yawn..

the weekend is near~!!!
i can't wait coz it's tym to party~!!!
hahahhaa..hendrix on saturday ppl?

aniwae, i've bin drinking the cough syrup, "obat batok cap ibu dan anak,"
n gosh~ dat thing is knocking me out dead early at nite.
i'll be aslp from 9+ onwards.
n dat too, i can't wake up for skool at 6.30am.
hope i won't be addicted to it..
i noe i won't coz the thing is nasty man.
the taste juz freaking sux.

5 more days till it's wednesday..
n he shaved his head aredi.
so now, it looks lyk he is AREDI in NS.
hahhahaa.. so cute..
but so sad...  

no one deserves dis shit.
no one.

n rite now, i seriously haf no idea wat to do in cls.
i'm so dead.

it seems dat almost all the ppl in group has bought the new uniform.
the white colour is the best one among the rest of the shitty colours.
the guys version is better than the girls
n dis is one of those days ware i feel being a guy is better than a girl.
argh.

n juz lyk shidah,
plz dun ever mess wif me when i'm hungry.
i swear i'll turn into hulk.

klah, haf ur fun on ur weekends.
i hope i will.
tataX.

argh

i'm havin a cold rite now
n it's dripping lyk a tap.
been trying my best to sniff it all back here.
i sound lyk a chipmunk n the rest of the toads r making fun of me.
oh well..

aniwae, hoobastank is cuming.
i wanna go but not as much as i wanted to go to linkin park.
siloso beach, 7.30pm, 14th august.
tix are at 59 n 79 bux.
10% discount for students.
not a big fan but still feels lyk going..
siao..

skool is becuming harder n harder.
haf a project due next week,wednesday.
haiz..

aniwae, the com at home is being repaired.
argh~!!!

oklah ppl, tk cr..
n i'm still so gonna miss my baby boy.
arghhhhhhh~!!

monday...

so it's a monday once again..
a whole new week..
n soon, a whole new month..
4th of august is getting closer n closer by the day..
n the more i tink of it, the more upset i'll be..

tot i could be strong n not tink so much of him going ns.
tot i could enjoy myself to the core if he's not here.
but no, i couldn't bring myself to pretend dat he's at home,
juz a call away...
sure, u guys may tink, "he'll be back b4 u noe it. he's juz going for national service."
true, but for someone who's so into her bf more than frenz
n for someone who's enjoy being wif her bf alot,
national service makes it all hard for dis someone to not mit her bf for 3 weeks.
i've bin complacent in miting him almost everyday.
so i guess it's kinda my fault dat i can't let go.

it's even harder when we're being dis tight wif each other.
i've bin sooo damn happy n secure wif him nowadays.
all those shits we've bin thru, made us stronger.
how the hell am i gonna pull thru 3 whole weeks without his calls, his voice, his kisses n cuddles?

damn i'm gonna miss calling him up n tell him all about my day in skool,
the antics of the R toads, gossiping about his frenz, my frenz.
damn it, i'm gonna cry now..

aniwae, the internet connection at home is up n running,
but guess wat?
the com cannot be switched on.
there's a virus or sumthing..
hahhaa, trust humans to blame everything on viruses
when sumthing goes wrong wif their gadgets.

n yesterday, followed him to his soccer tournament at sengkang sec
n they lost 6-2~!!!
hahahhaha...

haiz.. klah, i'll update later...
till den ppl, cYa.

 

My FreNs PoSt

Yeah!!! Finally, we can update at Ayu's blog. So yeah!!!
THis is Alif, Hanif and Fir, taking over Ayu's blog.
So yeah,
it's my turn!!!!!
School has been great. After all, we can update Ayu's blog.
So let me talk about myself.
I have been receivnig low marks for my malay in my blog.
Nabey you know
Ok ah. But I know I'm good at it.
Macam orang² melayu zaman dinosaur selalu kater, "KENCHANG SEY".
Hah. OK now Hanif turn arh.
Over to you Hanif......

hie my name is hanif.I am in ite mac.Currently studying multimedia.ok..call me ok.aniwei ayu is letting us write her blog,we never abuse her or aniting okie...dah lah...lazy ah wan to type!!!
now is fir turn to write...
over to you fir.....

Hahaha.. Im writing in ayu blog.. My name is Fir, a.k.a. PHYR.. same pronounciation lah.. View my blog ah at http://erased.blogspot.com..  Ayu is a nice gerl, share her password, money and even her post..Wait Aisya ask me to wrote this."Aisya is cute and pretty and ever so lovely! Ayu is a cheecky gerl but i love her we are lesbian.." back to me, she even let us share her boyfren.. This kind of fren we also got..Hahaha...

WeEe~!

i've been wanting to update since a long long tym.
but i can't coz 1) the home com is still not up n running,
2) those "dear" toads in class kept disturbing me n my blog.

aniwae, the boy's bdae was 2 days ago.
so fast.
but yeah, it was fun.
we watched mean girls n it was hilarious~!
wanted to watch i,robot but the tix cost 7.50 each.
for someone who was on a tight budget, it was expensive.

after the movie, we walked ard clarke quay
n took sum nonsensetical pics.
hahaha.. it was hilarious.

so, juz wanna tell my boy dat, yesh, u can watch R21 movies aredi,
yesh, u can vote for the government,
yesh, u can go to pubs/clubs for 21 yr old n above,
yesh, u r officially an adult.
but no, i'm not jealous.
juz dun gloat in front of me~!!
hahahhaa... irritating ah...

but thanx for the great tym taking pics/talking cork/teasings.
it was great.
it's bin a long tym since we both reli did all dat rite?
u've bin making me happy. thank u...

n to his 3rd bro, haris, happy belated bdae..

n blogger.com has a new look, again.

11 more days till ur serving the nation. how fast.. ;_;

n 10 more days till our 13th mth.

n 1 more week till we par-teh!!!!! woohoo~!!

till den ppl, take care n happy weekend~!!

arghhhh

2 more weeks to go till the boy says good bye to me.
uwekkk.. been feeling very secure wif him nowadays.
dat's good. or izzit bad?
coz i'm scared dat i'll may burst into tears when he goes ns.
at least if we were fighting,
i won't feel dat sad if he goes.
hmmm...

the show Sisters kinda ok lah.
not worth watching it for 8.50 bux.
wasted ah didn't watch Mean Girls when i had the smackeroos.
well, wat to do.

n yesh, even I, myself, miss my own ramblings.
even I, myself, miss updating my own blog.
even I, myself, miss everything about the virtual world.
can't wait for the bro's pay so the connection will be up n running.
till den, PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ wait for me ppl~!!
n continue tagging plz~~!!!

didn't go for Baybeats.
too tired n too out of the way.
heard it was great.
again, i missed out on sumthing fun.

n 2 more days till the boy turns 21.
he asked me if i will be buying him anything.
NO WAY~! told him dat i bought him a T for our anniversary aredi
n it cum his bdae pressie as well n he shd be grateful about it.
well, dat shut him up. hahaha.. sorie baby.

n for the 1st tym ever, i ate breakfast today~!
even dat i was chewing a slice of skippy covered bread for a whole 15 mins.
mum was lyk, "r u gonna eat dat anot? y so slow?"
n i drank Milo.
*pat* bad choice.
immediately, the whole breakfast came out from the backside.
hahahha.. ok, i'll spare u all the details.

MCC. quite a fun subject.

klah, i tink dat's all for today.
i'll continue again tmrw.
n plz, no spastic boy for today.
yeap, my boy will protect me from him.
thank u darl.
urgh.

n i've gained 2 kg.
so i'm 41kg now.
ok fine, i'm fat. wateva. i luv to eat.
hahahhaa..

till den. bye~!

i nid internet

ok, basically, the com in skool juz sux big tym.
i miss my home com.
i miss it so much.
i nid to change my blogskins.
i nid to change alot of shits.
so basically, i nid to change alot of stuffs.

but u noe wat?
i luv skool.
i luv everythhing about skool.
especially the R Toads.
shd i change the R Toads to X Toads?
hahahaha.. nah, they r known as R Toads always.

oklah, i nid to study.
yesh, i'm studying. hahaha..
haiz..
sian lah skool.1 to 6 very sian.bye.
1-6 is
1
1-

funcore~!

had a great tym in skool although only 8 ppl came.
aisya,hanif,kin,fir,faliq,alif,khai n me.
den khai went off n aisya n hanif will be going off later.

during our 1 hour break, dis spastic guy came
n sat down wif us under the void deck.
he was from dis Spastic wat skool lah.
n he said he lyk me.
he made a date wif me at 7 today n he wanna kiss me.
the rest of the toads juz egged him on to reveal wat he wanna do to me.
hahahahha.. nabei chibye. we were sooo bad..
asking him to reveal his nipples n all..
hahahaha.. n dat dude looked at me lyk a pervert.
rite alif?
eeeee...

so, i've changed my links n my title aredi.
ya, i've changed my password too.
n to anyone who add me in Friendster,
plz wait awhile b4 my internet connection will be ok k.
thx.

n i luv u too..

gd day ppl. :D

links

yeah, see all the links of my r toads at my blog.
dear them change it all.
ok fine, i haf ryan of the oc in khai,
alif is cute. ya lah ya lah, cuter than me lah..
hanif is hensem.. *rolls eyes*
n fir, erm..i dono..
so, yeah, basically, they did all dat. NOT ME.

moral of the story?
dun gif anione ur password. hahaha..

yawn...

in my MCC cls rite now.
teacher is explaining to us
but here i am updating my blog.
i miss my com at home.

aniwae, kinda regretted not going to SO7 concert.
coz i heard dat it was a blast.
oh well, next tym..
if there is a next tym...

the boy has agreed to watch "Mean Girls" wif me.
when, i dono.
i tink he said it juz to make me happy.
hhahah..oh well..

2nd yr gonna be so hard.
nid to buy books, my concession.
haiz.. $$$ again..

oh yeah, i nid some girlfrenz.
interested, can apply at my tagboard.
thank u. :D

klah, i'll update again later..

//EDITED
OK I UPDATE AGAIN!! haha told ya
gosh.. sin ma models r so last semester..
my frenz n i wanna find new victims to terrorise.
n once again, interested plz tag me.

n to ayesha,
u dun haf to apply. u r one of my girlfrenz.
i juz nid sum more girls to add on to the list.
wahhahwa. siao.. bye.

i'm back..

i'm ok aredi..
i took my temperature at an hourly interval yesterday.
the highest recorded was 38.6 deg cels.
i felt reli hot~!

but it was good lying in bed all day n not skooling.
yeah, i still haven't get used to the fact dat hols over.

so rite now, i'm in skool.
2nd yr is sooo hard~!!!
juz bot my PC Architecture labsheet
n gosh.. let's juz say, we'll handle it when it comes.
till den, let's forget about it.

so wateva u read at the end of the previous post after the "bye",
u shd noe who is the bugger who typed all dat.

to the dan who tagged me:
did we fuck?
hmm..wrong gal..

till den ppl, take care.. i'll be back on another day.
tada.

2nd yr rawks.

i can't update animore at home
coz my internet connection had been temporarily cut off.
so now i haf to depend on the skool com
to update my blog.
i'll juz haf to wait lor..

aniwae, skool has been great.
we spent mostly our tym outside the skool
eating n drinking n talking cork.
of coz lah, it's only the 2nd day of skool wat..
but when we start studying,
i'm sure the teacher will bombard us wif more assignments n projects.
we juz haf to prepare ourselves for it.
if we want to.

i'm in mmt2x.
so ugly.
it looked kinda obscence duncha think so?


i have to go now.
the ever so lovely alif is making me irritated.
so... erm.. yeah.. he's pressing
enter
every
ware
.


bye.

Alif cuter then ayu
KhaiRUN!! not khairin looks like Ryan.. you!! know!! the oc!! u dono!! ???!! hah!! NOW U NOE!!!!! KHAI IS SO DAMN BERG!! No. not KHAIRIN!! BUT KHAIRUN!!!! WHASHAHAHAHAH..
K now i write for fir..
About Fir. Fir is a gadget boy, he so damn berg!! OMG!_(&$!( I was like "WOO" and he was like "WEE" so yeah. its all cool.
About Hanif. Hanif is actually very berg...... dot. dot.. dot..
BUT PLEASE DON' TELL HIM!!!!!!
OKAY AISYA SAY ALIF KENTOOOOOTTT!!!!!! BUT I DON BELIVE!(&$(!&$!$@* AISYA ANYHOW!! WHY I TYPE ALL IN CAPS!!!!?!??!?! I ALSO DONO>>!!!)!*!)*#!~~~~ OK LA!! MAK AKU DAH MARAH!!! AKU NAK KENA PEGI AH DOK DOK DAN DOKKETTE DOKKETE SKALIAN!! ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBHT_W)()@(!_!_!_!
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ!!! WOOO. AKU TAU ABC. K LA I ADMIT> ALIF U CUTER THEN ME OKIE!! OKAY BYE!! BYE!!!

finale~!

i'm so fucken estatic
dat i'm starting my 2nd yr tmrw~!
yeah, a 2nd yr student... :D
i dono y, but i am sooo looking forward to skool..
haiz..i miss it soo much.

n so the final of EURO 2004 is tmrw morning.
Portugal vs Greece.
got a feeling the home team will clinch it.
but u noe wat?
i reli hope dat the Greeks will kick the Portuguese's asses.
n i reli reli want to hear the whole stadium quietens.
but of coz, my ultimate hope is
dat i'll be able to wake up fresh tmrw for skool~!

serena williams lost to dat maria sharapova, a 17 yr old gorgeous girl.
go to my sister's blog n check out her pic.
u won't belif she's 17 n how gorgeous she is.

30 more days till the boyf becomes a man.

gd nite ppl. dis girl gtg n slp.

ahakz

how did i spend my 1st anniversary wif him?
well, it was as normal as ever.
juz the usual wishes n cuddles n kisses n..yeah, dat's about it.
as normal as can be.

he fetched me, got onto his bike,
went to marina to check out the movie listings,
marina did not haf Around The World in 80 Days.

so we went to Plaza Singapura.
all separate seats.
walk n walk n walk,

den went to shaw house [or izzit tower?? at beach rd dere?]
n the show was on the 9.45pm slot.
too late, so lazy to wait.
rounding2.

went to his place, wait for him to pass motion,
den we went to bugis to check the movie listings.
only Godsend n Spidey2 were on the list.

finally we decided to eat at Fish & Co.
i lurveee one of the girls werking dere.
she was soooo cute~!!
so bubbly,so cheerful n frenly!!
she was as short as me but definitely prettier.
even the boyf said so. n i noe he's rite!

the boyf treat me.
he got his pay, but it's almost finish.
werk to pay off motorcycle instalments, fines etc.
haizz... n he's not dat well-off.
so almost every cents counts for him.
he should count his blessings dat he got me,
a low maintenance n not fussy girlfren. :D

the cutest was, when we left the restaurant,
he stopped for a while n he gave me $5!!
it was his anniversary n belated bdae gift for me!
hahaha.. i noe u guys may say, "wat? only 5 bux?? n u bot him an adidas shirt?"
lyk i've said, he's not well-off, n every cents counts.
he got a complicated background, to say.
so yeah, dat 5 bux mins alot to me. dun tink i wanna spend it. :D

n behold!! my boyfren, mohammad hanis bin yusoff, will be serving the nation on 4th august 2004.
he received his confirmation later juz now.
i was sooo happy for him n kept stroking his hair n said, "dah besar anak mak.."
dat put a smile on his face, a paiseh smile.. hahhaha..
he will be in the army for infantry at bukit panjang camp.
i'm soo gonna miss him. 1 more month to go baby.
muackss.. *sob*

happy 1st anniversary...

how tyms flies.
pejam kelip pejam kelip
one yr aredy..

so today is the day both of us became boyfren n gerlfren.
no questions of, "will u be my girl" or "i want to sound u stead" shits.
he knew i hate those. so cliched, so cheesy.
to say dat i knew it was cuming would sound so thick-skinned of me.

many ppl had asked me how did i get to noe him,
Mohammad Hanis Bin Yusoff, aka bones to his frenz?
read only if u wanna noe. if u dun, dun haf to.
it's so obvious it's gonna be a long story.
dun force urself if u dowan to. :D

well, we got to noe each other thru the IRC in 2001.
i wasn't the kind who would reli chat wif anione i dono in private.
but dat one particular day, i changed my nick to LuvsManU7.
n i was sooo bored while waiting for the FA Cup match between Aston Villa n Man U dat i started going to the main screen of #Melayu n typed: man u rulez. yeah, i'm a girl.

dis person came up to me n chatted wif me.
turned out, it was 2 guys, him n farid.
they chatted wif me, bombarding me wif insults of man u.
i was kinda pissed but at the same tym, happy
to be chatting as myself instead of the usual intro and pauses.
finally, we had a bet. they told me man u would lose,
while obviously urs truly bet for a man u win.
well well, wat do u noe, man u won 3-2 after being 2 goals down.

the 3 of us made plans to mit at Toa Payoh Entertainment Center,
ware the likes of me n my sec skool frenz lyk fiona loved to hang out at.
the 2 of them came down, n we chatted for a while.
dat tym, i was wif my ex. but i was kinda attracted to him.
but i didn't reli tink about it.

so, they asked me to go to the movies wif them
since they lost the bet.
i juz told them a straight no, coz i wasn't the kind to take ppl's $$ dat way.
they insist but i still said no.
i told them dat i juz wanna make frenz n mit them.
they respected that n they went off.

we kept in contact for lyk a few mths.
i talked on the fone mostly to farid
coz he was the more outspoken one.
occassionally did i talk to my boy.

den one day, the calls juz suddenly stopped.
i stopped calling them n they finally got the drift dat i got a bf
n they too stopped calling me.

dat was it. we lost contact for a yr.
no news at all.
well, there was news on my side, but i'm not gonna elaborate on dat.

on a particular day ard june 2003,
i was on my MSN when i tot of clickin on his MSN to juz chat wif him
n asked him how he was doing. [i had his msn all along but i juz couldn't be bothered to chat wif him.]
juz as i was about to do so, he clicked on me 1st!!
it was soo telephatic.
we chatted, it was juz lyk the old tyms.

we met up, juz him n another fren,
wifout farid who was studying in australia at dat tym.
went to the esplanade n juz talk.

i asked him out to watch Ju-On wif me on an another day.
den subsequent outings include my 18th bdae pit,
my daily groceries to compass point, his soccer matches etc.

on a particular outing to the airport,
we sat down reli close, n he hugged me.
he put his face in my hair n rubbed his nose on my cheeks,
but the kiss i was expecting didn't come. LOL!

dat day, we offically held hands.
we held hands n hug for the 1st tym.
the kiss? nah..not dat day.
hahahhahahaa.. so we chose 030703 as the date we both became bf n gf.
no questions watsoever. automatic.
..............................................

we've been thru so many ups n downs during dis one yr.
we took tym off, n got back together, took tym off again n got back together.
i noe we both had changed one way or another.
dere was a point of tym ware i tot dat was it.
but it wasn't it. i knew we were both too rush n harsh.
chances given n taken away.
we went thru it all.
u had bin a great bf. i'm not too sure about myself though.
wateva it is, it had been one hell of a great 1 yr.
the tears n laughters that we shared, it can't be replaced by anithing or anione.
if our journey together was to end today, i'll be sad
but i noe i am glad we once had shared a special bond together.
thank u for everything.
1 yr may not sim long to others, but for me, it seems dat i've known u for a lifetym.
i love you. muaXXXX!!!
.....................................

nabei.i feel so jiwang. but dat's wat i feel mah... !!!!!
dun laff ppl. i feel lyk crying~!!

i love tobey.

i watched spidey 2 juz now.
the Toads didn't came so it was only man,yana n me.
nabei. the rest ah. i dono wat to say ah.

tobey maguire is soo geekily H-O-T!
he looked so ugly at one angle,
so cute n geeky at one,
n so innocent yet charming in another.
he's my man of the moment.
jake gyllenhael, get off the cinemas.
it's tobey's turn now.

oh yeah, SPIDER-MAN 2 RAWKS~!!
u guys shd watch it.
the special effects are much more realistic than the 1st one.
n the storyline is much more grown-up.

i disturbed suria [ met up wif the poor soul coz she was all alone :D] n alif [i saw him at lido going up the stairs to watch the movie]
if they want me to tell the whole story. hahaha.. both of them scold me upside down.
dis is wat i asked suria
me: ok ya, who will noe dat peter parker is spiderman?
a. MJ
b. Harry Osbourne
c. Doc Ock
d. all of them
suria: ayu, shut up.
me: u dun waste ur $7.50 lah! i can tell u wat happened.
suria: ayu.. nooooo.. shut up!

as for alif, i msged him:
me: alif, i tell u d ending k? MJ ah.. she ah..u want me to tell?
alif: no plz! dun tell!
me: i tell lah.. she ah.. later at the last part rite..she ah..
alif: u tell, tonite sign paper.[he's my "hubby" mah..]
me: ok sorie. i won't tell. tk cr.
alif: hahah.u too.

knn.cb.

it was fun. i reli feel lyk bursting to tell u all the wat happened.
but nvm. i'll kip quiet. for now. GO N WATCH IT!

oh yeah, saw nurul cina, my ex sec skool mate. she's grown sooo fat!!! n she kept asking me how cum i'm so thin. wat's my secret n all.. hahahaha..

i tink the 3rd placing, if dere's any, between czech n holland would be a far off better match than the final.

till den, enjoy ur weekends!!!

holland.. tsk tsk..

2-1.
a great goal by maniche.
an own goal by portugal's number 4.
holland lost.
damn...

haiz...aiyoh..

thanx to everyone for ur concerns.

n thank u ainis n din for a wonderful meal.
it was great. thank u for cuming.
u guys dono how much it mins to me.

so, i dowan to jinx anything.
portugal vs holland.
so ..
erm.. yeah.. u noe my choice.
lyk i said, i'll shut up till the final whistle.

our 1st anniversary is cuming up.
bot him the anniversary-cum-bdae present.
gave it to him aredi..
yeah, dere was a hiccup in our plans, so i had no choice
but to gif it to him dis early.
so, i juz hope he's happy bout it.
wonder if he buys anything for me.
i dun tink so..
hmm..

aniwae, i can't wait for my date wif The Toads dis friday.
we'll be watching Spidey 2.
Tobey Maguire, here i cum~!!

morning.