hey hey!
skool was ok juz now.
my IA test was ok too.
i could do most of it, without copying nur's.
ehekz, yeah, dat's wat we all always do, copy one another.

aniwae, wana hear a (another)very stupid n paiseh story of mine?
i had 2 eyebrows pencils. 1 is very dark brown n the other, juz brown.
so last nite, i threw away one of the pencils,
tinking it was the brown one, coz the colour doesn't suit me.
n so, in the morning, after getting ready for skool,
i switched off the lights( my sis was still aslp,she'll nag)
n wear my baby powder on my face,
n draw my eyebrows, wif the so-called dark brown pencil.
the room was dim and u couldn't differentiate between, dark brown or brown k.
i went to skool. wif my perfectly arched eyebrows.
when i waited for the rest at the bus stop,
aisya asked me y the heck my brows were lyk dat.
den the rest asked me too.
n den, it dawned on me. i threw away the wrong pencil. fuck.
i juz kept quiet all the way.
i couldn't even muster up the courage to laff.
coz i muz look lyk a clown. or bride of chucky, lyk khus said.
no wonder everyone was looking at me in the bus.
my god. i'm so embarrassed.
but lyk dey said, learn from ur mistakes.
n laff at ur own stupidity.
hahahahahahahahhahahhHhHhHhaAaaAaHhHhAaAaaA~~~!!

another thing, it seems dat i can't eat anything long in peace.
for example, a popiah. the guys' eyes will be at me.
asking me to lick it, suck it, wateva.
now i'm a pornstar? hahhaa.. tweet called me kinky little one.
i tink i juz eat sumthing round or triangular or rectagular or squarish. nothing long plz.

n tmrw, i'll be going out wif the powerpuff girls~!!
woohoo~!! pictures galore!!
walking wif them is lyk walking wif 2 kakaks or jie jie.
coz my dressing is so different from them.
but den again, wat made us 3 click is our crazy attitudes~!
muacks!!

now, it's the Ayer Rajah worksite which will make the headlines news.
collapse here, cave in dere.
i worry for my bro n baby,
both whom love to go here n dere wif their bikes.
haizz...

speaking of my bro, i called him yesterday,
wanting to gif him Hoobastank's The Reason poly tones.
so i called him:

ME: Abg, i gif u The Reason k?
ABG: Huh?What reason?
ME: Eh, The Reason lah!! u want rite??
ABG: Wat reason siak??
ME: Hoobastank's The Reason lah!!!
ABG: What is the reason? hoobastank? wat they do?
ME: EH! i gif u ringtone The Reason lah!!
ABG: ouh...
ME: &^@&@^$&@ (which i nv say of coz. i was laffing too much)

so whose fault? everyone is saying mine. oh well. ;)

+TAGS+

herda: NITE!!!!!!!!!!

sally: sure darling, u may!! i'm juz weird, thus the entries. :D

alif: hi bye hi bye cb.

gyzmo: luv u too fir. *hark ptui*

today's entry will be quite a long rant. read on if u lyk. u can click on dat x on left hand top of dis page if u dun. >,<.

i reli dun lyk it if ppl misjudge me.
or judge me from wat they noe from the outside.
(both sentences mean the same thing, wth ayu?!)
dun misinterpret wat i say plz.
it's hurting.

the situation is bad here.
reli bad.u gotta be here n experience it
den u noe how bad it is.
n plz, it's not an excuse.
dat is lyk the one thing i'm lookin forward to.
i dun ask for sympathy n neither do i ask for charity.
n luckily, u understand.
btw, dis is not for my boy.

aniwae, anibody who cum to my plc,
plz dun be shy, dun juz sit at one corner n smile only.
u can go into my room or my bro's (except my parents')
out of politeness, juz ask. dun barge.
but i dun bite. u can do so if u ask.
dun be shy. u can do anything u want.
except do a striptease or a full monty (or half, for dat matter)

do u guys notice sumthing?
no matter how rude or bad simon cowell says,
u'll end up agreeing wif him no matter wat.
coz wat he says is always true.

i juz finished watching D12's My Band vid.
it was hilarious.
Eminem has all dis tough lyrics in his songs
but deep down, i tink he's a real softie.
juz lyk my baby.. awww... hehehehe..

u noe wat? i haf no idea wat to type animore.
till den, gd nite lovelies.
oh ya, i haf my IA phase test tmrw.
n i dun gif a fuck if i can do it anot.
coz i noe i can't.
;)


oh btw,do anione reli care if david beckham has an affair or not?
well, i do actually.
hahahahah..

Utt said, "say wat u reli wanna say, b4 it's too late."
so ppl, if u love ur bf/gf so much, tell him/her so.
n if u've been wanting to noe a certain girl/boy,
ask her/him out.
if u've been liking dis particular girl/boy,
tell her/him.
coz u'll never noe if it's too late.
this msg is specially for Alif.
go n tell dat girl man.
if u're asking me which gerl, dun lie u fooker. >,<.

so to my baby, i lup sama lu ah.

btw,i love my cls. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3.

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+TAGS+

DiL: hehhee.. my boy mostly influenced me on my music taste. tu dulu~! skarang dah pandai dah pilih lagu~!!

lela: it's ok darling. saye dah selamat pon balik dapade airport.

shirah: weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!

In GOD I Believe: kiss my foot.. tickle my stomach plz.. somebody plz, make me laff~!!

sally: awww... thx alot... but sumtyms i hate it when we fite, which is not dat often, but still, i hate it~!! thanx alot..

beckham: hey ya..

tweet: dowan.. i want u as my fren still..

KrUzGaL: hehehhee.. cakap org seh.. dier pon same.. ahakz.. thx kak tinun..

alif: u ah, sumtyms gua rase mcm nak bantai lu pon ade ah.. but wat to do, kene kasi porsche dulu baru gua diam ah mat.
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pssst, i noe who will win America's Next Top Model,
which i tink u all noe by now. haiz..

am i blur?

gd nite luvlies..

Eye For A Guy is such a cute show.
America's Next Top Model is such a fake yet sexy show.

My boy is not perfect but in my eyes, he is.
he's so freaking swit.
i dono wat i do to deserve such a great bf.
i'm lyk the weirdest n craziest gf ever,
but he's still so patient n ever loving.
i'm thanking my lucky stars.
n ppl, if u wanna puke, go ahead.

my PS2 is collecting dust.

oh well, i'm going to slp.
sleepy lah.

i hate it when ppl expect me of sumthing
n when i do expect of them of the same thing
they can't deliver the same results as i did for them.
argh.
mintak teman jap jer pe. tak menyusahkan kan? den tak bobal. abih line jalan. waste kan bill kan. alamak.

aniwae, i got Europa Beach Bar Ladies' card.
i can bring 3 other girlfrenz along.
anibody wanna follow?

haiz.. in skool. bored lyk fuck.
look at my entry rite now n u can see i'm bored.
bye.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA..
I'M SO FREAKING RITE!!!
2-1 to Newcastle!!!
should haf bet at Score!
i could win big!! woohoo!!

tell liverFool to kiss their Champions' League goodbye~!!
n tell chelsea to buck up or else man u will snatch dat 2nd spot
n champions league spot away from them.
condolences. ;)
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+TAGS+

beckham: hahahahhahaha to u too.. hahahhahahahahahah...

alif: juz kick.. dun care one..

kakak: it's called art.. hahahaha... cute kan kan??

i went out wif him afterall.
we slacked at the airport
took stupid n crazy pics of ourselves.
go n take a look, if u want.
dowan, den sua.
not forcing, mah...
:)
muacks to u darling.
n thx for the great tym.
although u carik pasal wif me for a while.
hrmp!
still, muackS!

rite now, newcastle 1-1 chelsea.
my prediction: Newcastle 2-1 Chelsea.
i'm betting wif hanif.
if newcastle win, he will treat me to a donut.
n if he win, i will treat him to a donut.
ahakz.. wish me luck peeps!

my bad.
it wasn't a clean tackle by gary.
gerrard was smart though, to kick the ball away from him
n tangle his legs wif gary's.
smart move.
argh.
i'm not a bad sore loser k.
i admit defeat.
go on, carry on laffing.
8 ppl n counting.

ware shd i go out wif the boy today?
i feel so restless at home.
i juz wanna sit someware airconned n juz talk.
but he's not in the mood, i tink.
i can pyscho him. hehehee..
can anibody tell me
do bikes haf to pay to go into the airport's carpark?

i wanna cut my hair~!
i nid the kach$ing 1st.

OK,OK!!
dun laff peepz.
my man u lost.
a penalty scored by Danny Murphy
(he has 100% record for penalties, mind u)
n i tot gary neville tackled gerrard cleanly.
but my bro n my dearest didn't agree wif me.
2 against 1. i kept my mouth shut.
haiz.. all the smses from liverpool fans...
haiz.. all the taunts from liverpool fans..
haiz.. i'll shut up.

aniwae, i got my address bar back~!
thx to DiL n Aiman!!
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+TAGS+

afizah: i dunno y eh.. hmm.. i juz tink the name sajak wif my com... hmm...

kak juls: u too babe~!!

aisya: shut uppppp... uwek~!! gua paiseh beb!!

herda: hehehe..hahahhaa..thank u~!!

Aiman: ya ya.. haiz.. he said hi back.. uwek..

Firdaus: oh my!! sedih kan?? gary nie.. ape lah..

alif: tell me about it!! how's the gig? n ur brother? hahahhaha...
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yeay~!my address bar is gone!!!
when i clicked on my IE, i panicked
when i saw my address bar was gone.
n i dunno how to retrieve it.
called alif
n dat boncit oso dono wat to do.
anibody can help?

on a lighter n clumsy note of mine,
yesterday, at 9.15pm at Potong Pasir NEL,
i went to Guardian to buy my clorets.
i stood outside the store n counted my money.
and den wif a gungho spirit,
i charged, well not literally, to the doors of the pharmacy.
the rite side of the door was locked.
n so i tried the left side.
both were locked.
i tried again, wif much force dis tym.
both of the doors didn't budge.
den behold~! i saw the sign~!
it was "CLOSED!"
the 2 staffs at the cashier didn't notice my predicament.
THANK GOD!
dumb rite??
my slenger moment.
luckily aisya wasn't working yesterday.
i juz calmly turned back n walked up the escalator to mit my boy.
hAhAAHaHAhaHAhaHAaAaAh~! STUPID ASS~!

Man Utd vs Pool
Old Trafford
Saturday, 24 April 2004
9.55pm, ESPN
glory glory man utd~!

i didn't go to skool today.
coz y?
coz almost 3/4 of the ppl in my group didn't go.
so i was being pressured not to go too.
well, actually, it's all up to me,
so i can't say it's peer pressure.
yesh, i'm juz fucken plain lazy.

aniwae, i've been listening
to bands lyk
Blink 182, My Chemical Romance, Finch, The Used, Senses Fail
and my dearest cuz had to spoil it all
by bugging me from juz now
to hear Blue's Breathe Easy.
alamak, boyband sia.
but nvm, the song's quite nice.
so dat's their saving grace.

I'm so bored. n sleepy.
i slept at 12.30 n woke up 11.30
dat's quite long doesn't it?
but it's not enuff for me, it seems.
the boy called me n said he was cuming by
n dat caused to get my butt up n bathe.
now, i wanna go back to my slumberland.
maybe i'll go out wif him tonite.
for now, take care my switheart.
rest well. if u're still sick, we'll scrap the plans k.

as for the rest of u lovelies, gd day.

kids nowadays.
told parents they r going to skool
but ended up, they went jamming.
wah lan. tsk tsk tsk.
i dunno wat to say to ourselves ah.
skool supposed to end at 6
but we went off at 11.

jennifer hudson is out.
y not JOHN STEVENS??
n to tink the 3 black women were in bottom 3.
jasmine is soooo pretty~!!

thx to YOU LAH
for hosting me songs onto my website.

always me, me, me~!
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+TAGS+

Alif: gua takot lah dgn lu. lu kasi gua gentar ah dgn lu. psst, number plz?

-apis-: tu lah dier! si budak kecik nie..

tweet: jeng jeng jeng~!!

lela: insya allah...tk cr!!!

DiL: si budak alif tu lah yg hostkan me... :D

the only thing about being dead is dat you see the end of light.
how true.

so, dun say u wanna die when ur tym isn't up yet.
coz each n everytym u say so is a prayer.

i tink i no longer haf any motive or meaning
to go to skool animore.
it seems dat only during IA classes
do i reli sunk my head deep into the computer screen
n type vigorously away on the keyboard.
for the rest of the other lessons,
either my head will be on the table, sleeping,
or i'll be in the toilet,
OR i'll be walking ard the skool, loitering.
haiz.

Monaco 3-1 Chelsea.
hehehheehehehehhehehehe... someone's angry.
oops.

Man Utd 2-0 Charlton.
I'M happy.

i'm sick of william hung.
but i'm dead excited
bout his MTV next wednesday,
showing on channel 5.
yeap.

i prefer the Barry Manilow theme
instead of the Elton John theme
for tonite's American Idol
coz they sing much nicer.

my bf said i'm too kepo for my own good.
i couldn't accept it!!! oh my..
but u noe wat?
deep down in the tiny corner of my heart,
i knew.. *gasp!* he was rite!!!
ahakz.. i noe dat, i nid to change.
but!! i'll still be kepo!!

klah, i wanna watch AMI now.
ta-ra!
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+TAGS+

lenny: hahahhaaha.. alif mmg jeles.. dier kan sebenarnye nak jadi gerl-gerl.

Mas & Apis: aight.. got it~!

tweet: saye tak tahu~!!!

alif: i shd be asking u, ware's my car?? eh no, ware ARE my carS??? number tak bleh kasi ah, gua ade boy ah mat. sorie ah..

shidah: hahaa..biaselah, rasuah babe nie sumer.. hahahaha..

Robin: I NOE YOU!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHA.. HOW R U??

flea: anak? oh.. dier skarang nak masok enam belas tahun. *yawn*

ina: insya allah~!! n yesh, i haf type 1!! i lurve it!!!!

watched "Win a Date With Tad Hamilton" wif Faliq.
alot of changes b4 i finally decided to bring him along.
my boy didn't wanna watch.
coz he wanted to play soccer.
the show was good though.
very touching. very swit.

den we both walked from suntec till nicoll highway.
to golden mile's carpark.
it was far.
juz to watched the caved-in nicoll highway.
i cried. yesh, i'm an emotional fuck.
bcoz i imagined my bro n my baby dere as well.
luckily they were not.
condolences to the ppl dere.
urgh!!

juz got back home.
well actually, ard 11.30pm lyk dat.
toking n toking wif my sec skool close fren, fiona.
she's one heck of a talkative lady.
i miss toking to her.
n when we did tok, my god, we brought down the void deck.
muaX to u.

i've got no problems wif u.
but if u start threatening my frenz,
i gotta put my butt into ur business.
i never reli care. i hope i will not.
u dun want us to poke our noses into ur business,
den make it YOUR business alone
by not dissing her in front of us or aniware else we can see.
we support her n u call us pests?
so i guess ur frenz who support u r oso pests huh?
nice.. now i noe..
who the fuck r u tryin to tell us wat to do or not do?
plz lah. move on. n stop calling us names, childish.
if u're not the one dissing her, fine.
dun haf to call us pests. or mtf. or wat.
gosh. grow up man.


i luv my boyfren..woohoo..

and den he called me at 2 in the morning juz to say
"I Love You."

and den i was smiling in my slp
and woke up refreshed.

dat's juz so swit.
wanted to scold him for callin me when i was aslp.
those words melted me. yeah, i did melt.
my boy, my boyfren, my lover, my switheart, my dear, my baby.
he's my all.
thank u.

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+TAGS+

beckham: tu lah. mcm ape? mcm kepale butoooo... kene marah plak....

alif: klah klah, u win lah... *mumble* sikit2 nak marah..

+TAGS+

alif: cb, not sincere one siak!!! uwekZ!

+TAGS+

ayesha: hehehhee..kene marah plak..

lenny: u're linked too!!! thx alot!!

alif: ya lah, i ware got pretty. haiz.. i cute only rite?? hahahahhaa... >,<.

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+TAGS+

Lenny: hahhaa.. thank u so much.. hahhahaa.. dat's so swit..

Alif: U another one.. thank u.. heehhee.. aniwae, u noe the nursery rhyme "1 , 2, 3 johnny caught a flea. flea die, johnny cry, 1, 2, 3?" remember? i taught aisya n hanif as well the other day. nvm, tmr i sing for u.
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photos r up. click at the usual column.

aisya, sorie eh, i went into ur shutterfly account n took the photos. pasal i cannot click from ur webby. it opens the Login window. tengah mood rajin nak upload. sorie hor.

Eamon's Fuck It (Don't Want You Back) is such a nice break up song. hahahah..
and dere's a girl's version of dat song too.
juz search it as Eamon (girl version) at the search tab.
funny lah.

i nid my boy to massage my stomach.
urgh.

the com is beginning to lag.
jeng jeng jeng.
*warning bells ringin in my head*
uh-oh!

did i tell u guys dat i won sumthing - again??
hehehe.. a pair of tix to watch "A Date Wif Tad Hamilton."
i'm going wif my sis. :)

+TAGS+

DiL: hehheee..dat muz be so fun..mesti kecoh n jakon!!

ju: tu lah!! panas kan!!

beckham: wat to do? some ppl r so dense in the head.

alif: ha-ha-ha-ha.. tickle me plz. u're so funny. hehehe.. awww, dat's so swit.. but i'm a bit blur rite? oh btw, welsome to the club!!

zalz: u another one. ha-ha-ha-ha. tickle me plz. \/\/

Fuct Up: hey ya!! u too!!
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my stomach is killing me.
2 panadols n it's still killing me.
how many muz i tk b4 it stops killing me?
maybe i'll die becoz of my PMS
and not becoz of an overdose.

man u lost.
how farked up can their season be for dis yr?
pool drew wif fulham
n so does chelsea against everton.
ARSEnal is the powerhouse man.
kudos.

my bf doesn't lyk me hugging him
when he's perspiring.
n when i am the one perspiring,
he wants to hug me.
he told me he doesn't care.
lyk i care when he perspire.
relationships r so weird.
but cute.
can u describe relationships as cute?
maybe i'm the 1st.

1, 2 ,3
aisya/ alif/ hanif caught a flea.
flea die, aisya/ alif/ hanif cry.
1, 2, 3.

k bye?

had an awesome tym last nite wif nur n aisya.
we did alot of walking, window shopping n bitching.
nice nice!!
the ambience at Baker's Inn at the Esplanade area dere is fantastic.
from a girlies outing, it became a couples outing
when my boy, hanif n hafidz came by.
we didn't take dat much fotos
coz we 4got dat we bot our own DGs.
dumb.
we muz do dis again some other tym, girls.

and i didn't noe dat he said dat about me.
how could he?
2 yrs later then i found out.
isn't it a lil too late?
haiz...stoopid ayu at her stoopidest again.

how low can somebody go?
pretending to be her?
i kinda respected u b4.
but now, i tink u dun deserve any.
stop calling her names.
she's a bitch, so?
we still luv her.
if u're a real gentleman, u wouldn't go ard dissing her.
who's the real loser?
damnit fucker.

found out from faliq
dat the whole of CCK and Bukit Panjang
was in total darkness yesterday.
i didn't noe.
n one of my galfrenz told me dat it was great fun.
her father threw a lighted cig down
and she said it looked lyk fireworks.
i was lyk, "HUH?"
how the heck u compare a minute lighted cigarette
to the gigantic n enormous fireworks?
hmmm...

aniwae, do u guys realise
how freaking humid n hot the weather is nowadays?
i dun mind if it's juz hot.
but humid, i can't stand it.
even if dere's wind, the wind is not cooling.
hot wind.
ya noe wat i'm sayin?

y do sum ppl can't get over the fact
dat they haf broken up?
go ard dissing him/her.
they r no longer together
so y can't they make peace wif one another?
can't be frenz? nvm, but surely not enemies?
whose fault? we outsiders can't judge.
we donno their full stories.

i'm the kind who has to hear both sides of the stories
b4 deciding to side wif who.
so i juz hope dat ppl won't ditch me
if i go all quiet or giving no comments
if the issue arises again.

when the honeymoon period is over,
den the reality sets in.
when the relationship is over,
den u realised dat it's no longer beautiful.
human nature.

oh yeah. here wif go again for tmrw.
8am-6pm.
luckily tmrw all airconned room.

the smile appears by itself when i c ur face.
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wakkilla: hahhaa.. thanx thanx!!

DiL: i freaking hate it too if someone stops me!!! urgh!! irritating kan!! it's lyk, "kasi je lah aku makan!!"

aydah: yesh darling...

beckham: u too...

[L]ynn: thank u...

shirah: sebab tu kau tinggi.. hahahhaa..

afizah: haiz.. we suffer the same fate..

alif: eh mat, lu mau kene bantai ah...

hey!
man u won!
1-0, against Leicester City (pronounced as Les-ter, not as Lei-ces-ter, geddit?)
a rarity goal by gary Neville. hehehhe..
3 points n a game in hand from Chelsea.

aniwae, someone made a blog using my email.
using my name.
the title? Let's Talk Cork.
and the url? pendekz.blogspot.com.
dun worie, i'm not hurt.
it's juz so pathetic, dat's all.
n kinda funny though.
i've deleted the blog.

bathing in a min. literally.
i nid to be of the toilet by 9.45.
n den get ready for skool by 10.15.
get my butt out of the house
n reach the skool's bus stop to mit nur at 11.
i'm not a punctual person.
everyone noes.

klah,i better stop yapping
AND GET MY BUTT OF THE COM!!!
gd day ppl!

puked juz now in the toilet at home.
n coz of wat? i ate too much.
n wat did i eat? milo wif biscuit.
i was never a berak breakfast person.
so when i ate some, jeng jeng jeng.
ta-da! the stomach made some fun.

n so, i reached skool ard 1.15pm
school started at 12pm.
eheh. wat's new huh?

i feel lyk eating sumthing.
but i dono wat the heck is it.
it's juz something dat i crave.
but i dono wat.
hmm..
i hate when dis happens.
it's lyk u want or nid sumthing,
or sumthing's bothering u,
but u dono wat it is.
arghhh!!

my lovely filipino teacher ain't here.
got some course.
but it doesn't min good news.
another teacher took over
n she ain't better either.

klah, i badly nid water.
the humid weather is making me dehydrated.

oh! Villa 3-1 Chelsea.
go man u go. we badly nid dat 2nd place in the standings.
4get bout the 1st. we haf to accept the fact dat we can't catch up.
if ARSEnal continues to play the way they did during the LiverFool match.

i can't help but wonder y.
y the fuck am i so grouchy
when i dun get any food?
when i'm freaking hungry?
ungrateful biatch.
urgh.

i tink i'm having my PMS.
but i juz finised my period.
so y the fuck am i in a bad mood?
urgh

nite nite ppl. sleepy lyk fuck.
urgh.

12-6pm tmrw.
urgh.

01. What is your name, birthdate and birth place ?
- Nurhidayu, 240685, Singapore (KKH).

02. Blood type and Zodiac sign ?
- B+, Cancer.

03. What is your height, weight and shoe size ?
- Hehhee..shy lah.. klah klah.. 147cm, 39kg or 40kg, shoe size 4 or 3 1/2.

04. How many people are in your family ?
- 5.

05. What is one strength/weakness that you possess ?
- My sensitivity.. it works both ways for me.

06. What's your motto ?
- I've got loads! But one of my fave is, "U reap wat u sow." How true.

07. What are your favorite words ?
- Siao ah! and Kannasai!

08. What kind of animal would you compare yourself to ?
- I tink i'm more to a cat coz i'm very pampered when ppl rub me the rite way but at the same tym, i dun reli care if u're bothered wif me or not .

09. What are your hobbies ?
- The Internet, hanging out wif my Toadies n my darl, talking to my family, TV, hogging the fone

10. What kind of special talents or abilties do you have ?
- I can crack ppl that i'm close wif up wif my wittyness.

11. Aside from work, what kind of computer you use, and what software program do you enjoy using the most ?
- Any computer will do man. And does the Net count?

12. About how many email pen-pals do you have ?
- 1.

13. Did you ever use the ASCII based bbs and did you ever meet anyone off of them ?
- Come again?

14. What is the first thing you do/website you check when you get online ?
- My blog.

15. Tell us, what's something we should avoid at all costs ?
- Dun make me cry. I'm emo.

16. Favorite TV show theme song ?
- Charmed.

17. What is your one favorite Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday/Thursday/Friday TV Show ?
- Chinese serials.

18. What phrase do you say a lot ?
- Kannasai ah.

19. What brand of cigarettes got you hooked on cigarettes (if any) ?
- Marlboro.

20. Is there anything you won't/can't stop doing ?
- Biting my nails. I'm improving though!

21. If you could only eat one type of food for the rest of your life, what would you choose ?
- Bread. I live n breathe bread.

22. What are your favorite drinks ?
- Coke, Soya Bean, Iced Lemon Tea, Milo.

23. What is your favorite food, and a food you would like to try but haven't yet ?
- I'm mad about chicken rice. I dono bout the latter though.

24. What food are you best at cooking ?
- I can't cook to save my life. But my boyfren loves the way i cook my maggi!! hehehehe...

25. What's your favorite kind of flower ?
- Baby Breath and Lily. Aahhh... i love them...

26. Where do you buy most of your clothes ?
- Anything dat catches my fancy.

27. What do you do with clothes that you regret having bought ?
- It stays put in my cupboard. With its tag still intact.

28. Has anyone ever given you a ring ?
- Yes.

29. What brand/service is your cell phone ? Also, what song do you use as the ringer ?
- Motorola E365/Starhub. Right now, it's Kevin Little's Turn Me On. Before that it was Ataris' Boys of Summer.

30. What kind of skin care products do you use ?
- Johnson & Johnsons

31. Worst childhood halloween costume ?
- I dun celebrate Halloween

32. How did you get your first scar ?
- Would u like me to rewind to my past coz i CAN'T FREAKING REMEMBER DUMBASS!!

33. What was the last color you painted your fingernails ?
- Magnenta.

34. What kind of perfume/cologne do you like ?
- I love the kind of perfume which smells fresh, fruity,not too flowery/strong. I'm mad bout Davidoff's Cool Waters.

35. What kind of shampoo, conditioner and other hair care products do you use ?
- Organics. Or Loreal. Or Vidal Sassoon. Dun worie, my hair can take it.

36. Please comment on men's make up ?
- And for wat?

37. What is your favorite Shakespearian play ?
- I'm not into the Arts/plays scene. But much respect to ppl who appreciate it. How did u guys manage to do it is beyond my imagination.

38. What do you think of guys who tuck polo shirts into their jeans ?
- Gotta see how old r they n how do they tuck it in. Some luk smart while others, well, let's juz say dat we nid to call the fashion police.

39. It's a bit out of the blue, but here's the Ultimate Choice Series! Based solely on the two choices given. Basically it is picking the lesser of two evils :
- Would you choose a hot, but really poor guy/girl, or an ugly but rich one ?
Hot but poor guy. Coz at least, his looks is his saving grace. hahahaa..

- Would you choose a hot, but really stupid guy/girl, or an extremely intelligent but ugly one ?
I would choose myself.

- Would you rather be with someone who wanted you only for your money or only for your looks ?
For my looks, coz at least he is attracted to me. Wif my $$, he isn't attracted to me.

- Would you rather be with someone who you didn't trust, or who didn't trust you ?
Someone who didn't trust me. At the very least, i wouldn't be the one anxious bout him. It's quite nice to haf someone who's anxious about me.

- 40. What kinds of things do you think it's really sexy when guys/girls do ?
When he/she luks lyk he/she doesn't care about the world's perspective of them and juz wanna haf a good tym and not haf any airs ard them.

- 41. What kind of person makes you think "He/She really pisses me off!" ?
When dat person tries too hard to be accepted.

- 42. There may be many, but what one value/trait would you like to make sure your son or daughter had ?
A strong faith in Islam.

- 43. What kind of fashion do you think is really uncool ? (girl's or guy's)
Platform shoes. And fucking n reli too-tapered jeans.

- 44. If you could travel back in time and stop yourself from doing 1 thing, what would it be ?
I would not haf taken in by his swit talks.

- 45. Which Star Trek crew would you most like to have been a part of ?
Never watch n never cared.

- 46. It is the year 2020 and your 15 year old child has decided that "goth" is back in style - would you be okay with that ?
Go ahead as long as she/he noes how to take care of herself/himself and not be easily influenced by peer pressure.

- 47. How long do you spend in the bath/shower ?
God! Dun ask! ard 30 - 55 mins!!

- 48. Would you have liked to have an identical twin ?
Hmm.. nope.. coz i won't lyk it if he/she turned out to be very competitive between us. I'm scared of pressure.

- 49. You can switch bodies with a celebrity for one day - Who would you be ? and how would you spend your day ?
Victoria Beckham. So dat i could sleep next to David Beckham, haf 2 beautiful kids, lives in a freaking big castle, travel ard the world, loads of money n at the same tym, i'm vogue n posh. wow.

- 50. Army, Navy, Airforce, or Marines ?
Airforce. Coz i would love to try to parachute down to a specified target.

Taken from Massy's Live Journal.

had an awesome tym
dancing away last nite.
saw sum ppl dere.
old frenz, new.
n some whom i tot shouldn't be dere.
shd i tell their gf/bf?
nah... none of my business.
:)
nv b4 dat plc so freaking crowded.
dat's wat they say aniwae.
Turn Me On, Turn Me On baby.
we had a great tym rite darling?

somthing happened on the way home
dampened my jubilation.
it happened rite b4 my eyes
n to one of my frenz.
i was trembling. i reli was.
the sparks. the damaged mean smoke machine.
the injuries. the abrasions. the fractured rib cage.
take care. u noe who u r.
n dun worie about the watch.

man u won. 2-1. goals courtesy from ronaldo n saha.

skool's tmrw n for once, i'm not looking forward to it.

ouh, btw, look at the rite of dis page.
i haf a phlog baby.
i'm a phlogger now.
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+TAGS+

.::aiman::. : hehee..biscan sux rite? i noe... hehehhee.. my heart goes out to u..

Alif: ;) Glory Glory Man Utd dude!!

Witch: Hey babe to ya!! ;)

Shidah: Coz Arsenal is such an arrogant team n has an even more arrogant players. They tink they r the best juz becoz they were unbeaten for 30+ matches. N they love to tink they haf won everything when the season ain't over yet! hahhaa.. i'm full of angst when it cums to soccer.

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UuUuU
first name: Nurhidayu. I dun haf a 2nd or 3rd name.
age: 19. soon.
state: Singapore.

U and LoVe
do u have a crush?: No.
do u have a wife/husband?: No.
do u have a gf/bf?: Yes.
r u even in love?: Oh yeah!
if ur in love...whats his/her fist name?: Mohamad. Hanis is his 2nd. Juz tot of letting u noe. ;)

Pick 1
leg or finger: Legs. I can pick things up n walk wif my legs but i can't walk wif my fingers.
heart or lungs: Heart.
music or tv: "Music brings u happiness not sadness" (taken from Let The Music Heal Your Soul by the All Stars)
pc or mtv: PC.
the simpsons or beavis and butthead: The Simpsons.
south park or family guy: "You fuck ur uncle's ass, motherfucker!" hehehe..South Park.
dancing or gymnastics: Dancing.
aim or aol: MSN rawks my pinks socks!
mouse or hamster: Hamster
rat or gerbil: Gerbil
kitten or cat: Kitten.
puppy or dog: Can't touch both. Scared of both.
cartwheel or backhandspring: Cartwheel.
twitch or itch: twitch .
boy or girl: Not fussy.
food or drink: Drink. U can get full by drinking but u can't quench ur thirst by eating. Except fruits lah.
cash or change: Cash.
blonde or brunette: Brunette.

What U like
whats ur favorite color?: Blue.
whats ur favorite pet?: Meow.
whats ur favorite type of pc?: As long as it works baby.
whats ur favorite band?: Linkin Park.
whats Who's ur favorite singer?: Erm.. hmm.. I've no freaking idea. Eminem. But he's a rapper. so.. erm.

RanDom
do u smell?: No. Well, i hope not! Coz u can't smell ur own self. But i noe if i do smell, ppl would tell me. So no!! i smell nice!! My bf told me so!!
do u shower every day?: Hell Yeah!
do u type fast?: Yesh.
do u type slow?: When my big bro trying to slp. The PC is in his room, u see.
have u ever broken any bones?: No.
have u ever sprained anything?: Yeah.
r u athletic?: hehhee.. no. N i'm not even academically clever also.
can u do a backhandspring?: No.
can u do a layout?: Trying.
do u dress badly?: I dress comfortably.
do u dress in pink alot?: Sometyms.
have u ever tried to hurt urself?: No. I love myself. But accidentally sometyms.
do u wear glasses?: Perfect eyesight.
do u like to laugh?: Yup. I love happiness!
r u miserable?: Not at all.
r u a boy or a girl?: Girl. Y didn't dis question pop up at the "UuUuU" category?
do u like to chew on things?: Straws, the eraser at the tip of a pencil, my nails, my pen.
do u have children?: Yea. 1. Anak tekak (dis is a malay word for ur..erm.. if u open ur mouth wide, u see dis skin dangling at the end of ur mouth? yeah. dat thing.).
do u have a sibling?: A sibling? i haf 2. An older bro n older sis.

Courtesy from ALIF!!

cheebye ah.
henry did play. n they said he didn't.
farker. lied to me.
hehehee..over eh... i noe.. eksen only.

so the score was 4-2.
it could haf been more.
to ARSEnal of coz.
LiverFool, ware's ur defence baby.
my darling was so heartbroken.
awww...come come...i gif u tissue.

[My name is]: Nurhidayu Bte Atan
[In the morning I am]: Sleepy siak..n grouchy.
[All I need is]: Them, him, they. n money. n music. n many more other things
[Love is]: Scary.
[I'm afraid of]: Losing them him they. n drowning. n burning in fire. n heights.
[I dream about]: Last nite? i walked past a cemetary. wat does it min? it's so scary.
[Pictured your crush naked?]: Hell no!
[Actually seen your crush naked]: Nah..
[Been in love]: Rite now, i am.
[Cried when someone died]: Shed a tear when i heard my cousin was hit by a vehicle while he was on his bicycle. he was only 11.
[Lied]: No lah. see? i juz lied.
[Coke or Pepsi]: Coke anytime baby.
[Flowers or candy]: Candy. but dere's no harm in giving me flowers, u noe. ;)
[Tall or short]: Petite is the word. hahhaaa.. i'm in denial. yea, i'm short.
[What do you notice first about the opposite sex?]: His eyes, smile n clothings. all in one. dun ask me how. i noe how.
[Last person u slow danced with]: Lil Butterfly. hehehe..
[Makes you laugh the most?]: My Dad, Bro, Him n mmt1R Toadies.
[Makes you smile]: Them, Him, They
[Do you have a crush on someone?]: Nope. some ppl r cute but i dun haf a crush on them.
[Has a crush on you?]: Dunno?
[Easiest to talk to]: Boys.
[Save Aol/aim conversations]: MSN chats? yesh.
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: hehhee.. i'm happy being a gal.
[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: Not cried but kinda bothered or sad ah.


-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[Fallen for your best friend]: yea.
[Been rejected]: no.
[Rejected someone]: yesh.
[Used someone]: nope.
[Been cheated on]: yeah.
[Done something you regret]: Of coz. fucking regretful. but i've moved on.


-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[You talked to on the phone]: My Boy
[Hugged]: My Boy
[You instant messaged]: He lor
[You laughed with]: Lil Butterfly


-D O .Y O U-
[Colour your hair]: uh uh.
[Ever get off the damn computer]: When i'm tired.
[Habla espanol]: nah..


-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[Obsessive]: I dun tink so!
[Could you live without the computer?]: Hell NO!
[How many peeps are on your buddy list?]: LOTS!!!
[What's your favourite food?]: Nasi Ayam
[What's your favourite fruit?]: Watermelon, Apple, Orange, Strawberries.
[Like watching sunrises or sunset]: Both r such awesome sights.
[What hurts the most?]: Being betrayed.
[Trust others way too easily?]: Very.


-N U M B E R-
[Of times I have had my heart broken?]: 2
[Of hearts I have broken?]: erm... dono leh...
[Of continents I have lived in?]: Singapore is in Asia n Asia is a continent rite? 1 lor..
[Of drugs taken illegally?]: zilch.
[Of tight friends?]: 6
[Of cd's that I own?]: erm... more than 10
[Of scars on my body?]: wait ah.. let me count.. 1, 2, 3...
[Of things in my past that I regret?]: 1

i'm bored. so thx to YOU for the questionaire.

+TAGS+

ju: thank u darling. muacks!

xircuff: gd day to u too!!!

ina: hehehe..mesti lah..asalkan bukan ARSEnal sudah...

eEge: kite blacan. awak telor. tak gam tau. ;)

beckham: nah..man u is the supreme. chelsea is the assistant supreme-r. hahahaa..

alif: >,<. happy? strangle me ah. ;)

shirah: isk!!! tu pon nak bilang!!! kau g pakai vacuum ah. sedot kasi baik. :D

yanie: awww..shuckss... takmo lah gitu.. malu nye saye... wah... *kan dah kembang...*

i can't belif i'm dat emo!
i actually shed a tear while watching American Idol 2.
no, not shed A tear, i CRIED!!
and all becoz camille cried!! (note:not becoz she was voted out)
i can't see ppl cry.
even if my frenz cry over their bf/gf,
i'll feel lyk crying along wif them.
strange? but true!!!!!

i was pissed off juz now.
blardy pissed off.
sorie to my lovely R TOADIES
esp to alif, tweet, aisya, nur ,coz u all asked n i juz went tsk! nuthing!,
for my stupid pissed off face.
i'm embarrassed by it.
no,not my face.
i luv my face (eventho dere r sum scars everyware).
i'm embarrassed by my pissed off-ness lah...

n finally! i tok n tok to him lyk it was nobody's business.
he was interrupting me for a while.
but i interrupted him as well.
so he went quiet n i tok n tok.
n finally,i was so exhausted i was practically panting on the fone.
he laffed, we're ok.
reli, i got the same feeling when we both started dating.
lyk i've said, toking do wonders.
n we're going out on a date tmrw or on saturday.
see lah which one. prolly saturday.
coz tmrw got the big match : fool vs arse. nice.

u'll never walk alone..
yeah,i'm rooting for a fool's win.
coz henry is out wif an hamstring injury.
woohoo!

k lah. wana slp.
i'm done wif the emo-ing.

AC MILAN LOST 4-0 TO DEPORTIVO!!!!!
r these matches fixed or wat huh?????
oh! and Porto advances.
my predict for dis Champs League Final is.. (drum rolls)
CHELSEA vs PORTO!!!!! nice...

waste my tym waking up early.
ended up i was still late for my 1st cls.
started at 8. rch at 8.35am.
well done ayu!

some ppl can be juz so blardy thick-skinned.
n irritating.
plus annoying.
u noe who u r.
cheebye.
dun assume of other ppl.
u dono her. fuck u.

ehekz.real lost too.
and dere was no becks.
wat does it min?
nuthing, actually. eheh.
juz wanna build up the drama.

our Class Advisor (form teacher)
yesh,dat filipino woman,
fucked us for all we're worth.
after all had left, i went back to her.
n fucked her back at her face.
juz trying to prove my point.
not trying to be a terror ok.
have to prove my point.
i'm lyk dat, too bad.

i love to ride on the bus
aircon,mind u, n juz look out of the window,
n see the view outside.
ppl running to catch the bus but failed,
a mother scolding her child for droppin his ice cream,
a Minah wearing a low cut dress for all to see.
n long bus ride, aircon lah,
is a great tym for me to tink bout myself.
to haf a tym on my own. :)

sorie ppl for my previous entries.
no wait, hold up.
y the heck am i apologizing?
it's my journal, my blog.
i can be as expressive as i can be.
but,i juz wanna apologize for those ppl,
who wince n shudder at readin my emo-ed entries.
i'm a sensitive, emo woman.
wat can u do? wat can I do?

all well dat's end well. cheerios. ;)
>,<.

p.s: i belong to the coolest cls on earth!!

2-1 (agg 3-2)!!!
n u noe the scoreline belongs to who?? CHELSEA!!! wooohooo!!!
thanx Hanif for askin me to wake up
n see Chelsea celebrate.
yesh,i fell aslp. ;)

I'm watching the ARSEnal (didn't want to put their name first but too bad,they r the home team) vs Chelsea match.
Juz put down the fone wif him.
talking juz do wonders.
thank u.

up down up down.
relationships r lyk dat.
y? enlighten me plz, oh mighty one.
coz the downs r killing me.

hope it will be an up after the call.
or i'll mite juz end up
being on the covers of the latest edition of
"IMH: We Can Cure Your Mental Stress."

*IMH: Institute of Mental Health.
**No such magazine found here. dun be stupid plz.

+TAGS+

Witch: YAHOOO!!!

Herda: Morning!

beckham: How true.. haiz..

DiL: haiz..

aydah: HAIZZ..

ju: HHAAAIIIZZZ..

Han: hey,thx.u too.

Alif & Ayesha: yesh darlings..i'm fine.. muaX. go chelsea.. althou i wished it was man u instead.. HHHHHHAAAAIIIIZZZZZZ!!

I'll be rooting for chelsea tomorrow morning.
ARSEnal juz plain suck.
go go power ranger...

my flu isn't gettin any better.
the fact dat my mind n heart r in a turmoil
make it fucking worse.
haiz.. idop susah tol.. nasib macam belacan ah..

i donno wat is rite n wat is wrong aredi.
one minute i could be rite.
the next, it could turn into something so wrong.
which in the 1st place we tot were so rite.
i totally donno.
n i apologise for it.

all i noe is dat i luv u, care for u.
n i miss u fucking much

"the tears have dried.
the pain had subside.
but the loneliness i juz can't bear.
waiting for the day i could see u again."

cheybah!! nice anot my poem?
anyhow one lah dis shortie.
aiyah,wat to do.
ppl sad or feeling shitty usually blog shitty stuffs.
follow the mood lah katakan..

sorry i can't be perfect...

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A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game.

The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes. The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?" The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game. The teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime???"

Moral of the story: >Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a lifetime. Forgiving others is the best attitude to take! Love others even if you don't like them...

gf/bf is important.
n so r frenz.
but how do u decide who is the top priority?
when u're together wif ur frenz,
u brought ur gf/bf along,
den u tok n tok to ur frenz,
while the poor gf/bf is dere sitting by herself/himself.

wat's so wrong of u to site besides him/her
n at the same tym, tok to ur frenz?
u asked him/her along, but u leave him/her alone.
so wat's the use of asking him/her along?

ur frenz asked u alot of questions.
u answered wif glee, wif happiness, wif excitement.
den ur gf/f asked u a question, when all dis while he/she had be quiet.
u didn't answer her/him. den she/her asked u again.
u looked at him/her wif disgust as though she/he had disturbed u.
wat can he/she do?keep quiet all the way?
when u had asked him/her along.

haizz...wateva lah eh...

I Dun Get It...

I dun get it.

u got to noe dis guy/girl.
u noe he/she is bad tempered/crappy/emo/drinker/smoker/dun dress revealingly lah/dowan 2 go to bed wif u lah etc.
but he/she is kind hearted/outgoing, basically, he/she is ur dream bf/gf.
u told him/her dat u accept wateva bad traits he has.
den u both decided to get together.
den a few days/weeks/mths/yrs later,
u realised dat u cannot bear wif his/her attitude.
den u want him/her to change.
or else u'll leave him/her.

here's the thing:
ppl always say,
if u love dat someone, u'll accept his/her true self.
in the first place, dat's wat attracted u to him/her:
his/her true self.
den wat had attracted u to him/her r repelling u from him/her.

den when he/she had changed for the better,
u'll find him/her boring, not himself/herself animore,
not the person u had been attracted to.
so u still decided to leave him/her.
n dat person will start wondering, "wat went wrong?
i did changed. so y did u still leave me?"

dis world is so fickle minded.
they can't decide wat they want.
n when they have it, they r not appreciative.
only when dat thing is gone, will they realise wat a mistake they had made.

changes for the better is so welcoming.
it takes a long tym for sumone to like/trust/love u.
but it takes a sec for sumone to despise/hate u to the core.
so ppl, if ur bf/gf wants u to change for the better,
plz do.
if he/she still leaves u,
den maybe he/she is not in love wif u afterall.
someone u love will always wants the best from u.
not the worst.

as for u.. MUACKS

+TAGS+

+TAGS+

Shidah: precisely!! terpicit dat off/on button while smsing n the whole thing go kappuutt.. chitot jer..

DiL: not at all my dear.. :D

Alif: thx for the wish. yesh, unfortch, i'm still suffering from cold. but fever no more!! woohoo!!

heely's freak: hahaha..thx alot.. btw, she looked lyk she was constipating. gotta agree wif u on dat one. but still, she's pretty.

mas: hahahaha..nvm lah, tk ur tym. i did it ikhlas one..

aiman: wat????? hahahhaha...

[L]ynn: welkam..she's fine.. dah lame gak tak dgr brite dapade dier.. insya allah...

Issues With The World..

my cold is getting from back to worst.
it's lyk a tap, dripping mucus everynow n den.
if i could switch it off, i would.
but i couldn't, coz it's not a tap.
DUH!

now i'm typing while stuffin the 2 nostrils
wif tissues lah..
wat did u tink it was?
breathing thru my mouth.
n it's so dry.

when u're sick, u can do crazy stuffs.
u can get so cranky.
u can get so irritatable.
u can say stupid shits.
n thank god for my wonderful boyfren.
he sticks by me lyk a leech.
i'm not saying he's one.
i'm juz saying dat he's..erm...
ah..oh well..i luv my leech. ahakz..
aniwae, he shd be sticking by me yesterday.
coz it was our 9mth together.
short?
yeah, but the journey together is so wonderful.
corny?
yeah, but i dun care.

my life is becuming so sian.
especially skool [not frenz.juz skool damnit].
even when i'm blogging,
almost all the stuffs r being repeatedly typed.
routines man.
except on saturdays though.
dat's the day when i get to relax
mit the boy.
but even den, we wouldn't haf any idea ware to head.
n sumtyms, we ended up hanging at my place.
when would dis circle end?

the pizza hut rider who passed away
about 2-3 days ago was my boy's fren.
the boy told me dat he couldn't belif dat the fren had gone
coz it was only the other day dat they both were smiling n laffing wif each other.
the rider was also my uncle's fren' son.
it was told dat my uncle's fren told my uncle dat her son had told her dat he dreamt that he was a mayat (dead body).
innallilah wainnah hirojiun (spell?)

rite now, my brains is blocked.
i haf no idea wat to write anymore.
n i juz noticed i didn't type wat i was supposed to.
issues wif the world.
i'll be back to write about them.
no promises though..

FINALLY!!!
ARSE(s)nal lost!! n to who?? who else, but my MAN UNITED!!!!!

juz got back.
so i dun tink i'll be blogging bout my issues wif the whole world rite now.
shagged lyk fuck.
sleep. i nid it.

anyone would lyk to sponsor 5 bux
for me to trim my hair?
i'll fork out the rest myself. :D

i'm hungry
but at the same tym, i'm full.
bored to death.
bored to tears.
wateva. they mean the same thing.

sumtyms i tink i got issues wif the whole world.
lyk they owe me sumthing.
when in fact i dunno much about the ppl in africa, slovakia.
so how could they owe me sumthing?
rite?

i'll blog more later when i cum back home.
more bout my issues wif anyone.
for now, i gotta go n bathe.

i miss my baby boy.
but u noe wat?
he juz came by here juz now.
n i miss him.
nutz.

aisya found a digicam.
it's brand new dammit.
still in its box.
usb cable, the cd, memory card n watnots.
the only thing missing is rechargable batteries.
which i tink is such a good deal.
u can find rechargable batts almost aniware.
lucky her.

khaiRUN found a hp.
lucky ppl.
who noes, u guys cd prolly find me.
lost in town.

juz wished it was amber instead to be voted out.
it cd haf done serious damage to rob's ego.
i hate the former chapera,now mogo2.
the saving graces r big tom n rupert.
the rest r getting too big headed.
i'm a fucking sucker for reality shows.
wat? i'm lame? sue me man.

i'm still in my sch U. i reached hm at 12.45.
now it's 2.30 n i'm still in my sch U.
sick n lazy. lazy n sick.
no matter how u rearranged those words,
they still mean the same thing.

juz lyk many other things in life.
no matter how u say it,
it mean the same thing.

so if dat person's photos ain't good,
they r not good.
but the fact is, they R good.
i saw them before.
n dat person is not even a professional photographer.

even if they r not good,
do u tink it's any of ur damn business to tell dat person so?
coz it's dat person's camera.
dat person's online journal.

so wat do u care?
dat's all u can do?
BAH! so childish.
to tink dat u're way older than me
n u're acting stupid.
shame on u.
u're supposed to set an example to the rest of the younger kids.

aniwae, school was ok juz now.
becoz of my fever, i was kinda quiet.
but of coz, i had to smile here n dere.
someone told me to.
dimple lah..

i nid $$$..
lots of it.
give me. plz.

saw my fomer clsmates taking their photos.
yazid, alep, yan n faizal were laffing at me.
coz i was supposed to be dere as well.
coz i was supposed to graduate wif them
look, i love my R Toads.
but do u noe how sad it feels?
to quit halfway?
missing ur fomer frenz dearly.
nvm, i guess sum ppl won't noe.
i almost wanted to cry.
but nvm. i'm strong.

klah.it's raining rite now.
n wat a good time to slp.

La Toya bottom 3? y not camille?
jasmine is gorgeous.
yes,amy looks lyk Jay Leno. maybe it's the chin.
john, dun cry. u looked so cute when u 1/3 2 cry. but u're boring.

+TAGS+

tweet: eh? ape? iye ke? serious? abis? mampos? best?

ju: u too babeh..

allen: hahaha..u too..

DiL: true rite?? hahahaha..

alif: kinky? when? reli? izzit? btw, yeah, den she got someone new.. haiz..

i'm sick.
ate 2 panadols in school juz now.
n i dun tink it worked.
coz i'm still dripping mucus all over.
juz kidding. i'm not dat disgusting.
i tink i nid to eat 48 pills.
more than enuff to die, u tink?

speaking of mucus,
blardy one hell of apek
sat beside him in the bus while going home
he had the audacity to pick his nose
AND had an even bigger audacity to put his mucus on the seat in front!!
as u guys shd noe by now, i changed seat.

met the boy during my 2 hours lunch break.
ate nasi lemak at Geylang Bahru.
went to cls alone coz the rest went to fir's place.
but of coz the boy had to send me back to skool.
he will get hell if he asked me to go back by myself.
see?i'm bothering him. does he mind? nope.

punk (alif), rudie, riot girl(me), skin girl(aisya), ah beng(hanif), hip hop, skanking, hardcore, chun li, wateva.
but it was in the name of fun though.
laff-ter everyware. rite guys?

dun say u love dat person if u dun min it.
dun say u miss dat person if u dun.
dun say u want dat person if u keep lying.
coz it's betta dat u leave dat someone alone
than to keep on lying/deceiving him/her.
if u want him/her badly, prove it.
if u want him/her badly, show it.
actions speaks louder than words.
excuses r not accepted.
either u want him/her or u dun.
either u love him/her or u dun.

u're not too young to love someone.
celine dion loved her husband since she was 7
n the guy, 31.
now she's 30+ n dat guy is 60+ (i tink)
n they r happily married wif a kid.
how wonderful is dat?
difference in age, but they noe wat's the meaning of love.
if u're commitment phobic, plz, dun haf gf/bf.
juz haf frenz. u're juz gonna hurt everyone u're wif.

if u're juz gonna accumulate the number of steads u haf,
be wif someone who is oso accumulating the number of steads he/she has.
coz if u're wif someone who is true to u,
or always faithful/serious in a relationship,
it hurts damn fucking bad.
being heartbroken is the worse feeling u cd ever experience
juz put urself in dat someone's shoes.

i despise dis kinda ppl.

dun ask me to define or explain wat love is.
if u ask me how do u noe u're in love, dat, maybe i cd help.
even den, maybe i cd juz be experiencing lust/infatuaction.
wateva it is, i lyk to tink dat wat i'm experiencing is love.
coz i couldn't live a single day wifout u

i'm fucking sleepy.
how many tyms in my whole blogging days
haf i ever mentioned dat i'm sleepy?
many tyms. i noe.

i'm not kidding.
i'm physically n mentally exhausted.
n it's all becoz of my skooling hours.
which i noe is not true.
i juz haf myself to blame
coz of my late nights.
refusing to slp when i shd.

Nanie mentioned dat she's a cuckoo gf.
i tink i am too. eh no, i KNOW i am.
although i lyk to tink dat i'm almost perfect.
which is quite, no, very impossible.
the boy doesn't mind dat much.
i hope so.. :D

one hell of a cheebye ah dis fir.
msged me in the middle of the morning at 1+.
n he told me dat dere's no 1st cls today.
i was so happy n i msged everyone.
n remember, it was in the morning.
i was sleeping.
den i asked him again
n u noe wat?
APRIL'S FOOLS!
@$$! but nice one my man.

a stare.
u can get into a fite wif a stare.
u can get into trouble wif a stare.
a stare could mean anything.
maybe it's becoz dat's someone who's staring at u
finds u attractive.
pretty.
intruiging.
n he/she feels lyk getting to noe u but is afraid to do so.
n u feel lyk punching his/her face juz becoz of a stare.
loosen up ah.
unless his/her stare lasted more than 10 seconds.
den it's tym for u to call someone for help.
eheh.

do u sumtyms feel dat u're a bother to ur bf/gf?
dat u feel lyk asking for their help
but u're afraid dat u cd be bothering him/her?
sumtyms i do feel dat i'm bother.
when asking him to fetch me.
or when i nid a companion juz for the day.
BUT!! i noe dat if he loves me, he won't mind.
hehehee..
n no baby, call me anytym u want.
u're definitely not bothering me.

i did sum kinky stuffs in cls yesterday.
dun worie, my boy noes.
it's a joke.
maybe i 1 ,too, wanna be an aspiring pornstar.

happy april's fools day everyone.
haf a gd tym be tricked by or tricking ppl.
although i hate to do both.