sadness but still very contented.

on the 26th, dad called mum, bro, me and sis into his room.
He took out some papers and envelopes and started saying we must cut down on our expenses etc.
It didn't really hit me at that time but the fears were confirmed.
Dad got retrenched after 25 years in Allen & Gledhill.
Me and my crybaby sis, the tears juz flowed down our cheeks.
I couldn't imagine my dad being out of work.
He is such a responsible man, not allowing us to help him with the household bills, saying it is his responsibilities.
And that we pay only our own hp bills (except mine).
I can't imagine dad doing something else.
Say, security guard? a 12 hr shift. Dad, being the strongest person I know, is very asthmatic. He is taking a 2 month rest before he look for something else.

he nv let me work. he told me i shd juz tink about my studies n leave my own expenses to him.
sure, i may get little pocket money, but hey, at least i'm much more fortunate den some ppl.

so i nid to cut down on my spending n shopping n hp bills. i can do dat. no problemo. but can my dad cope wif giving me money for my skool stuffs?

he didn't wanna tell us on b4 the 25th becoz it was my bro's engagement n he didn't want anyone to feel sad on dat day. how noble of him.
to tink dat i tot dat he couldn't slp at nite becoz he was excited about the bro's engagement.

rite now, i tink it's the best tym to find a job.
for the 1st tym ever, ayu is gonna find work.
:)

wish me luck ppl.

but hey, life goes on.
my family is still the tight-knitted family.

so, guess ware i found joy shopping juz now?
at a hardware store at rivervale plaza.
yeap, i tink i wanted to buy almost every nonsense thing my eyes could lay on.
asked mum to bought practical things lyk Shieldtox insecticide, a light bulb.
and i bought myself a blue make-up tupperware.

dis little things make me happy.
since dad was retrenched.
i haf to make myself contented wif all dis things.

aniwae, the tsunamis incidents are scary.
kept thinking wat would happen if singapore was to be hit by a natural disaster.
it would be gone in seconds since singapore is, as u all noe, juz a tiny island.
natural disasters won't care if singapore is fully equipped wif hi-tech facilities.
if we were to be hit, we will.
scary to tink if i were to lose my family.

it's bin raining heavily nowadays.
the december rain.
how the heck is my >()< <3 gonna come here today?
i tink i'll let him stay home.

and new pics are up.
outZ.

the chalet was a blast.

coz, dearest faizah, one of my >()< <3's fren's gf, whom i'm very close wif,
gave me 2 tickets to Wild Wild Wet!
and i didn't even contribute a single $.
:)
thanx darling. u're a gem.

aniwae, the chalet was also to celebrate Nas', Iban's n their coach's bdaes.
and the cake was marvellously done.
it featured their faces and it was very delicious too.

and den when we were all screaming our lungs out becoz one of my >()< <3's frens dressed up as a ghost,
downstairs, on the 1st floor, there was a real ghost on the roam.
serious shits. i'm nt kidding.

nv b4 haf i experienced anything lyk dat.
and now, i'm reli spooked.

orite, i'll update tmr, when the sun is shining thru the window.
for now, outZ.

p.s:pics will be up soon.

i got a sister in law.

and d engagement was rawking dude!
thx to everyone who attended it.
thx to aisya n hanif for cuming.
yeap, i invited them. and no, not becoz of they are clsmates.
becoz aisya was my childhood fren n so, naturally mum asked me invite them.
aniwae, it was great. excitement n noises filled the air.
my family all looked so happy.
and yesh, even my wonderful >()< <3 and my sis' >()< <3 oso came.
wow..

pics will be up soon.

i swear i'm gonna earn lots of money n make u both live in comfort. insya allah.

came back from JB wif the >()< <3 and we reli borong the dvd stores.
and i bought a Nitemare B4 Christmas wallet which is sooo gorgeous.
and we ate at the Pizza Hut dere for a grand total cost of RM45.
dere were alot of stuffs dat u can get for RM45 u noe!!
so worth it.
and their Converse Hi Cut cost RM70.
Singapore's cost S$70 u noe!!

tmr, the >()< <3's football team chalet at Pasir Ris.
those who wanna come, can tag me.
serious shits, u guys are allowed to come if u want to.
tag me for the details.
3 days 2 nites!

orite, outZ.

i'm dying...

FROM BOREDOM!

i dono y, but i juz haf dis tendency to feel bored
if i'm left all alone at home.
and ESPECIALLY when the >()< <3 is out wif his pals and he leaves me all alone. no reassuring words or comforting words lyk, "i want to go to the back for a while wif [insert fren's name]. later in the afternoon we'll go out n catch a movie or something ok?" i noe, it's not his fault. not always the girlfren has to follow the boyfren. but when i feel bored, and he leaves me alone, i juz feel dat he's having fun and not tinking about me eventhough he'll be lyk smsing me or calling me asking me wat the heck am i doing. oh well, he will be sleeping here again tonite, so i tink i'll let off juz dis once. poor guy. sometyms i can't blame at him for snapping at me. sometyms i tink i do deserve it. aniwae, dis egoistic, paranoid, selfish, thick-skinned but cute girl wants to change the subject.

in love wif this song.

Pieces - Sum 41
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

the drums n strumming rawk lah dey!

u guys can still do this quiz and this quiz if u want to.
i'll stop putting them up after... i get bored of them. :)

till den, haf a great long holiday.
dun drive if u drink.
outZ.

i'm getting better.

yeap, i tink it has got to do wif my results ah.
switness.
the head no longer throbs madly.
i can headbang for as long as i like.
:D

aniwae, try dis QUIZ out.
it's kinda true, so dat was wat made me freak out.
but fun though.
dun take it if u can't handle the truth.

u're fucking n highly educated and dere u go bullshitting ard.
u won't want to mince ur words, so u better blardy sure dat i will.
coz when i won't, i won't gif a fuck if u're older than me or wateva shit.
nabei chibai.

another person to suffer my "wrath".
nabei chibai lanjiao citot lanchap peh alif.
to tink he lied to me by saying he failed his exams.
but he did better than me! kong asam.
i'm glad n happy for him though. :)

oritey den.
i juz can't wait for 25th.
bro, u're getting engaged.
pls behave sensibly and stop slam dunking me
or disturbing me wif ur antics. :)
luv u bro.

outZ.

i passed my frickin(pissed) exams!

this is my results as follows:

Career Development & Planning S
PC Architecture Periphl D
Networking & Multimedia Intfg C
Multimedia Web-b Cont Creatn S

and of coz.
the most surprising thing about my results,
besides the fact dat i actually passed, is dat i got an S for Multimedia WCC.
of all subjects, dat subject was the one i confidently tot i would be repeating.
i guess not! :)

i'm so estatic!!!

i swear, i'm gonna study hard from now on and not play truant anymore.
dis is reli a boost to my self-esteem n confidence.
alhamdullilah.

ek eh. now i feel better.
although i puked juz now, seeing my results makes my fever go away.
hehehe.. excuses huh?
but seriously, i'm feeling alot better.
if i were to fail, i tink i'll faint rite here on the keyboard.

oh ya! congrats to my other KKK, lyk aisya, nur, faliq n tweet coz they passed too!
i'll see u 4 next yr oriteZ.
i'm praying hard dat the 7 will make it thru.

and u can still do the quiz on me.
no one as failed. maybe the questions are too easy?
hehhee.. actually, the answers are all rite here in my blog.
:D and dearest frenz, when u do, pls tell me ur real name will ya?
coz i dono who are beachbabe or applegate.

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

oritey den.
mum is happy for me. muaX.
and so does the >()< <3.
muaX.

klah, haf fun ppl.
outZ.

*sniff*

i'm still not well yet.
puked twice juz now.
and now i'm feeling a lil better but overall, not very good.
nid to slp now coz i tink i lack of slp, dat's y.
so b4 i go off to lala land, i present to u, a lil sumthing below:

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

thx to shazila, for giving me a lil idea to blog about. ahakz.

niteZ.
outZ.

detest being sick.boo hoo.

wat's the temperature for a person if she is not sick?
37.3 deg cel? izit?
my temperature is 37.8 deg cel.
does it min i'm having a fever?

my body feels hot but i feel cold.
my throat is dry and i've bin coughing non-stop since.. god knows when.
and my nose is having a mucus fight.
at the end of dis paragraph, i tink the left nostril is winning
coz it managed to pop a mucus-y bubble out of it.
eeuww.

i tink it has gotta do wif the weather in KL.
one minute i would be in the cold hotel room,
the next i would be out under the hot sun to go shopping,
and straight into the damn cold shopping malls.

i'm so bored.
my 2 gay partners are not free today.
khus will be werking n alif will be having his soccer today.
haiz.. nvm, another day den.

and dis layout rawks big tym.
i'll stick to dis layout till... i find a nicer one.
hehhe.. it's nice rite?
ok fine!! i'll stop changing my layout ever so often k!!!

n i'm not a fashionist.
i'm a girl who wants to look good.
:D

i can't wait for my bro's engagement.
1st tym ever in my family is getting engaged.
of coz lah, i only haf 1 bro n 1 sis wat.
so glad dat my bro's gf will be my sis-in-law.
and the house is sooooooo kecoh!!!
mum n dad are soo busy. so are my sis n lil butterfly.
and even my >()< <3 n the sis' >()< <3 are busy too!
wahhhhh.. k i'll stop now. stop gushing ayu.

n yeap, the >()< <3 is prob gonna slp over my place on friday
to help out on the mini-big day itself.
so, my 2 male cuzzens, my bro n the >()< <3 are gonna make music wif their snoring.
wish me luck.
n oh! remind me to buy ear plugs.

ok, i'll gtg. i've juz sneezed 9 tyms. serious shits man.
outZ.

i'm addicted to shopping.and changing my layout.

serious shits.
i'm so addicted to shopping.
u noe, i used to be so nonchalant about my dressing and style.
i couldn't care less if u tink i looked lyk a minah kampong.
the turning point was when i was 17.
when i 1st entered ITE and i saw all dis beautiful gals ard me
wearing their home clothes and dere i was,
looking so shabby and extremely unattractive.

came back home and i rummaged thru old copies of Cleo/teens/teenage mags
and i religiously read those old issues from 1st till the last page.
took note of the way the teenagers dressed and made-up.

ok, dat's sound lyk some sad stories.
but it is true.

ultimately, i learnt how to dress myself to the occasion.
i learnt wat was in dat season or wat was the fashion boo-boo.

i'm still learning but i am better than before
although i still made some fashion mistakes lyk wearing my b4-altered skirt which were up to my ankles.
it made me looked shorter than b4, as though i've got no legs.

so, jeans are still my best bet.
they are my best frenz.

wif dad's n bro's bonuses and their n the >()< <3's ERS coming my way,
i've aredi mapped out wat to buy and ware to shop for the best bargains.
no brands? no problemo.
even stars go for budget shops.

but still, i gotta set aside for some smackeross for those december babis, i min babies.
and those dat i've missed out during their bdaes.
i juz love giving ppl presents. :D

bought myself a pair of pumps juz now.
my 1st ever pair. they are gorgeous!
they are light brown in colour from Charles n Keith at 33 bux.
cheap rite?
mum chipped in some.
and i'm gonna get dat sweater, dat top n dat jeans from Giordano and dat hi-cut sneakers from Converse.

T.G.I.D.
thank god it's december.
outZ.

p.s:i'm still trying to find dat perfect layout dat says, "ME!" hmm..

i'm back.

came back yesterday but i was so freaking lazy to update.
well of coz, urs truly had so many shopping bags to sort out.
so naturally, i couldn't care less about my blog much less blogging.

aniwae, we went to Cosmo's World at Times Square.
u noe, the shopping centre wif the amusement park in it.
oh, b4 dat, our hotel was situated in the center of KL.
wat was the name of the hotel eh. ah, Park Royal.

so, Cosmo's World.
paid RM25 for unlimited rides.
juz lyk Escape, although my beloved cuzzie, Ba-D told me Escape is much more scarier.
orite. fair enuf. he told us to warm up by taking up dis ride twirled from the bottom right up to about 10th storey in height.
it wasn't dat scary when u were looking at it from below.
my god, wat a warm up it was.
felt lyk i was about to be flung off my seat.
screamed lyk mad. singaporeans are vocal in dat sense.

den it was the 360 degrees "top gun."
u noe, the 2 vikings, one goes to the left and the other to the right
and at the top, it stays upside down for lyk 2 seconds b4 plunging down upright?
yeap, dat one. i took a ride on it.
and my, my, wat a fucking big mistake.
opened my eyes when i was upside down and dat sight will be forever embedded in my memory.
when i was upside down, my butt wasn't on my seat anymore and my life was totally dependable on the plastic n metal safety shoulder thingy.
totally regret opening my eyes. and i still get the shivers when i recalled it.
NABEI CHIBAI!
but i dun regret taking the ride.

3rd ride was the roller coaster.
it was a 3 min worth of ride but it was hell.
not as hell as the vikings but it was hell when the roller coaster turned sideways
and it made a 360 degrees turn.

amazingly i never got any motion sickness.
and i never puked or got any dizzyness.
my sis did. and she puked all over a dustbin juz beside the amusement park.
i almost wanted to puke becoz i saw her puke. damn.

if u guys tink singapore cab drivers drive lyk mad,
try getting a ride on malaysia cabs.
now, dat's wat i call a driver from hell.
their traffics suck big tym.
how could a big bus turn 90 degrees juz to avoid using the filter lane which was jammed pack wif vehicles?
and their TP [traffic police] juz sat thru the whole damn thing and nv do anything.

in all, my sis n me spent ard RM600.
shopping galore.
got stuffs for ppl concerned lyk mother, father, brother, sis-in-law, my >()< <3 and the sis' >()< <3.
and i didn't even fork out a single cent to bring to the trip.
ahakz. :D

and dad and bro juz gave me some smackeroos becoz they juz received their bonus.
went on a shopping frenzy wif the >()< <3 juz now at bugis.
BUT! it was only for frenz. only 2 items belonged to us.
went to bugis starbucks and gave khai his bdae present.
OLD SKOOL! ;)

orite.i tink dat's enuf.
the >()< <3 will be having his long holiday from 23 dec to 2nd jan. can't wait.
and bro will be getting engaged on the 25th.
and he'll be getting lots of presents and chocolates
and i will be the one eating them.
outZ.

p.s:happy belated bdae to aisya.
although i've wished her on the dot in KL.
dat's 30 cents tau babe. :D

1 more day to KL.. n i found a handbag n stepped on a frog.

and so. weekends? let's see..

we found a handbag. a very expensive looking handbag wif no brand.
well, lyk i've said, it LOOKED expensive.
we found it on the cemented-"bench" near bugis.
well, it was not exactly a bench but neither was it a pavement.
k watever, dat was not the point.

the point was both the >()< <3 and me decided to take the bag away.
the lovely boyfren told me to put the bag inside my sweater
and immediately, he started his bike
and off we both went to a petrol kiosk to open the handbag.

yup, our intention was very bad. naughty naughty ayu n her boyfren.
we were lyk, "u never noe, dis person could be using a N7610."
so wif full of excitement and anxiety, i opened the bag.
she was using an old model of colour phone. very old.
even N3100 could worth much more.
ok, maybe we were not dat lucky in the handfone department.
"let's try the money section."

damn it. dat woman had only 3 bucks worth of coins.
how pathetic. yes, she had an LV wallet.
but no, it wasn't worth stealing it. coz i was not even sure if it was real or fake.
i'm bad at dat, ok.

the bag belongs to a chinese lady skooling at NYP.
hahahahaa...

BUT BUT BUT!! hey! hear me out b4 u start to bombard me!
overcame by guilt, and the fact dat maybe as a retribution, we both could haf accidents on the road while riding the bike,
we both decided to hand the bag to the police.
so we went to the Beach Road police post.
and gave the bag to a malay policeman who in turned asked us to write our particulars so dat the owner may thank us.
but we declined..

coz we both knew we were no angels or heros. :D

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aniwae, the >()< <3 and his team lost 5-4 in their Final.
but nvm dat,coz the girlfrenz of the players had a great tym playin and standing on the muddy and wet grass at Turf City.

oh. on the way home, the girlfrenz had to find their way out of Turf City
in the darkness
and yes, dis lovely girl here, stepped on a frog.
one minute dere was a croaking sound,
the next, "splat!" and silence.
could feel sumthing soggy underneath my slippers.
i swear i so wanna cry dat moment.
urgh.

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my period is drying up fast.
how happy. very happy.
dat mins, i can go KL feeling fresh!
Zouk KL, here we come!! :D

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thanx for my best gay frenz', alif's n khus' concern.
i'm ok. i reli am. didn't min to scare u both,
and neither did i want to complain to u both about petty stuffs.
but i juz wanted to lepak jer wif u both dat tym.
nvm. i'm reli ok aredi. thank u.

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outZ.

period.and new pics.

yiiiiippppeeeeee!!!!!
my period has come!!!!!
alhamdullilah!!
i'm so freaking sure some of u all are wondering y am i happy.
it's becoz when i go to KL, i dun haf to worry about changing my pads every now n den
and i can definitely enjoy myself to the fullest!!!!!
baik ah!!!!!
did my sis say we're probably going to Sunway Lagoon?
hey, bring it on! i dun mind!

but the pain is killing me rite now.
panadol menstrual pills work only 2 hours after u popped them!!

aniwae, as i've promised...


the pic isn't reli dat clear but u can make out who dat dude is, rite? hehehe.. look at the "bell-buttom" pants. how cute.



look at those deep eyes. so cute.

look at those "wok or kuali" ears.
so slenge, yet so cute.
yeap, it's Taufik Batisah!
he was my sister-in-law's clsmate in Jurong Sec.
oh! Happy Birthday dude.

i dono y, i'm juz so anticipating saturday.
so looking forward to it.
maybe coz my >()< <3 is treating me to watch The Incredibles?
or izzit coz.. i haf no idea y..

and new pics are up.
my sec skool toads jln raya!

oritey den.
take care ppl.
haf fun on ur weekend.
outZ.

my head is doing a headbang.

i tink it has sumthing to do wif me bumping my head on the pavement while trying to control myself from now falling into the fountain yesterday.
whenever i bend down or turn my head to the left or right,
i would get dis throbbing headache.
my head would get heavy and i will tend to lie down alot more to rest
but it doesn't help. at all.
mum said as long as i dun vomit, i SHD be ok.
it's painful.. :(

well, i did vomit last nite.
i tot it was probably due to drinking too much free starbucks drinks
and alot of gassy drinks.
or maybe i haf a internal brain injury??

oh well, if it doesn't go off when i'm about to leave for KL,
i'll probably go to the doctor.

isn't my layout lovely?
gorgeous. i love it.

ppl are treating me dis month.
man is treating me n yana dis saturday
and the >()< <3, after he fetch me from the trio outing!
yipppeeee!!
i can't wait for free food!!

speaking of my >()< <3, i miss him so damn damn damn much.
we've bin talking very little dis week coz he was away on his field camp - again!
so he's back now and i managed to rattle away for awhile before he fell aslp on me.
-AGAIN!
it's ok baby, i understand. muacKsSsSs!!!!!

i nid to rant.
but not here.
i nid my LJ.
lyk, rite now.

oh yeah, my blog is for happy ramblings.
LJ is more for angry rants, negative vibes and angst and alot more agro.
ahakz.

outZ.

thank u starbucks.

embarrassing moments by khus:
1. he loudly told alif when the latter didn't want the free drinks, "eh! not everyday ok Singapore got free things!"
2. he turned ard and face the whole Starbucks and said, "Thank You Starbucks."

but still it was fun.

went to Raffles City Shopping Centre Starbucks outlet to get khus', alif's, mon's, aisya's and my free drinks.

sat down at the Memorial For The blablabla structure and we played catching.
yeap, we did. very tiring.
it was a big area ok.
and i bumped my head when the guys wanted to push me into the fountain.
now i looked lyk a weird luohan wif the big forehead at the side.
we were lyk small kids.
shrieking everyware.
alif's n khus' slippers were floating on the pond.
nice..

yup. i had fun.
must make it an annual affair ok, Starbucks?

AND I SAW TAUFIK BATISAH!!!!!
aisya and me juz stood in the middle of RCSC and juz gaped at him.
but he looked tired and moody and we didn't want to disturb him lest he snap at us.
grrr.. he's soo gorgeous.. wow..

and i miss my baby boy. reli i do. haizz.. NS,NS.
no use repeating how much i hate it.

outZ.

FREE DRINKS!

ok, i dono if i'm allowed to even publish dis
but wat the heck rite?

Starbucks outlets ard Singapore are giving away
free drinks from 5pm-7pm, today only.
one drink per person.

so yeap, i'm going wif the KKK.
only half of the KK lah.
can't wait.

outZ.

Happy Birthday The Khai(s).

Happy 19th Birthday to the 2 Khai(s), KhaiRUN and KhaiRIN! Hope u both will get to noe more girls!

yeap, the twins whom the older one came out 2nd and the younger one came out 1st -from the womb of coz.
and yes, i still dun get it.
y is khaiRUN the older one?
i can't ask from the man personally coz he's so sick of the question.
and yes, he himself doesn't noe y. HAHA.

he asked me for a present.
told him he'll get it after i come back from KL.
probably a keychain dat says, "Welcome to KL."
it's the tot dat counts rite?
but no.. he told me to, "kirim salam sua!"
[forget it!juz send my regards to dat thing."
heh.

saw shidah when i was on my way to my cousin's house in pasir ris.
asked her about her blog and she said dat thing is dead.
hehehe..
yeap, i still haf raya open houses to go to.
it's still Syawal. no harm going on raya trips.
sure it's considered basi,
but hey, if u get $$ as well, who's complaining?

so the >()< <3 won his soccer semi final match.
he scored 2 goals, i tink. :D
the sweetest was, he msged me dis:
"glad dat i won but the sad thing was u weren't dere to see me play."
heavens. how swit can he get.

will be following inshirah to a Toys R Us interview at forum.
hope i'll get an interview as well.
if i were to work dere, i would be so happy.
toys all ard me.. wow..

dat's it. i've run out of stuffs to write.
take care ppl.
outZ.

read on...last paragraph for the KKK.

wore my ultra comfortable and soft brown pants from U2 juz now.
but it was ultra singkat or short coz dad cut it rite ard my ankle.
i so wanted to cry coz i love dat pants.
decided not to wear it animore.
but i did. coz it was too wasted to juz throw it away.

decided to fold the "legs" of the pants rite to my calves.
it looked better.
den i started to get paranoid coz i felt lyk i was going to the market.
the top part was alrite, but the dead giveaway was the pants.
so auntie..

and my >()< <3's fren, khai said, maybe Singapore was having a flood.
cittooooottt.. making my paranoia even worse.
everyone else was saying it was ok.
oh well.. u shd noe me. my paranoia takes over my self-esteem reli badly.

i went out of the house at 1pm and i reached hm ard 12am.
gosh. 11 hours of outing.
my body is sore and achy from the walking and sitting on the bike for long hours.
went to smoke sheesha wif his pals.
the company was great but we were all sleepy.
nonetheless, laughter was all around. rawk on.

and yes. i am shock. very. wat a *toot*. LJ for more stuffs.

love u switheart. although u kept disturbing me and messing up my hair and "wrestled" me. watch out ah next saturday. gua mesti balas nye ah. kasi lu lebam sampai lu peh kawan2 ingat lu kene pukol. hahahaha.. muackS!

good luck to him and his team mates for dis evening semi-finals.
score one for me ok!!

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- Master Nitec
- Higher Nitec
- Nitec
- ITE Skills Certificate

Release Date of Examination Results:
From 23 December 2004

Collection of Certificate(s):
From 17 January 2005 - 15 April 2005

Closing Date for Application to Review Examination Results:
06 January 2005


outZ.

Happy Birthday to Din.

Happy 19th Birthday to my best fren, Ezzuddin!
he's bin dere for me since i was 13. all the best to u dude. muaxxXx

in a way, i must thank Sylvester Sim for singing An Jing.
coz without him, i wouldn't haf known dat Jay Chou has dis beautiful sad song.
read the lyrics, (without translation tau!) and i can cry.
it's sooo sad... a beautiful sad song.
"Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai, Wo ye hui man man zou kai."
so sad... *sob*
btw, i'm a fan of Jay Chou ok!

ok, my layout is done.
lyk i've said, juz hover ur mouse to the hearts to find
the tagboard, my profile and so on.

and i'm lyk trying to find a needle in haystack
for the "able right click" code.
ware the fuck is it?
i found it juz now in the evening.
but juz now, it was noware to be seen.
hmm..

klah, will be going to my >()< <3's house tmr.
no money, so juz go over to his place and play some games on the PS2
or watch DVD.
he can't come over to my house tmr coz dad's.. erm.. associates are cuming over for raya.
oh well..

niteZ.
outZ.

yippeee...

//EDITED
not reli done wif the new layout. juz hover ur mouse over to the hearts and den click for other stuffs on my blog.. cool huh? hehehe..

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we've reached our 17th month anniversary, my dear.
hope there will be more to come.
and less of the fites and the cekik darah-ness pls.
hehehhe... muackXxX.

anione has 200 bux to spare my >()< <3?
he'll pay u back on the 10th.
he nid the smackeroos to renew his insurance and road tax of his bike.
or else he can't ride it out to anyware else.
and u guys noe how much we [especially me, ahem!] depend on dat machine.
pretty pls?

ok. no use asking coz even the gf doesn't haf the moolahs, what's more outsiders.
i probably haf to beg mum to gif me 10 bux to watch The Incredibles wif the boy.

aniwae, speaking of my mum, she's out on raya outing wif her frenz.
told me she'll be back at, i quote, "kol 3+ or 4 gitu, mak balik. lagikpon mak nak tgk Gaby."unquote.
translation: ard 3+ or 4 i'll be back. coz i wanna watch Gaby [a show on suria].
now it's coming to 5 and she's still not back yet.
mothers. when they get to go out, they nv tink of the tym.
but when i go out, she nv fails to nag at me and call me and msg me to come home soon.
hahahhaha..

last tym, i loved to do surveys on the bulletins of frenster.
without fail, whenever dere's a new survey, i'll do it.
now, the novelty of doing a survey has worn off but occassionally, dere'll be one survey from me.
my current craze on frenster is doing searches on Cedar Pri n Beatty Sec, [my ex skools].
i've discovered my long lost frenz, added them, and found out some stuffs on them.
coolness.
altogether, i've added 20++ new frenz. u guys rawk ah. hahhaha..

oklah, enuf of blabberings for today.
i'm tired from sitting on dis swirvelling chair and oso waiting for mum.
outZ.

p.s: tinking of changing my layout. c how.

Highlights of MY day:

for the 1st tym ever, i met up wif khai 1st at compass point of all places before miting the rest to go to our fren's, who had juz gave birth, place.
the dude was attached to Starbucks Cmp juz for today.

she is sooo cute dat i could juz stare at her the whole day and not go home. wat a cute baby. so fair and wif those big round eyes. babies are so cute.
how could anyone tot of torturing them.
but she has not yet been named, so i'll shall call her baby Nur.
aniwae, becoz of her, khus can't wait to haf a kid of his home, thus, he had ask alif to be the mother of his kid. god bless u both. and khai want to twirl the poor baby. :D

went to grandlink and we played CS. fir treated us. thank u!
in one of the maps, the last 2 men standing were alif n hanif.
told them to battle using knives instead of guns.
hanif wif full gungho, approached alif but the latter had killed him b4 the former could reach the latter. ahakz.

and den, we proceed to play para-para. yeap. we did.
it took alif,who continued from hanif's stage, a waving hand to end the stage.
and it took khus a mere 1 min for the machine to loudly proclaimed, "Stage Failed!"
wat an embarrassment.

and so. KKK has been one of the few ppl who can truly rock my world.
my >()< <3 tops dat list, besides my loved ones lah.

and i miss u so much. reli, i do. come, saturday. can't wait.

Singapore Has Voted..

TAUFIK BATISAH!!!!!


He's ur number one. and mine too. :D

used the home fone to call 19001121901 ard 20 tyms.
and sms using my fone ard 16 tyms.
the sis ard 20tyms.
the bro, 3. hehehhee..
dono bout the dad.
and the >()< <3 was in his field camp.
aiyah.. but nvm.

HE WON!!!!!

so i'm gonna slp wif a big smile on my face tonite.

kin, u can lick my pussy and kiss sly good bye. hehehhee.. kidding.

outZ.

Final Showdown!

The Final Showdown
Singapore Idol
Taufik vs Sylvester
1 Dec, Wednesday, 7.45pm
Channel 5

u shd noe y i didn't wanna go out today, guys. :D

will be off to compass pt wif the sis n lil butterfly to buy some tidbits for the show.

oh ya, haizad, the Singapore Idol contestant, i tink he lives in sengkang. kept seeing him at compass point. hahhahaha.. wannabe. u can't sing lyk my taufik!

oklah, will update as soon as the show's over.

outZ.