*yawn*

due to unforeseen circumstances,
i am having a headache.

due to unforeseen circunstances,
i am having second tots.

due to unforeseen circumstances,
i am having nervous butterflies my stomach.

due to unforeseen circumstances,
i am having a new list of priorities.

due to unforeseen circumstances,
i've decided to be less kind to u.

due to unforeseen circumstances,
i've decided to make u come running after me, instead of the other way round.

n finally, due to unforeseen circumstances,
i won't be at ur beck n call.

u'll haf to try harder to look for me.

haiz..

am i dat unimportant?
am i dat irritating?
am i dat unreasonable?
well, i dun care.
coz i tink i'm rite.
n if i do tink i'm wrong, i'll admit it.
dun u worie bout dat.

i've got no freaking idea how 2 go to the pit tmr.
got bf, bf lyk lazy wanna folow.
got bf, bf... ah nvm... i'll end up killing myself explainin more.
n i'm the kind who HATE playing gooseberry,
eventhough the couple may say, it's fine n all,
but i juz can't.
i'll stay so freaking quiet or i'll end up bored.

haizz...
my lives will get more complicated if my dad is being retrenched.
which is almost a confirmation.
how the heck am i supposed to keep up wif my happy self,
when i noe i haf hidden issues?

gd nite.

sumtyms..

sumtyms i feel insecure.
sumtyms i feel lyk shit.
sumtyms i tink i am juz being paranoid.
sumtyms i tink i am in denial.
wateva it is, i juz hope dat i'm wrong in tinking dat way bout dat person.
sucky ain't it?

the toads will be cuming here later.
man, yana, jenn n alep.
they r all my previous ite mates.
ahh.. miss the days ware we would go jamming,
ware they lepaked at my place,
ware we would hang out n play pool.
[although i'd nv play pool in my entire life. i juz watch.]
this is great. i juz miss them so much.
too bad the rest lyk ayid, yan, khaiRIN, yazid n faizal won't be cuming as well.

aniwae, i'm having a reli itchy throat rite now
n it causes me to haf a dry cough.
it's sooo itchy.
damn it. it came back juz as it was about to go away.

i didn't slp soundly last nite.
coz i can't lie on the rite side of my head
without feeling the pressure of the studs poking against the side of my head.
n it's kinda painful lah. not dat painful
but i can feel the numbness.

talking about numb...
Linkin Park man..
argh~!

haf a great sunday.
n i can't wait for my cls pit tmrw.
cYa.

tiredness!!

i'm so tired. juz got back.
eh actually, bluff u only lah.
got back at 12.
went ard town wif my sec sch toads.
b4 dat met din n ainis 1st.
as usual. wat's new huh?
they r lyk my secret weapons to feeling happy u noe.
coz everytym sad, mit them, ta-da, go home a happy girl
*chuckle*
want to step cute only chuckle chuckle.
skali aku bagik kan..

took pics. LOADSSS.
but almost all same pose.
1 pose i tink got ard 6-8 pictures.
hahaha.. we r lamers. wat to do.
but fun lamers.
pics will be up when i get from the lovely ainis.

sometyms paiseh wanna go out wif them
but both of them make me feel very warm.
sometyms i feel i'm lyk playing gooseberry.
haizz.. den i got no frenz wat~!!
;)

along the way, we met up wif the rest of the sec sch toads.
havoc lah. town doesn't belong to us, u noe?

anywae, pierce my middle-top rite ear.
tot it would be painful, but nah.
i pulled thru. i didn't faint.
i didn't nid cpr.
i was still sitting still.
or izzit "i was sitting still?"
nvm.

den the dear n frenz fetched me.
wah, i felt so VIP-ish.
too bad i'm not.
haiz.

now, i got nuthing to do but do all the bulletin stuffs in my frenster.
oh yeah, i've posted all my cleo contest forms.
i'm freeeee from all responsibilities!!!
hahahhahaha..

klah, gd nite pplz.
muaccccksssss~!
eh morning lah...

:(

hi ppl.
gd saturday to u all.
haf a great weekend.
n enjoy urselves today.

as for me, i'm going out later.
wif some great pals.
so u wanna find me, plz call me at my hp.
for those who dono, juz shout my name 48 tyms.
if unsuccessful, try again for another 48 tyms.
still unsuccessful, den i tink u shd juz shut up. :D

from the look of it, i am troubled.
i'll be clearing my head later wif my pals.
maybe they'll ask me to knock my head on the wall.
wow. or if i could juz ctrl+alt+del n everything will be gone.
wow.

gd bye ppl.
gd saturday to u all.
haf a great weekend.
n enjoy urselves today.

boredom.

pics on the last dae of skool is up.
heh. courtesy from the switty of coz.
i juz luv to "steal" her photos.
she doesn't scold me but i dun tk advantage of coz.
hey, i've been thru wif her alot kayz.
for lyk, how long? 13 yrs? yeah..
haiz.. how tym *zaaappp*

went for a job interview at rivervale mall
wif yazid n ju.
they r my previous ite frenz.
n the name of the cafe?
Kopi Roti Cafe.
hahahahhahaha..
i didn't get it lah..
oh well.

den yana n her bf came over.
long tym haven't see me mah..
miss her tonnes. muacks!!

oh ya~!
the walking distance to rivervale mall took me about 10 mins.
i walked n walked under the hot sun till i almost reach the mall.
den it dawned on me:
there's a free shuttle bus to the mall from the bus stop in front of my place.
argh~!! ah!!!
bodoh!! stupid!!! pakka!! ahhhhh!!

klah. i wanna watch tv. till den. cheerios~!

eh?

dil can't see my layout.
anione else can't see?
coz majority of the ppl who cum here could see.
hmmm.. sorie dil darling.
i guess i haf to change my template huh?
but not now, i'm kinda lazy.

my online exam was ok juz now.
we had ard 1 hr n 15 mins to do but i finished ard 15 mins.
yeah, multiple choice. if u dunno, juz tikam2 lah..
i was lyk the 3rd or 4th person to finish at ard 8.50am.
but i could only get out of the lab at 9.50.
coz the blardy system didn't submit my test.
ard 5 ppl had to stay back coz they suffer the same fate as me.
nabuih~! the rest were waiting for me outside
but in the end they decided to go down first.
i kept snapping at my teachers but all they could say was,
"sorie dayu, we're trying to contact the HQ. could u gif me ur IC plz?"
it was as though i was being screened by the police
except the difference was it was done by my teacher in the clsroom.
lame lame lame.

when i finally managed to get out,
the whole group of us went to haig road to haf our late breakfast.
stupid chicken porridge tasted so bland
dat i ate only a couple of spoonful.
my soya bean drink saved my stomach from growling.
*grrrr*

we sabo-ed hanif when he least expect it.
i didn't noe about it until my baby [he came 2 fetch me]
told me he wanted to see a show.
it was great fun. made a mess until someone wanted to complain about us.
n faliq told an auntie dat someone was killed hence the mess.
poor auntie reli believed. we r fuckers, i noe.

so dat sums up my last day of skool for dis semester.
great, great fun. thoroughly enjoyed myself.
pics r at aisya's blog.
i tink she anihow type the url ah.
coz... aiyah.. juz click on it n u'll see.
giler..

oh! i noe who won the American Idol.
i juz can't resist surfing the net for the result.
yeah, it spoilt the fun n yeah, curiousity kills the cat.
but i'm not gonna be an asshole n tell u all who's gonna win.
it's either fantasia or diana.
kuang kuang kuang~~!!

take care ppl.
i'll haf more tym to blog now dat i'm having my hols.
too bad, u guys can't get rid of me.
hahahhahahaha... *evil laff*
klah, my chinese drama has started. bye.

sians..

so the boy n his smallest brother came.
[he has 4 siblings including him. all boys. he's the 2nd one]
he came wif the 3rd bro often here.
n dis is the 1st tym he brought the smallest one here.
wonder if he'll bring the oldest one here.
hmm.. or the parents?
hehhehehe.. i dun mind at all.. neither my parents..

i've got an examination tmrw.
a big one, which decides my 1st yr.
will i be able to get promoted to 2nd yr?
pUhLeAzEeEeE~!!
n yesh, i didn't study. not even once.

watching America Idol. sort of lyk the makin
from season 1-3.
funny yaw~!
n clay aiken's juz lyk me: he has one eye big one small. 0.)
kuang kuang kuang~!!

klah, i dowan 2 remind ppl bout my bdae lah.
wait massy marah. :D
but *whisper* my bdae's on 24 june. :P

fuck. i hate being scolded for stuffs i didn't do.
lyk i've said, plz dun make me hate you.
plz stop me from hating you.

i lup my boyfren lah.

bye. wanna slp.

hiatus? juz kidding~!

i watched shrek 2 yesterday~!!
it tickled my funny bone to the max.
my boy said sum parts r a bit boring,
but *psst* between u n me, i tink he didn't understand jokes in english.
ahakz.. sorie darling.. juz kidding~!

den we chylled at the promenade.
gerek dok the view..
of coz lah, we cuddled here n dere..
den saw sum couples dere who i tot were married but not to each other.
hehhehe.. my heart kept tinking dat they prolly were having an affair.
didn't wanna say out loud in case the boy smacked my head.
hahahhahaha..

oh~! i was juz kidding when i said i was hiatus.
coz yesterday nite, while i switched on the IE, my internet connection was not dere.
so i tot maybe starhub cut it aredi since my family haven't pay the bill yet.
but today, i saw the last light blinking at the modem.
it turned out dat someone had switched the whole modem off last nite.
kuang kuang kuang~!!

to Hanif:
HaPPy 19Th BIrthDaY to Ya~!
hoPe YoU Enjoy UrSelf Today!
n MaY AlL yOUr wiShEs CoMe trUe!

oh, juz a reminder, my bdae is on the 24 June kayz?
hehehee..

haf a great day peeps~!

no hope!!

i'm hopeless!!
i've been obstinating myself from biting my nails
for lyk almost a yr now.
but behold, the long nails which i had painstakingly stopped biting,
had been bitten short. damn short.
all becoz i was waiting for friendster to load.
it was so long n i was getting impatient
dat i unconsciously bit my nails till they r so damn short!!
n fiona, dun u laff at me!!

i have not shave my legs for a week now.
hahahaa.. stubble stubble.. they're everyware.
yesh it's unsightly. but i dun reli gif a toot,u noe?
coz i'm lazy~~!! [wat's new huh?]
i haf to stick to long pants now.
but the stubble gotta go b4 thursday.

oh shite! the boy asked me to wake him up at 6am
for his one-last-tym revision b4 he goes to skool
for his 1st paper today at 8.
the thing is, i agree to it without actually thinkin of the consequences.
can YOURS TRULY reli wake up at 6?????
gosh, i'm such a dickhead.
i nid a grandfather clock.

i love yellowcard.
esp the singer n the violinist.
but nobody can beat my tom delonge, mike shinoda n chris roe.
alif hunny, plz upload Only One by Yellowcard if u're not feeling fucked up kayz? thank u~!

I <3 my layout.
Legolas [Orlando] rawks. too bad dere's no Frodo [Elijah] in the pic as well.
or else, i'll nid 2 stay in the fridge to cool myself down.
*fan myself wif my hand*

my heart ache watching Linkin Park's concert promo ad.
heart pain lyk anything. it's on 22 june.
my bdae on 24 june.
i nid a bde pressie, u noe ppl?
*BIG HINT*

argh. sleep lah.
the more i blog,the more stuffs pop into my head,the more i feel the need to let them out, n the longer my entry will be.
heh. gd morning~!

friendster sux~!

friendster juz peeved me to death u noe,
with its glitch n error n wateva crap.
haiz..

my boy has a fren.
he call him "hurricane."
well, dat's wat i tot anyway.
i tot "hurricane" is juz his nick.
n the guys juz call him "cane" here,"cane" dere.
dat's wat i tot anyway.
so i asked my boy, wat's "hurricane's" real name"
he said it is "hurricane."
so i asked him to spell it out for me.
it was H-A-R-I-K-E-N,
hariken, pronounce as hurricane.
kuang kuang kuang~!!!
he's malay btw.
stylo mylo kan?

how did i spend my monday?
by filling up contest forms found in cleo,
and any online contest.
siansssss lah siannnn...

toodles~!

woit~!

tired is the word rite now.
went out wif the boy n 2 of his ex-sec skool mates.
ate at bugis den played pool n den eat again at jalan kayu.
i'm a glutton u noe.
n i forced myself to finish my food.
i had to, or else, dat someone would nag n nag n nag at me
till my eardrums sore.

friendster lah.. Hi 5 lah.. Zor-wat? Zorpia? ah, Zorpia lah..
let me juz stick to friendster kayZ?
i'm kinda lazy to subscribe
to many2 type of "meet many frenz" thingy..

since the day the boy jammed break, or, as he said, popped,
his bike, n my head bounced back to front,
my head feels heavy nowadays.
whenever i tilt my head, there's a "crack" sound.
ooo.. shiok sia.. especially when i feel tired.

won't be skooling till thurs.
haizz.. i miss my R TOADS~!!

ooo, Man U won the FA Cup.
they looked happy but they dun look dat estatic or elated u noe..
well, at least they haf a silverware for dis season.

oklah, big hugs to u all!

holla~!

had a last minute chalet thing last nite.
went out of the house at 10+pm.
the dad almost blew the house down.
sorie...i didn't noe mah..

the sec sch toads celebrated adi's bdae
at costa sands, pasir ris.
it was kinda boring at first,
but when i arrived,
yours truly made it alive.
now ppl, dun switch off the com plz.
plz dun... nooooooooo...

oh yeah, the boy was so swit to pick me juz now.
i'm a lazy/assholic gf.
thx dear..

pics will be up soon
when i get them from ainis,din's gf.

sum ppl juz dunno when to juz bug off.
if a person gently but firmly shrugged u off,
wat does it min?
it mins, HE WANTS YOU TO FUCK OFF!!
they were being polite of coz,
but u noe wat? ur attitude made us gerls juz squirm in our seats.
urgh~! the guys got gfs, u noe.. haiz..
thick skinned bitches.. they're everyware huh?
[i can be thick skinned, i can a bitch sumtyms, but i am not, in anyway, associated wif dis kind of bitches. u get me? aiyah, wat i min is, erm, u shd noe wat i min!! even if u dun, PRETEND!!]

so now i'm shagged n i am home.
on a saturday. alone.
i dun mind at all. i nid to rest.
sleepy sia.
the boy's off to his fren's engagement,
so does my sis.
my bro wif his gf,
n my parents at the granny's.
oh *pssstt*
i juz did housework.
yesh, ME. I did the housework.
wash the dishes, fold clothes, the works.
dun laff! nabuih!

watching man u vs millwall rite now.
u dun haf to guess who's i'm supporting.

oh yesh!
Happy Engagement to Dearest Kak Pau n Abg Farhat!!!
n oso,
Happy Engagement to Imran n erm.. n.. erm.. his fiancee!!!
lastly,
Happy Belated 19th Bdae to Adi!!!

n HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ME!!!
yesh, my exam isn't over yet, but i've started my holiday.
it's only a one day examination lah..

n i miss my r toads.

p.s: i've decided. i'll reply to ur tags on the board itself.
it's more confusing when i reply it as my entry.
heh. i'm such a fickle minded bitch, i noe.
sorie.

enjoy ur weekends peeps~!!

i got my wishes!!
she's out.. but she's swit tho.
love her smile. so sunny.

my DA phase test was alrite.
the teacher gave us the answer to the drawing "of the simplified logic output of the expression" on the board.
i did all, except the wiring n last question.
i told the teacher," i wanna go now, i gif up."
he juz said,"ok."
hehehe..

i hope i can pass my whole module.
i hope i can pass my 1st yr.
i so badly wanna get promoted to 2nd yr.
no way am i stayin back juz to get in the same cls at the Sin Ma Models [a bunch of gerls in skool who love to wear thick make up. we all hate them].

after all the "hype" i made wif myself,
the manager of the workplace said dat he will inform me again.
so i'm not werking tmrw. or ever, if he decided not to hire me.
fuck it. i so badly nid a job.
at least i can use my own money to spend, lessen my family's burden, be independant.
but but but.. argh~!

nvm, i can still gif aisya's place a shot.
wif nur. i nid dat job. or any job.

i got alot of pits n chalets coming up.
woohoo.. i can smell the swit scent of holidays aredi.
sorie werking ppl. :D

but den, i won't be seeing much of my luvlies come the holidays.
we will mit for outings but not everyday rite?
haiz...

..nite..

americans,go n vote fantasia n diana lah..
dun vote for jasmine. open ur eyes n ears lah.
nabuih~!

try dis plz. u'll laff. no porn. dun worrie.
-->
n check out the new link at "about the girl" box.
the one wif the ---> dere. the "more about me? click here --->" dere.
i juz lurveeeee dis new blogger. muackS!

i passed my IA phase test~!!
i passed~!! i reli reli passed!!
to tink i gave up halfway..
but wat the heck? i passed!!
woohoo... n thx to my 1st phase test,
dat sucker juz did it for me
coz i passed the 1st one wif flying colours
thus, it pulled up the marks a little.
eh, wat the hell,i passed!! no nid to retest!!

n now, the clincher, my DA practical phase test,
all those wiring, resistors, NAND/NOR/AND/OR gates shits.
i guess i'll juz be copying my neighbour,
or i'll pretend dat i was juz going to throw litter in the bin.
n scan the lab wif my fiery eyeballs.
urgh~!

i've been using MTV Code for a while now,
maybe a mth after they came out.
i was happy dat i was one of the first who signed up.
but now, i regretted doing so.
u wanna noe y?
i was flipping thru The New Paper the other day,
n dere it was, MTV Code advert which stated dat,
if u subscribe to MTV Code now,
you'll GET A PAIR OF TIX TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT AT THE PADANG!!!
how fucked up is dat?
it's so unfair to those ppl who had subscribed to it aredi
argh~!

rain, sun, rain, sun.
i want snow.

skali aku bagi kan nie Friendster

i was almost out of the door juz now to skool,
when i got my period..
SELAMAT SIOLS!!!
[lucky sia!!!]

i'll start skool at 3.30 tmrw.
yesh u read it rite. 3.30pm.
n ends at 4.30pm. heh.
so funny. so late but for only 1 hour.
lucky it's for my phase test, or else i won't bother.

i'll be werking wif my fren on friday.
$6/hr. not bad huh? part tym. for a while.
nvm, at least i got sum kachi$ng!!
but i still tink i wanna werk wif aisya
coz it's so near to my place sumore.
oh well, be grateful ayu.
i'll try aisya's place soon.
wif nur. ;)

i finished a 300+ pages book today.
sat on the dining table for 4 hours.
my butt hurts lyk fark~!!

xgd nitezx
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+TAGS+

KrUzGaL: hahhaha.. kak tinun slenge kan...lagikpon kan, scroll up pat box "about the girl" tu.. kan ade blasting to: kan kan kan? ah...

bloggy: hahahha.. diammahhh.. hahhaha.. paiseh nye.. typo mah.. tapi kan.. tak sepaiseh syikin!! hahahahahahahhahaha.. hahahahaha... she laffed n told me shut up.. who r u btw?

Gyzmo: dah amik sumer dah~!! 20-20 tu lah aku amik sumer!! hahahaha.. paiseh.. sorie hor..

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it was hell going to skool today.

my teachers r predicting the ppl in my group would repeat the whole semester.
nabuih. they were lyk practically being sarcastic infront of us.
u tell me, how to tahan?
only to my group u noe.

den it was also hot.

den dere were only me, nur n fir left to do our test.
it was freaking hard.i gave up halfway. wat's new huh?
only us 3 left going back home at 6.

about skool gossip once again,
a couple was caught making out in the skool library.
the gal has 3 buttons on her blouse n her bra undone,
n the guy's pants was ard his knees.
library?? plz lah.. find a better place.
n plz, the area u both r hiding? dere's a camera directly under u both.
bodoh! oh yeah, the guy had a week suspension.
as for the gal, i dunno lah.. hahaha..
n i will noe who she is, after fir point her out.
soon... :D

i'm in my holiday mood aredi.

n dat's no good.

Incredible Tales or Incredible Comedy? NONSENSE SIA!!!

eh..unfair tau

niteY!
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+TAGS+

lela: asal kau stress?

Rick: not all women~!! hahahhaha...

hayat: thank u very much..

aydah: precisely~!! nak g skolah pon pikir due kalik!! mcm nak quit skolah, december baru masok balik pasal bulan dec is rainy season~!! hahahaha...

alif: u shit u.. hahahhaa.. trick me..
..................................

ok,i upload the shisha pics aredi.
thx to fir for sum of the photos.
well,not some, i took 20!! hahahhaa..
those pics with DSCFnumber all belonged to him.

no use bathing nowadays.
i'm juz wasting water,
coz the minute i stepped out of the toilet,
i start to perspire.
darah up siols..

heh. my boy is juz stress over his exams.
n here i am being unconsiderate n sensitive,
tinking he's ignoring me.
when all he wanted was to spend tym wif his studies.
WOMEN! wat ARE we tinking huh?

my phase test is today .it starts at 3 n ends at 5.
waste my tym to go for my 1st lesson, DA,
coz i've finished wif my soldering.
but if i skipped DA, i'll be going to skool ard 3
n dat's the tym ware ppl are GOING BACK home.
n i'll look so stupid going to skool at 3!

niteZ.

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+TAGS+

ain: heya~! thank u~!

DiL: one day, i date u out. we go to the library. ;)

alif: blah blah..slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannon ball.. btw,i'm ok. ;)

jenn: muacccccksss~!

KrUzGaL: tu lah.. giler..

herda: ya!!!!! urgh!!!!!

kyn: hahhaha..oriteZ...thx for telling.. u tk cr too~!
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today was a hot hot hot day!
n dis nutcase here,
who had been wearing her skirts, cottan pants n light clothes,
decided to wear JEANS n SNEAKERS!
n guess wat? she was perspiring wif tissues sticking to her face.
yes, no wonder dis kid was staring at me in the bus.
ah. i can't scream animore at my clumsyness.

went to the boy's soccer tournament at kampong glam
n it was such a tiring day.
the sun was shoning on me
n suddenly i felt lyk waddling in the longkang nearby.
kinda regret wat i wore juz now.
shd haf juz went ahead wif my 1st instinct,
to wear my skirt/brown cotton pants wif my t-shirt.

i luv the boy's mohawk hair.
is dere's a gerl version of mohawk?
is dere? is dere? is dere?
oh btw, my neck's hurt coz my dear braked suddenly juz now
n my neck was brought back n forth.

not skooling tmrw.
only those odd number ppl need to cum.
coz got wat test oso i dono lah.
even number on tues.
yeah. i nid my rest.

photos of the boy's soccer tournament r up.
up dere. dere lah. can see anot?
dere lah.. the word *NeW dere.
nabuih, can see anot?
can? k good.

ni...*yawn*....te *yawn* zZzZZ

//edited

- you had been hating my guts.
you love me but at the same tym you juz wanna slap me.
you find fault with everything i do.
guess wat? i dun care wat you tink.
i'm rude? i was never.. but you made me.

- u dun haf to say lyk dat. u dun haf to say it dat way.
dat fucking hurt. i shd be considerate of ur feelings
but u can't do so to mine?
i noe they r ur frenz, who am i aniwae huh?
but tink about it, when they haf problems, they turn to me too.
not juz to u. gif me some credits. i did it out of fun.
even ur frenz laffed along wif me. y u had to be so uptight?
shd i were to go crazy, it would be about many things n one of it is u.
a girl used to haf a crush on u n u sounded so fucking happy.
wat? if she wants u, u let her?
i could experience wat ur fren experience.
i reli dono wat's going on wif my live rite now...

AAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *sob*sob*

went shisha-ing wif... *drum roll pls*
aisya, nur n hafidz, alif, fir, hanif, kin n fauzi, khus, tweet n mon, my dear n myself.
well, i tink i could haf juz say dat
i went out wif my buddies except for khaiRUN n faliq.
damnations, or else, it would be a great turnout.
it was hilarious as usual.
i reli enjoyed myself.
it's been a while aniway..

ARSEnal lifted their cup.
good job for them.
they deserved it.
*boo*

i'm so hungry n sleepy now.

3 books in 2 weeks. not bad.
nur told me, "wah lah, ayu read books sia. aiyah, express student mah."
den i told her, "i'm an ite kid now who enjoys reading."
yeah, i'm no longer in denial. i noe ware i am now
n u noe wat? ite is difficult too u noe!!

i'm not smart but neither am i stupid.
hey, i shouldn't haf said dat.
i am smart n i'm not stupid.
it's juz dat i'm fucking lazy to study.
reli, i did all dis online maths IQ test
n i passed wif extremely flying colours.
reli. i noe i CAN do it,
it juz a matter of whether i WANT to anot.

to those who r so used to reading my blog n laff,
i'm sorie if nowadays my entries r kinda bland.
i kinda run out of my wittyness for a while.
but i noe i'll be back, when i'm finally ok.
till den, watch dis space.

oh yeah, photos for the shisha-ing will be up soon.
wait till i get more from aisya n fir
coz my photos all sux. i'm not a good photographer. :D

morning

nobody went to skool.
when i meant nobody, i reli min, nobody.
i didn't go too obviously.

somebody's willing to sit down
n juz listen to me talk?
i'm willing to pay if u are.
but be prepared to fall asleep,
coz i can talk n talk n talk.

aredi 2 ppl told me i looked lyk Eve
the female black rapper.
one is my brother's gf
and the other is a fren of mine,
whom i called Is Macam2 [Is Anihow].
n both i said, asal bleh je. [anihow]

it's funny how things can change in a heartbeat, in a breath.
true?
dun take things for granted; always appreciate wat u haf.
u nv noe when u'll gonna see the last of those things.
true?

i watched LOTR:The Two Towers juz now wif him.
even my mum told me Orlando's hot.
now i'm feeling so guilty.
i dono who shd i choose, Orlando or Elijah.
coz i've been loving Elijah since he acted The Good Son,
a show he acted when he was 9? 10? yeah.
until now. den along came the other guy,
n my love for him Bloom-ed. so now how?
on one hand is Elijah, the other is Orlando.
Orlando, Elijah. Elijah, Orlando.
headache, headache.

muacks ppl.
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+TAGS+

dian: oit giler.aku pon bosan.

Gyzmo: diammmahhh... cb copycat~!

DiL: hahahaa...same same...

Fuct Up: hahahhaa.. serious? i tot i had offended u or sumthing.

lela: I WILL!!

ju: i heard bout it. tapi tak nampak. u were dere izzit?

Rick: hahahahhaha..okayZ

alif: ya, long tym nv c. last tym we met was on thursday. so long.

beckham: u too..

afizah: tu lah!! mcm takde keje lain gitu.

Rick: sure hurts? dat's an understatement. ahhahahaha..

kyn: yeap! i luv it!!

shidah: 3 words - Oh My God.
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my life is lyk a drama.
well, so does everyone else, i guess.
depend on who are the main characters
n who r juz the extras.
chey bah..

today, the aunties n uncle at the malay food stall fought.
he poured hot oil over the two aunties
n the police even came.
well, i didn't saw it 1st hand
but many ppl told me so....

and while i was on the way home,
i was talking to my baby
when suddenly my eyes caught a police car
wif the siren flashing.
i saw a lot of ppl but i didn't manage to see wat went on.
i told my boy to make a big detour juz to see wat was going on.
yeah, we were THAT kepo. wat to do.
it turned out somebody wanted to jump from the 6th storey multi-story carpark.
the Civil Defence were putting up the big mattress on the ground.
it was sooo noisy.

i hate American Idol.
nah, i do luv dat show but i hate the way Americans were voting dis season.
my dearest sister told me who's being voted out tonite.
my god. bodoh peh Americans.

btw, do u guys notice,
whenever someone in a TV show is having cancer,
n if he hasn't told anione yet,
suddenly someone finds out n more n more ppl knew,
den dat someone will immediately feel weak n paler by the next day.
i min when no one knows, he's strong n healthy n normal.
the moment someone knew, the next day, he will look sick, tired n lethargic.
rite?
u get it?

nitez. i luv my bg song.

gosh. i'm sweating buckets.
if i could wring the clothes i'm wearing,
i could fill out 7 buckets of sweats.
euuww.. anione willing 2 lick the buckets dry?
hahaha.. k, i'll shut up.

aniwae, my DA [Digital Applications] teacher
gave us a worksheet to do.
my group went in, ard 30 mins after the cls started,
n inside the cls, dere were my other clsmates,
which consisted of the Juz Girls group n one of the Juz Boys group.
obviously, they were alredi in the cls way ahead than my Mixture group.
we went in, took the worksheet from the teacher,
asked him if it was alrite if we all go after finishing the paper.
he said yes, we can go provided we finished it.
i looked at the rest,
the Juz Girls group were deep in tots,
n i took a pen n juz anihow write down the answer,
WITHOUT reading the questions [30 altogether]
A, C, C, B, A, B, B, B, C, blah blah.
den i shouted "Finished~!"
the rest looked at me n asked me to do the same to their papers.
:D n den, all of us walked out of the cls after we handed up our papers.
the Juz Girls n Juz Boys group juz look at us.
we were in cls for lyk 10 mins, 30 mins after cls started.
n we were the 1st to go off.
attendance marked juz lyk dat.
woopee~!

after the cls, we went to watch the Inter ITE Floorball.
it hilarious.
but kinda irritating to see all dis girls from the other ITE
checking out the guys from my skool n the guys from the other ITE doing ditto.
i had fun though.
hanif, alif, khus were disturbing the girls who were playing.
"eh dok! save lah dok! eh eh dok! kencing manis pe! dok! eh!"
hahhaa.. great fun. i was behavin lyk one of the guys.

i tink i am keeping to myself more dis days.
*shrug* dono lah..

aniwae, how far does a joke go?
does a person who smile n laff along to her/his frenz joke,
which is inflicted to her/him, means she/he is not offended?
hmm.. eh eh, i'm not the petty one.
i'm fine wif all the guys calling me fat.
they noe i am not fat, but they purposely call me dat to work me up.
clever. :D

eh, i noe i'm irritating.
i noe dat.
n i noe u luv me too, no matter wat rite?
hehhee.. i noe, i was purposely pissing u up.
u luv it don't u?
coz u luv it when i'm being pampered by u.
aiyoh.

cheers ppl.

hey hey.
i'm so beat.
i didn't sleep late last nite
n i woke up at a reasonable time.
but still. haiz. wat's new huh?

aniwae,skool rawks as usual.
eventhough the guys always make fun of me in a good way.
i dun mind at all but today, i was kinda pissed.
maybe my period's cuming.
so dat's probably wat explain my short fuse.
but u noe wat? i still lurve the R toads.
rawks. yeah. irritating but still good. :D

do u guys lyk it if ur bf/gf treats u lyk shit
but they expect u to treat them differently
to how they treat u?
the thing is, they dun realise
they r treating u lyk shit.
they think they r in the rite.
n they cannot accept criticism from u.
when u point it out, they tink dat they did nuthing wrong.
so u haf to accept the fact dat they cannot be changed.
u suffer in silence, wishing dat they will change for the better.
u're feeling shitty, n they tink they r feeling more shittier,
when in fact, they aren't supposed to feel dat way
coz u deserved to feel dat way more than they do.
u were ever so patient. u were ever so tolerant.
wat if one day u explode huh?
u wouldn't want dat, but u can't take it animore.
so how?

eh eh. i juz realised dat i dun understand wat i'm blogging bout.
i tink i MAYBE having my period
coz my stomach's feelin sucky
n my down dere is feeling achy.
god, i shd juz spare the details huh?
i'm so gonna be reprimanded by my sis. heh.
sorie. close ur eyes n erase ur mind. ppl.
cheerios.

p.s: thx nur for the free Clinique stuffs. expensive, but u gif free. siao.
to aisya, jgn marah eh darling, marah bilang. aku kasi balik. uweks. ahahha..

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+TAGS+

aisya: ahaha..abih klakar sak... gerek pe..

DiL & Shidah: ;) muacccckss!

beckham: diam ah.

Seductivz: hey ya~!! muacks to u too!! we'll go out again soon kayz??

ina: tu lah dier~!!! alah..takpe, kite masih tetap bleh tag each other kan kan kan?

tweet: jeng jeng jeng. batcave dah runtoh.

shirah: aku pon tak jambu2. tak tinggi2. tetap aku happy. :D

afizah: tu lah~! tapi lagging seh!!

Alif: huh huh huh pisang.

Blogger's NEW sia...

wah wah wah..
jambu sia blogger.com
for those not using blogspot or blogger,
i guess u guys won't noe wat the heck i'm crappin bout.
heh. i lyk.. but kinda lagging rite?

skool was ok.
i thoroughly enjoyed myself during SW.
dat's PE in ITE terms.
[is ITE the only institute which use SW in exchange to PE?]
well, the gals, minus nur n shikin n sharinah, played floorball.
it was so fucking tiring n yet great fun.
we played according to our rules so it was havoc.
hiting the sticks here n dere.

the highlight of the day was
when washing up tym.
aisya n me took a bath.
i went to my own cubicle n she went into hers
[lyk duh~!]
aniwae, i didn't look up or wat
so when i was fully naked n ready to went under the shower,
i was hit by a strong gush of flowing water.
it hurt reli bad~!!
coz u noe, usually, shower heads have all dis holes
dat when the water flows, it's lyk rain.
rite? can u understand? can? i hope so.
n the shower head in my cubicle didn't haf the head.
so it was lyk one strong straight line of water.
the water hit me n i fell onto the floor.
pain u noe.

den dis aisya wanted my shower foam.
she asked from me n den after dat, i wanted it back.
she told me, "ok, i'm throwing, 1, 2 , 3," *pak!*
i looked down but my bottle of shower foam
was no ware to be found.
so i asked her ware the heck it was.
nur, who was outside, started to laff n laff.
she told me, "ayu, ur foam is beside the toilet bowl in the next cubicle after urs."
oh my god. aisya practically threw it over my cubicle
n landed at the next.
and the cap? IN the toilet bowl.

haiz.

i won't be miting my boy dat much nowadays.
coz he's busy wif his final exams
and since he's graduating,
he gotta finish up all his projects.
i understand. but it's hard man.
aniwae, alot of ppl who's finishing skool,
has received their NS letters.
my boy, who's turning 21, hasn't even receive it yet.
maybe he's exempted. hahahhaa..
if it's true, i will be half happy, half sad.
coz i want him to go thru the hardship of NS.
i have a lot of obstacles dat i nid to overcome when he's in camp.
alot of stories from couples who went thru it all.
*bracing myself*

ok la.
i'll post something readable next tym.
sorie if u all r bored ah. heh.
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+TAGS+

WITCH: ahhahaa.. thank u!! wat an honour!!

alif: wah lau.. cut me some slack lah.. wat kuang kuang kuang~!

lela: hahahhaha.. u? erm, ok den~!! kau joining pe??

T'za: i lurrveeee them too!!! n thx for tagging!!

pinkpeach: hehehee..so do i, so do i.

sally: hey, all d best!!

mas: yesh darling...she's a great entertainer.
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i tink rebecca loos is such a bitch.
when d reporter asked, "how many tyms did u haf sex?"
she answered, "i don't want to answer dat question.
i tink it's blah blah blah to answer questions lyk, 'wat positions, how many tyms..' "
if she tinks it's too personal, intimate a question to answer,
den y the hell she went to the tabloids
to say she had an affair wif becks?
becks admitted having an affair
but he didn't mention wif who.
hmm.. but u noe wat?
i believed her.
she's prepared to go to court. dat's a strong fite.
i dun side her but yeah, i do believed her.
watch out victoria.

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i'm lyk dat. take it or leave it.

i actually managed to watch LOTR: The Fellowship of The Ring.
i'm hooked~~!!!
i'm not ashamed to admit dat~!!
but wat i'm ashamed is dat i disliked the show
b4 i even watched it.
hey, ppl make mistakes k.
dun bite me.
hehehee.. i'm a LOTR virgin.
now, The Two Towers n The Return of The KING!
the show kinda long though...

argh~! i juz hugged my boy real tite juz now
n i noticed he had grown fatter.
i lurve it!! the belly is no longer taut.
hahhaha... he used to be so damn fit.
but i dun care! i lurve if he's fat too!
he told me b4, the reason he's growing fatter
is becoz he's been well taken care of by me.
*applause*
thank u. plz, no nid the claps. *wave*
but den rite, becoz of him, i slp at 5.30 dis morning.
coz he stayed at my place n i had to accompany him.
haiz.nvm. lup u lah dey.

i lurve britney's Everytym.
the vid is helluva awesome one.
i noe she lip-sync but still i lurve her all the same
since she broke into the music industry.

skool's at 10 tmrw.
got dis test wateva lah.
oh well.

new pics.

nitez swithearts.
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+TAGS+

lenny: hahhahaa... thank u... but den, i shd thank the person who made dis skin instead rite? ahhaha.. thx aniwae,
it shows i haf good taste. ahahhahahahahahhaa.. kene bantai ah nie pompan...

WITCH: i noe!! after u mentioned it to me, it seems kinda funny to put ring instead of king. bahahhahaha...

ayshy: hey hey, seen ur blog someware. from who, i forgot. but hey, thx for tagging~!!

fiona: ohh shutttuppp...;)

gyzmo: i noe. uweks. man u 3rd. sux sia.

KrUzGaL: hahaha..same lah kak tinun. dat bitch.

DiL: hahhaa..thx gerl..i'm emo too, so i can totally relate to u.

alif: wah lau. dun say lyk dat plz. u hurt me deep deep. cYa!!

ayu..tag me the score...: hie hie. am i supposed to tag u the score? or is dat juz ur nick? btw, i dunno ur url. who r u? nvm, it's 1-1. :D
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arlo. i'm sleepy.
but i can't slp now coz i haven't taken my bath yet.
juz got back lah.

supposed to mit him today.
but we had an argument.
yeah, wic couple doesn't fite?
aniwae, made a call to din to go out wif me.
he did. aww. switness.
den when we reached town, we bumped into zainol
who in turn were waiting for zal,azhar n hadi.
[dun worie, dey r all my sec skool mates]
called up suria n fadz.
mini reunion. wow.

den while waiting for d couple,
the rest of the guys went to watch Van Helsing
while din n me went to BK for my breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner.
i ordered, food arrived, carried the tray,
BUT!!! BUTT!!! BUT!!!
the blardy drink had to fall to the ground~!!
how fucking embarrassing is dat?
never once my drink fell onto the ground in a public place~~!!
never in my 18+++ yrs on earth!!!
NEVER!!! N-E-V-E-R!!! okok,u got it.
all i could do was apologise, laff, sticked out my tongue,
n get out of the damn counter.
wat can i do rite?
yeah yeah, din laffed n laffed at me.
nabuih.

oh yesh, din, u better take care of dat swit little gf of urs.
she's damn nice. i min it.
n i'm so happy dat i get to see the happier side of u.
she muz be one hell of a girl to be able to do dat.
n ainis, he bullies u, u noe ware to go. :D

but of coz, i had to mit the boy.
i had to. :D
he sent me home. hahahhaha..

i met syikin wif fauzi n ain in town, separately.
was told aisya n hanifn khai were in town too.
wah...

man u had to draw.
3rd place. pathetic.

now i'm hungry.
i nid my supper.

*yawn* nite lovelies.
i min morning.

for Survivors fans [got dis thru the net]:

a lot of people on a lot of message boards do not like Rob. They don't like his "Robfather" persona and all that comes with it. But ya know, it is a perfect fit. I mean, after he wins immunity, Tom damn near kills himself to apologize. And on the beach, Tom says, "You tell me" and "I'm just a pawn." I mean, Rob doesn't set himself up as the Godfather. All the people around him do. They are all so scared to cross him that they're willingly being led to the slaughter. I am absolutely amazed at the power this guy holds over people for no real reason at all.

u tell me, how fucking true, naive n stupid is dat?? i hate rob. n amber. the rest r making themselves respect dis 2 for nuthing. bodoh sia.

i juz finished reading a book i borrowed from the library.
it's amazing how a book can make u want to live in the fictional world.
haiz. the real world ain't romantic enuf.
not as romantic as wat were being written in books.

i WILL not gonna miss the Rebecca Loos' story on TV.
plz. i hope not.
anione who noes my number, cd u plz sms or call me 15 mins b4 the shows starts?
yeah, i'm kepo. i want to noe all juicy gossips.
yeah, i'm mad about beckham coz of his looks.
yeah, i'm mad about beckham coz of his crosses too.
yeah, i used to lyk beckham first before supporting man u.
yeah, i'm sad dat beckham is now at real
n prolly will join an english club.[all clubs r obviously man u's rival.]
now? hell no, i'm not watching soccer or supporting man u becoz of beckham or cute guys.
but yeah, they are a great eye candy n they mean no harm. at all. :D

for the 1st tym ever yesterday,
i watched a little bit of Lord Of The Ring.
wat's the 3rd one called? Return of the Ring? or King?
i tink it's Ring. wateva.
aniwae, it was OK. not bad.
Orlando n Elijah r the reasons actually.
okok, the show was alrite. i admit i was kinda hooked.
dowan to admit to my boy. coz he damn mad bout dat show.
persuading me lyk hell to watch it.
when i did watch it for a while, he was glancing at me
n smiling triumphly as though he had juz won
for making me even watch a little part.
the characters r all freaks.

ware shd i go tmrw wif him?
i've got no idea!!

gd nite swities.

dah lah. penat ah. dah ilang idea. bye.
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+TAGS+

kyn: gd nite kyn!!!

kakak: ahakz. mum told me n YOU so. :P~

ayesha: sumbat lah kau banyak2. jadi lame2 kau kaye. hahahaha..

fifi: weEeeeeEeEe~!!

Rick: ARLO!! being punk`d is nothing to be congratulated of!!!

refiona: fi!!! n the big girl misses u!!! hahahahah...

herda: thank u so much~! but i duno if i'm up for it. i min to cook it. haiz..

alif: oioi!! ya lah.. wanna try cooking for a change. wait u c me cooking at the makcik's stall.

wreCk: hahahhahaha.. i'll pass!! gd nite!!

aydah: biaselah.. ayu pe... k, takde link langsong siak..

told ya dat i'll haf something to blog about
when i reach home.

i was punk'd by hanif.
wanna noe?

well, my fren, wabul wanted to borrow my fone.
so reluctantly, i gave him my fone
n i waited for the lift
while he went to take the stairs.
when the lift arrived, nur, alif, tweet, fir, khai n me went inside.
whilst inside, nur's fone rang n it was my number.
she picked it up n den when she put it down,
she told me dis,
"eh ayu, org nie ckp, 'kalau kau nak hp kau balik, dtg canteen.' aku tak tahu sape ah~! dier tanak bilang!"
(eh ayu, dis person said if u want ur hp back, go to the canteen. i haf no idea who it is. he doesn't wanna tell)
n so, i, shaken wif anger, stormed out of the lift n went straight for the canteen.
i didn't see wabul
n i dialled my number many tyms.
i was on the verge of crying
when suddenly, dis toad a.k.a hanif came to the canteen n ask,
"eh, whose hp is dis ah?" wif his cheeky face n smile.
i ran after him n i almost wanted to beat the daylights out of him.
but i stopped myself.
:D dat was a good one. a reli good one.
i was kinda frustrated but i knew i was angry becoz he got me.
*standing ovation*

aniwae, i burnt 3 of my fingers.
yesh, u heard it rite. burnt.
wif my soldiering soldering stuffs.
wah lau. painful lyk fuck sia.
n the dear can only kiss it. wah lau.
not even a word of comfort. wah lau.
i feel so disabled. coz i can't even shampoo my hair.
wah lau.

the household is overwhelmed wif kiasuism
when the new washing machine n my bro's tv arrived juz now.
the old washing machine is of my age, it's 19 dis yr. wow.
n my mum is scratching her head on how to operate on the new one.
ahakz.

klah ppl. haf fun. gd nite~! weekend is approaching~!!

ehekz. Chelsea drew wif Monaco.
2-2. so dat brought the aggregate 5-3 to Monaco.
sorie to dis dude.
i dowan to diss him. congrats to chelsea for gettin dis far thou.
yeah,i'm mad about my soccer.

aniwae, the bus ride to skool was suffocatting~!!
it was raining outside n it was cold
but when i board the bus,i was hit by hot air
coz the aircons were either not switched on or were spoilt.
in either case, they shd juz fix it 1st n den let ppl ride on it rite?
wat if someone farted? the smell would linger longer than u can say, "ayu is a very cute girl."
haiz.

today i'll be ending my cls at 6pm.
but it won't be an exact 6
coz my DA teacher is easy to be persuaded.
in short, he can be bullied ard.
haha. we r all bad.

klah, i'll blog again later when i haf the tym.
prefer updating at home than in skool
coz by den, alot of stuffs will be on my mind
so i can blog about it when i get back home.
am i repeating myself here?
no? yes? do i care? yes.

haf a great tym werking/skooling/slacking ppl.
muaX.

btw, am i fat?
i'm 147cm tall n 40kg.
i dun tink so. :D
suckers clsmates i haf..

wow. debatable subject on the previous entry huh?
hey, lyk i've said, take all dis wif a pinch of salt.
i love debates. thx for all the taggings.
u all rawk~!

to aydah, yeah, we juz wanna noe. thank u for agreeing wif me.

alif, wat aisya said is true. u guys r scared dat some other guys would take us away,
hey, so do we. we haf the same insecurities as u guys do.
n yesh, bitches nowadays r more daring n open
n sumtyms, they r the ones who make the 1st moves.

u guys find it hard to trust us,
well, so do we.
wat goes ard, comes ard.

n shidah, ahakz. dat's between u n ahmad.
i can't interfere wif ur arrangements.
i juz want the both of u to last forever.
dun 4get to invite me for ur wedding. ;)

wateva happens,
we noe, deep down, u guys still love us girls.
we can't live without men n vice versa.
no matter how modernise a woman is,
she nid a man by her side, somehow.
humans r weird~!!

but i juz want guys to noe dat
women r naturally soft hearted n weak.
but we r strong enuf to take burdens on our dainty shoulders.
so dun take fucking advantage.
dun treat us lyk shit n expect us to feel alright wif it.
if u want respect, earn it!
u respect us, den we will respect u.

wow. i'm so full of angst.
i tink my boy tinks i'm so over.
i tink i can apply for a post at the Women's Rights Committee (?) thingy.

gd nite people~!

tot of dis while on the way home
from skool on the bike.

if u're happier wif ur frenz than wif ur gf/bf,
i tink singlehood is a better bet for u.
if u're happier wif ur gf/bf than wif ur frenz,
dat's not love, it's a feeling of loneliness for u.

u dun nid to be wif ur significant other everyday, every sec,
juz to prove ur love or to show ur love.
giving each other tym n space for themselves,
dat's wat love all about.

god, wish i could use the same advice on myself.
ahakz. i'm a freak. i love 2 see my bf everyday.
kuang kuang kuang~!

juz some things i tink guys shd noe about us gals
[different girls, different opinion.take dis wif a pinch of salt]:

we girls, trust our guys.
but even so, we expect them to tell us wat they r doing.
not every detail but major ones,
lyk ware r they going, wif who.
dat's all.

we're not trying to control their lives.
we juz wanna noe.
dat's all.

we dun care if u're gonna be back late,
but if u r, bring us along if u can~!

we dun care if dere r girls in ur group,
but make sure she's attached or
she never even had a crush on u.

we dun care if you're going clubbing on a boy's nite out,
but if u r, make sure u call us at least once every minute/hour/sec,
n strictly, no grinding wif other gals.

we dun care if u're chatting at MSN/IRC etc
but if u're chatting wif ur ex or sum other gals,
DAT, we do wanna noe.

lyk i've said, we juz wanna noe.
not controlling ur lives.
paranoid?
dat us gerls.
take it or leave it.

another thing, juz try putting urselves in our shoes.
trying imagining us doing all dat.
sure, u may say, "aiyah, i won't mind."
but if we reli do the things dat u do, would u say dat again?
my answer would be a big N-O!

guys r much more far worse than girls if they behave lyk girls.
trust me.
u guys would call us up every now n den, checking on us.
so, if u want a peace loving relationship, dun do stuffs dat we hate.
n we won't do stuffs dat YOU hate.

dis entry is strictly not shot at my boyfren.
he's a great guy. but since he falls on the "GUYS" category,
i should jolly well chuck him in as well.
read dis dear? ;)

oh well, another long n pointless entry dat i tink i shd juz erase.
but i won't. coz it would be a waste of my fucking energy.
gd nite peeps. muaX.

+TAGS+

sally: hey ya~!thx alot!

afizah: dah tukar dah lagu!! but i oso lyk the previous song too!

herda: hahahhaa.. sembarang lah, tak cerewet~!

dian: kau pon terbiat. mcm aku.

.::aiman::. : u too~!

kyn: u too.. tk cr of the stomach kays.

aydah: thank u darling!

Tini: yeah, true rite? touching but true. thx for tagging.

Gyzmo: nice kan? mcm aku.. aku tahu..

tweet: hahahahaha... kinky, kinky. wait u kena ah, den u cry u noe!

alif: siao. cb. u tk cr too

wreCk: i hate tuesdays!! n thursdays.

fie: oik oik~!

eEge: red bull n sleeping pills? confirm high giler babi. aci lu ah.

Rick: thx for tagging~! i'll link u up too kayz?

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the only thing dat i'm lookin forward to for a long tym
has been dampened.

i was reli looking forward to it.
reli as in reeeeelliiii. geddit? yeah.

my fault? am i in the wrong?
i'm being controlled?

hmm.. headache lah. headache.
u're not the only one having it.

my heart's broken.
can u hear it shattering?

y the fuck wld i be happy
if the 1 person dat i 1 2 be dere is not dere?

y the fuck shd i go
if the 1 person dat i 1 2 be dere is not dere?

hmm.. shd i bottle up my feelings den?
bottled up or not, i still lose the fight.

wat u want sia?
nvm. i still love u lah. dun worie.

alamak... irritating u noe feeling lyk dis.
fucked up one kind sia.

we ok aredi. i noe.
but i'm not ok seh.. dat one u dono. rite?

oh ya. new layout. grey n white. nice
simplicity at its best. relek je colour. maintain je layout.

ehekz. i can still make jokes when i'm sad.
siao charbo.

i can't slp ah.
11 sleeping pills plz. thx.

ware did i go wrong?

u almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines.

u almost made me cry again this time.

I buried myself alive on the inside.

fuck. i hate to be sad.

oh ya. happy 10th month anniversary to u.

*line 2, 3 n 4 are juz lyrics from The Used - Buried Myself Alive.
but they represent how i'm feeling rite now.
thank god for lyrics. i dun nid to beat ard the bush.

another thing.
i knew i started skool at 11 today.
i knew.
but i dono y i asked my mum to wake me up at 10
instead of the usual 9.15.
when i was in the toilet bathing at 10.40
den did it dawn on me dat i was supposed to have cls at 11 not 12.
bodoh kan?
i noe. today is my bodoh day.
fuck it.

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In a survival situation, you:	Run like hell
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no matter how much i hate to admit it, i'm afraid it's a bit true. especially the weakness part. spooky~!


i'm sooo sad dat Leeds is being relegated.
beside man u, dat is the 2nd team i support.
hope smith will come to man u. haiz..

klah, nite lovelies.

read my latest phlog.
haizz..
emo mah..

too shagged to go out.
the boy is not free either.
oh well.

alah..wait got story,
i blog again k.
for now, gd day pplz~!

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+TAGS+

alif: ya. i go shisha. ya. man u lost. ya. i sian.

aisya: ehhhhhh minah.. lu jgn mcm2 tau...

sop: tu lah~!! same lah!!irritating kan!!

aiman: hhehehee.. i noe~! real main mcm ape seh.. aniwae, i noe,i'm swit rite? hahahhaa..
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//edited

Hoobastank's The Reason vid has got nuthing 2 do wif the song.
but doug robb is soooo yummy~!!

i luv my boyfren. <3

juz got back home. from shisha-ing wif the boy.
dead beat. reli.
i can juz lie on my bed n fall ZzZzZ.
but no, dis asshole here still wanna update her blog
which she can do so when she wakes up.
i'm so weird. but hey, weird is not a strong word to describe me.
i nid a stronger word.. hmm..

oh ya, another stupid story of mine.
i went to my cuzzen chalet at costa sands juz now
wif 2 of my cuzzens n my sister.
while waiting for the bus to arrive at pasir ris interchange,
i took out my clear plastic "wallet" wif my pass inside
n played n flipped it.
so when i board the bus, i tapped my ezlink
n to my horror, my boy's pic was gone~!!
i looked at the railings ware i stood juz now to wait for the bus,
and dere u haf it, my boy's pic on the ground, all alone.
i pushed past the ppl who were also boarding the bus
n i said to the driver, "uncle, wait ah~!!wait!!"
n i alighted n pick up the dear photo.
i went up the bus, n my cuzzens n sister were laffing n laffing lyk mad.
i explained to them bout my frantic behaviour,
"i imagined him all alone, ppl stepped on him, spit on him, kicked him"
oh yeah, i can't belif i lalmost left my dear all alone in pasir ris.
my cuz was lyk, "it's juz a photo~!!"
heh. i'm so swit rite? n pathetic.
hhehehehe...

aniwae, lyk sop,
i'm having dis dry cough
ware i tend to feel itchy in the throat.
i hate dis kind of cough coz
it kinda disrupt ur sleep u noe.
n yesterday morning, at 7,
i actually cried while coughing coz
it was so damn bad n itchy!!
wish i could tk out my throat n scratch it.
yum.

i haven't eaten from 1pm till now.
hungry lyk a fuck.
i can't get animore skinnier.
i want to be fat. i'm only 40kg.
yeay.

i can't belif it.
man u lost again.
to blackburn.
go lah nistelrooy,go to Real.
man u makes my heart bleed.
but i still support u guys.

n i also can't belif
dat it's sunday aredi.
how fast does tym goes by.
n it will be a skoolday on monday.
which i'm so looking forward to.
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+TAGS+

kyn: ya lor~! u n alif influence me lah!!

aiman: hey hey~! u too!!

fiona: yeap girl, ilu too!!

alif: sniff for wat? ok lah, sniff for man u lost k. yesh frenster gonecase sia..
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u noe wat..
nie hah nak bilang nie hah..[inside joke]
i won a pair of invites
to the XBOX Live Launch
ware i can win prizes dere.
but the damn event is over
coz it was held yesterday
and i checked my email today~!!
wooohooo~!!
*applause*

do u guys sumtyms feel
lyk u juz wanna chyll n curl up in ur bed wif a book
and not do anything
even on a saturday?
well, today is one of the days i feel lyk dat.
but i wanna watch Dawn of The Dead~!

i'm watching Billboard Awards rite now.
chingy's dere~!!
ehekz..

klah, gotta go.
haf a great weekend ppl~!

oh btw, friendster's gone crazy~~!!!

the uncle's OK!! woohoo~!!

aniwae, i didn't folow the clasmates go out today.
damn. i miss the fun n laughter.
n cum monday, confirm they will talk n talk about it.
i'll feel left out.
oh well. next tym.
sumtyms things didn't go as wat u plan.

but i did mit the boy.
follow him to his soccer practices.
as usual, laffter wif his frenz.
crazy heads. fun.

yassin restaurant has the most delicious chicken porridge
i've ever eaten.
sorie mum.
n yeap, i ate chicken porridge wif hot milo at 1215 in the morning.
n when i reached home, i was a farting train.
woohoo~!!

i cut my hair.
mum,bro n sis said it still look the same.
but i can feel the difference.
I saw the difference.
i forced my baby to say he saw the difference.
hahahhaa.. or else, i'll feel the $16 waste.
but he did see the difference.
he was dere wif me.
hahaha.. i sounded lyk i gave birth n he was dere wif me in the delivery room.
siao~!

klah,sleeping now lovelies.
btw, i am still farting away as i am typing away on the keyboard.
thank god the bro is aslp.
or else he'll throw me out of the room.
ahakz~!
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+TAGS+

aydah: hahahhaha.. i care about becks too!!!

DiL: precisely~! who r dey man!!

eEge: eh..kite nye suke lah...

afizah: hahahahahhahaha..isk!! malu lah kite!!!

.::aiman::. : u too k!

zad: thanx u.. hahaha.. thank u.. rawk on too.. \m/

herda: hhajhhahahahaha... *wink*

sally: saye nie terbiat aje.. hahahahha..

alif: diammmahhh... y? jeles izzit i cute? nb cb..

beckham: hahahahhaha.. tu makenye slenger sak!!!

ju: hey darling~!! u too!!! tk cr k!!

*sorie for all the laughters in my replys for tags. u guys juz rawk man!! thank u everyone!!
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i didn't watch William Hung's mtv.
forgot lah babe!!