). idiots.. hahhahaa

den lepaked at SP wif nur,faliq,fir,khus,alif n khai. tok cork. cigarettes smoke everyware. n yesh, if u wanna get married under 50 bux, plz cum to us. we'll work something out for u to accomodate ur budget. one of them is,well, juz see my nick in my MSN if u guys haf my email.. :D funnie lah..

den i went to the mister's place to borrow his soldiering soldering stuffs for my DE project. watched him played the PS 2 for a while, ironed his number 7 on his jersey etc. wanted 2 go home early but the rain was falling heavily. den followed him to Pasir Ris to gif his fren the water tumbler. den to Tampines coz one of his frenz wanted to take his bike out from the workshop. den back to Geylang Bahru coz i left the soldering stuffs dere. den finally, i got to go home.. haizz.. i was still in my ITE T n skirt. kentalanZ giler aku rase..

actually rite, a mosquito had bitten my rite cheek n it looked red. yesternite, it had subsided abit. but to my horror today, it has turn into a pimple. argh!! kan dah tak cute..

plz go n clear ur emails in ur inbox lah.. some of u want me to forward certain stuffs to u but ur inbox is full.. i had intended to send but ended up erasing some emails in the TO: box coz some of the emails are over their storage space. argh..

fuck kau ah..

it's been a long while i wore my pink shoes to skool n it felt so nice!! kinda felt lyk i wasn't wearing any shoes. but wat the heck. i dun care.

skool was orite juz now. i had fun. my fish burger dropped on the floor n i only had lyk 3 bites from it. ah..damnit..nvm lah..
but DE was hilarious. i ate dis long thick snake snack dat had curry powder on it. den while i eating it, minding my own business, hanif went on, "yes, ah..ayu, slowly.." kannina. dirty minded asshole. hahhaa.. den khai, fir n tweet all looked at me n dey were smiling n smiling.. so i joined in the fun n i looked at them n i licked the snack from bottom till top n i bit it slowy n dey all go, "awww man.." aisya was lyk, "ayu sial ah.." den i shouted, "oh my god, i felt lyk a pornstar wif the guys watching.." hahahhaa.. dirty minded bastards lah we all.. wat to do..

i still can't log into my Friendster seh.

had a good talk wif the mister juz now at his bike. it's been quite a while since we both sat down n reli tok. i lurve talking. i'm talkative. i can talk n talk n talk for hours. i luv my man..

tmrw, i'm gonna kill alif, hanif,khus,khai etc. unless they r in my team lah. the score between me n alif will be 71-2 to me... kuang kuang kuang..

i dono y i dun let u go dere. it's juz dat... argh... i oso dono y!!

i pricked my finger, well, thumb actually, during DE cls. stupid wires. blardy small. it's lyk 0.5cm long n u're supposed to cute the rubber tube surrounding it. kannasai. blood was oozing out n i kinda panic ah. coz u could get thyphoid yo. but i dun tink so lah, coz the wire is not rusty. heng ah.. now let to do soldering. heng ah..

got to kill Alif at CS juz now. oklah, sum he got gif me chance but still!! got one particular map, i killed 6 person n i died 15 times, n yesh, u guessed it, he killed me dat 15 times. temper sia.. nvm, tmrw can still kill him. aisya is getting better.. at least today i got 1st frag alot of tym. wah best.. dat jellyfish of alif betta watch out ah. lai ah. mai ah. wo pu pah ah. si mi taichi..

i was caught in the rain wif the mister again. it was soo cold n painful. imagine u're on the bike n the rain hit u hard on the arms n legs. coz u're going against the direction of the rain. argh. luckily my helmet got visor. if dun haf ah.. sial ah bala.. jialat sia..

i won't probe into your privacy. i respect dat. but do u respect me?

argh!!! i'm so freaking lazy to go to skool!!! damn it..

dreamt many weird things last nite. *shudder*

oh well, gotta go n bathe now. cheerios!!

u guys try downloading, Twista feat Jamie Foxx & Kanye West "Slow Jamz"n see if u guys can try rapping along to Twista. if u can, u'll haf my respect man. here is the lyrics. go on, i dare you..

btw,y can't i log in to Friendster? when i log in, it will not go into my main page. it will stay put to the Log In page. kannasai ah.

the mister starting work tmr. will he be able to fetch me? i hope so, coz i'll end skool at 6!! argh!!

k, i noe dis is alot. it's ok, u can read it if u want to. some of them mite be true though..

99 SECRETS GIRLS HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT GUYS


1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" Would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty, even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

i'm home!! yeap, u guess it, i didn't go for my 2.4. alot of ppl didn't go too. my cliques: aisya,hanif,nur,khus n khai including urs truly of coz. abou 3/4 of my cls didn't go, i tink. hahaha.. wat the heck.

i've been eating lesser n lesser in skool. the food is not tempting anymore. i'm so bored of them man. i save about 3/4 of my pocket money every day. n dat's kinda good coz i now got more money!! *evil laff*

i wanna slp. sleepy lah.