lol

someone pls?
help me pls?
stop me from changing my layout oh-so very often?
i tink u guys are getting sick n nauseous of me changing it every now n den rite?

dis layout is soo rawking.
i noe it's senget lyk anything.
but it still rawks.
i HOPE dis one sticks for a longgg tym.
beat my hands if u see me surfing www.blogskins.com oriteZ?

took each n everyone of my clsmates' photos juz now.
for one of my projects.
but of coz, my kkk has to haf the most pics.
we are vain n beautiful ppl, waddya expect?
especially when khai n kin are in skool.
my dg will belong to them. :)
but lyk i've said b4, both of them are beautiful ppl.
so i dun mind. they make good pictures for my readers.
hahaha.. yeah, u nv noe.. some of my readers could haf a crush on either one of them.
aniwae, here we are... click on it for the full image..


the full KKK

projects have bin depriving me of my slp,
my talking tym wif my >()< <3,
and everything else.
it juz has taken 2nd priority in my life.
1st is... nvm... :)

oh! i went to wild wild wet yesterday.
oh well, it wasn't as great as i expected coz i didn't rent any tube or buoy.
so it was kinda mendak u noe..
but nvm, i had fun.
pics will be uploaded soon.

on 2nd tots, ALL PICS will be uploaded soon.
oriteZ, i gtg n slp.
it's past my bedtym.
heh.
outZ.

yawn

tym n again,
i've bin disappointed.

tym n again,
ppl misjudged me.

tym n again,
it has to be my fault.

tym n again,
i cried.

tym n again,
my heart has been softened.

BILA MAU GAME SIAAAAAKKKKKK????

oh!tym n again,
khus n alif are my greatest frenz.
u both rawwwwwkkk!! \m/

alot of pics to be uploaded.
wif my gay partners,
his soccer matches,
etc etc etc.
the tot of uploading them juz kills me.
too many..
tym n again,
i let my laziness takes over me.

oh.wateva.
outZ.

the day has come.

saw kin's indie guy yesterday.
yeap, the Monroe drummer.
am i allowed to mentioned his band?
OMG. he's damn cute.
she was shrieking and was lyk, "ayu, tu dier!!"
sorie baby. but i haf to admit it, he is damn damn freaking cute.
i was lyk.. "woah.."
the hair, the fair skin, the clothes, the everything.
good choice ah kin.
ok ah. sorie ah dear. main2 je. gua tetap sayang lu.
:P

hanging out wif alif, khus, kin, tweet, dzafir +++ 3 more other ppl
was fun.
tot it would be mendak.
but it was great.
call me when u guys wanna make out.
i min hang out.
too bad i had to go home early.
i got curfew if i go out wif frenz.
but wif my >()< <3, the curfew isn't dat bad.
hehehe.. anak mak mah...!!!
pics at kin's webby.

today.
pls let the plan go through.
i reli wanna go.
if not, i'll cry. i swear i'll cry.
dun break my heart man!
i can't take it!
hahhaa.. exaggerating ah ni pendek eh?

oriteZ.
i wanna play Need For Speed 2 wif bro.
outZ.

ur hand in mine.

mum woke me up at 6.40am for skool.

mum: ayu, dah 6.40. g mandi cepat. nanti kau lambat.
me: *feelin damn sleepy* asal lambat nah! haizz..

mum went out of the room..
awhile later...

mum: ayu...
me: takpe ah mak. dah lambat dah. org tak g skolah lah.
mum: kau nie.. tak kene marah ke?
me: tak... skali skale je org cabot. bukan slalu.

dis is wat happened when ur eyes were begging to be closed
and u still wanna watch Marat Safin vs Roger Federer semi final match
and The Bachelor.

will be going out wif the mmt kids later.
i dono ware they wanna go.
i'm juz following lor.

ok, i'll update later.
gtg n bathe or i'll be late n haf to blanje alif coffee bean.
outZ.

oh p.s: dere's a possibility mum would be buying for me an mp3 using her ers.
thank uu mommmmmm!

lalilu.

didn't go to skool today.
heh.
mum was lyk, "kau peh pasal lah ayu.."
[ur problem lah ayu..]
the >()< <3 bought me to farid's house
and we juz chilled dere till 3+.
went to compass point to eat
eventhough i ate ard 12 pieces of nuggets b4 dat.
my god. i'm such a pig.

i dun feel it's a waste of tym.
i did enjoy myself.
i did get to be wif my baby.
k, shall not praise too much.
he may get big headed. hehehe..

yesterday, accompanied khus to suntec's cafe cartel for an interview.
dat dude lost his wallet.
prolly he dropped it when he took off his pants to pang sai.
fir came along wif us.
weird combo rite? but it was fun!
baring our souls to each other from 4+ to ard 7pm.
thx guys. u're the best.
and yes, fir gave me the shock of my life.
nabei. only i don't noe. the rest noe. tak fair kamu.
takpe, tetap aku syg kau.

isn't my layout swit?
yesh i noe, it is.
'cept dat the 3 pics on the left can't be changed.
wish i could change it to my own pics.
but i dono how.
yeah, i'm stupid in dat sense.

today, the carling cup, man u vs chelsea.
mouthwatering isn't it?
i HOPE i'll be awake.
the body's been too tired lately.
skool's such a bitch.

OKLAH!! I WANNA SLP AREDI AH.
BUAY TAHAN LIAO!!
outZ.

when i feel heavy metal.

in cls now. D403.
dat's the clsroom of my lab.
am i typing proper english?
no? tot so.
oh well. in ITE, we dun reli practise speaking gd english.
alot of the teachers here, their english are peppered wif lah, lor, mah, meh etc.

aniwae, dat's nt reli wat i wanna blog about.

i haf a huge pimple smacks rite in the middle of my chin.
it's lyk a volcano waiting to erupt.
luckily, there's no lava, a.k.a pus, in it.
or else, it'll be so icky.
eeeewwwwwwwwwww...

i'm juz so shagged for skool.
i look forward to mit my frenz but the workload...
dat's a totally different story.
i haf to persevere!! 5 more mths to go!!!

bought my dg to skool.
but the smangat to take pics is not dere.
prolly coz khai isn't here.
he is mr photogenic wat.
wat do u expect. hehehe..
nvm, luckily he looks good in pics.
and oh! not to forget kin.
she n khai.. they live for the camera, lights, action scene.
:)

bought 8 bux to skool yesterday.
and i finshed them all on food.
and i'm not getting any fatter.
maybe juz the cheeks.
i'm getting plumber but not fatter.
alahaizz...

the >()< <3 will get to book out today n book in by tmr.
YiPPeEEE..
i hope we'll get to go Wild Wild Wet tmr.
we haven't use the free tickets yet.
n i reli wanna try out n see the stuffs.

k. dat's it.
outZ.

arlo.

arlo.
6 days not updating.
dat's a long tym by ayu's standard.
hehe.

aniwae, wanna wish kyn a belated bdae.
ya, usually i make it a point to wish someone's bdae on my entry.
but i was so lazy to blog.
so...

life's bin good so far.
heh. the way i blogged it's as though i've bin away for years.
it's only 6 damn days ayu.

I LOST MY EYELINER!
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MY FREAKING EYELINER!!
HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO GO SKOOL WITHOUT IT!
I'LL LOOK HORRIBLE!!

on the soccer side, liverpool has lost against southampton by 2 goals to nil.
do u noe how happy i am wif dat??
poor >()< <3 was very heartbroken.
and dat was the only tym when i won't bother myself wif consoling him.
it's LIVERFOOL man!!!!!
sorie baby. :D
and yesh, sorie kin!!

hari raya haji was great.
my cuzzens on the maternal side were mad.
we took pics but not wif digicams.
all whipped out their cam fones and went snappy crazy.
told my sister dat digis are no longer in favour.
hehhee..

skool's bin a bitch.
haf 5 projects cuming up.
2 individual, 3 group works.
supposedly, i shd haf faliq n fir on one of my group work..
but.. nvm, long story cut short, we had a change of plans.
*winks at faliq n fir*
no no, we didn't fight lah!
how could i ever fight wif dis two.. <3

oklah, i gtg n bathe.
skool is starting in an hour and 15 mins.
oritey den.
i love u baby.
outZ.

kasi satu.

in cls rite now.
dere are khus, faliq, aisya, hanif n me.
alif, well,i tink he's still aslp.
coz he didn't come n mit khus n me at the bus stop.
and he didn't pick up my call[s!!!].
hmm.. fir is on the way, i tink.
so little ppl.
SICK RITE??

aniwae, come to dis very sick n quite pornographic site.
--->click here!!!<---
after we surfed dat site, we found out dat some Japanese are reli reli sick.
do u noe dat they have dis show ware a group of 3-5 naked males stand in front of an audience full of females
and some of the female contestants haf to gif the men a blow job?
and one of the females got to haf sex wif one of the males, wif the audience clapping in the background?
wat does dat spell if it's not SICK?
but yesh shazila, my fren is very ashamed dat u caught him red handed.
dumb. the computer monitor was facing the door.haizz. hehehe..
SICK RITE??

oh.i got my ice cream yesterday.
thx kin.
it wasn't paddle pop.
it was dis neopolitian ice cream which cost a little more expensive than paddle pop.
paddle pop costs 60 cents.
dat ice cream cost 90 cents.
:D
and i wasn't even the one who finished it.
SICK RITE?

ok, i'll tell u my timetable.
monday: 12-6
tuesday: 8-11, 1-6
wednesday: 11-1, 3-6
thursday: 1-4
friday: 8-11
SICK RITE??

more n more ppl are wearing those thick black rimmed glasses man.
i min, i've got nuthing against them wearing it
but it's becoming so common dat it became an eyesore.
even mats n minahs are wearing stud belts n emo specs.
ahakz..
SICK RITE??

and i juz noticed dat sometyms, my title doesn't have anything to do wif my entry.
SICK RITE??

outZ.

p.s:i love my >()< <3 so much. well, i guess most of u noe it by now.
SICK RITE??

saturday to sunday monday, monday to saturday yo

thursday:
came skool at 1.45 when cls started at 1.
saw kin, tweet n fir. they influenced khus,alif,khai n me not to go.
so we 4 didn't. the 3 of them went airport.
the 4 of us ate at singapore post long john.
went to skool juz to eat at long john.
baik arrr.

friday:
2 hours of skool.
den went home.
met fir at bedok interchange to go tweet's place.
gosh.i want tweet to be my househusband.
he can cook a mean chicken rice.
AWESOME.RESPECT.FANTASTIC.
kin, faliq, khus, alif, dzafir, MONirah came too.
turned tweet's bedroom into a war zone.
XBOX was the main attraction.
den tweet n dzafir had to go off, and the rest went to tamp to lepak.
fir excluded.
FUNCORE. pics ARE UP.

saturday:
woke up at 9am.
>()< <3 wanted to go JB to makeover his bike.
reached ard 10++.
bike was done in 4 hours.
i sat on dis bench for 4 hours straight.
i swear my butts are flat.
sat on the made over bike.
it was raised higher by suspension.
i felt tall.
all was ok.
managed to go to queensway after reaching singapore.
he bought his boots. niceeeeee...
den from queensway, decided to go town.
almost reached town when suddenly, "crrririiiinnggg!"
dat goes the chain guard. or something lyk dat.
it was rubbery.
den called up nas n faizah for help.
waited 30 mins for them.
and den the boys went to get the spare parts.
another 45 mins was gone.
30 mins was spent to fix the bike.
so almost 2 hours of waiting. AGAIN.

den all was well.
went to surfbabe at wisma to buy for kakak her belated bdae pressie.
a roxy wallet. 32 bux.
>()< <3 paid for it. thx.
den faizah called to say dat nas' bike wasn't working.
another hour was spent fixing it.

faizah n me den flagged down a cab to go to geylang bahru.
didn't notice dat the cab driver had wound down the window to ask our destination.
juz jumped into the back of the passenger seats.
told the driver our destination.
he said, "aiyah!cannot lah.i'm changing shift. gonna go jurong. but nvm i send u guys further up."
in my heart, wah, not bad, at least he's sending us halfway thru the journey or something.
turned out, it was only a few metres away from ware we first flagged the cab.
nb cb.

nvm lah. it was funny.
took another cab down to geylang bahru.
watched man u vs pool at dis particular coffeeshop.
did someone juz say 1-0 to man u? thx rooney.
oh! 2 persons owe me ice cream. yeah!

dat's about it.
i'm beat.
outZ.

i'm.almost.sick.of.The.Incredibles.Serious shits.

i tink on my last count, it was the 66th tym i watched dat movie.
on dvd, of coz. r u crazy if i were to go to the movies?
the reason being, sweet lil butterfly would watch it every single day without fail.
5 tyms per day.
when she wakes up, having her lunch, before nap, after dinner, and before her bedtym.
i swear, i can tell u which part, what lines and "all that jazz."
yeap, dat "all that jazz" line is from dat show.
still, dat show got me enticed every single tym.
i memorised almost everything but no matter wat happen,
i would still sit thru the whole show.
EVEN THOUGH I KNOW WHAT IS THE ENDING FOR THE 66TH TYM!

aniwae, skool was funcore juz now.
i laffed so much. the wacky bunch was.. wacky. ahem.
tweet kept trying to be kinky wif me.. but failed..
i managed to be kinky wif him.. and i passed wif flying colours.
ahakz. kidding darl. u noe i love u.
khai was mad, MAD i tell u, MAD!
i juz love u all lah.
how sad. only 6 mths left. uweks.
MILO NIE BLENDED TAU! $1.80 JER!
hehe.

5 more frenz and i haf 200 ppl in my frenster!!
hahaha.. i noe, 200 seems little to some of u.
some haf 300++ lah.. others, their accountS[!!] are full.
wow.. but nvm.. 200 is alot to me..
so anione, pls add me to make the number to 200. :D

oh ya! u guys haven noe about my timetable yet rite?
ok.i tell u guys tmr.
i wana call my >()< <3.

outZ.

in cls.

it's bin a long tym since i update in skool.

juz got back from our 3 hours break.
went to bugis wif the MMT kids and Kin bought her mp3.
i TINK i wanna saiko the >()< <3 to buy for me one.
80 bux. ehehhe.. *evil smile, rubbing hands gleefully*

aniwae, change my N7610 cover wif the >()< <3.
[yeap, i bought for him one.]
now, mine is white and his is my scratched black cover.
muhahahhaa.. i dun care if he's pissed or wat!
i want the white cover one!!!!!

orite, the mmt kids rawks ah.
gtg. i nid to learn sumthing.
INSTEAD OF BLOGGING N SURFING THE NET ALL THE TYM!!!!!

muacks.
outZ.

oh! Happy 24th n 18th Bdae to My Sister n the >()< <3's bro, Haziq respectively.

skool.

it was fun.
FULL STOP.

yippee.

skool starts tomorrow.
most of u would probably grimace or whined or say dat u dislike skool etc.
for me, i'm so estatic and so excited to be back in skool.
but of coz, it's not about the skool works n all.
my frenz man... my frenz... u noe who u r...

one of my clsmates called me juz now.
[hey!guess wat? he didn't call me kak ayu no more!]
he said, "ayu, vivek suroh call budak2 nk tanye kalau diorg ade kene tsunami ke tak. aniwae, besok skolah start kol 12 abis kol 3 at cls D403. nak buat video."
translation:
ayu, vivek asked to call the rest to see if anyone is affected by the tsunami.
aniwae, skool starts at 12 and ends at 3 at cls D403.
we're doing a video.
my NEW class advisor is so funny.

yeap, we're having a new class advisor.
i'm wondering if the section head or wateva shits haven't learn their lessons.
they noe dat my cls is so difficult to handle.
every of our CA will always get complaints about us
and they still gif us very lenient teachers.
haizz..

aniwae, bought for the boy the thing dat he wants.
and he got the colour dat I want!!
damn it!
nvm, luckily the covers are interchangeable.
but yeah, he noes it aredi.
so it's not a surprise anymore.
damn.
i'm nt good at keepin surprises from him.
but secrets.. dat's anther story..

oritey den.
i'm sleepy.
gtg and slp and be fresh for skool. hehhe.
outZ.

miscommunication.

the >()< <3 n i fought again.
and all becoz of dat blardy word up dere.
i won't go into details about wat we fought about.
it was too complicated for me let alone u guys.
but i noe it was due to miscommunication on both parties.

dat word up dere, it could make or break a frenship,
relationships could shatter,
married couples could end up getting divorced,
or worst still,
someone could end up committing suicide or killing someone.

we didn't go to dat extent of killing each other.
well, almost.
we refrain, made up right dere n den, AFTER a shouting match.
still, we did hug n kiss.
but the sore is still dere.
it still is.

like they said, u can forgive, but u can't forget.
i noe it was me who was largely to be blamed.
coz i'm the kind of person who is skillful in shouting n arguing wif some outsiders
but when it comes to my own boyfren,
i get all tongue-tied and end up saying things dat i didn't min.
wat i say will come out completely different from wat i min.
and so miscommunication occurs coz the other party, i.e, the >()< <3,
will misinterpret my good intentions.

it always end up lyk dat whenever we fite,
which was a rare occurance BEFORE he went NS.
after dat, we always end up making each other cry.
petty things can lead to huge hoo-haa.

for now, i'm happy dat he told me dat he still loves me.
we apologised. it hurts still but we buried the hatchet.
and so, i've decided to make it up to him by giving him a surprise,
wat he always wanted.
hope it'll work coz d thing dat he wanted was wat made us fite.

dun tink dirty.
it's juz an item.
and i truly hope he'll be suprised n NOT PISSED.
coz i'll be so damn disappointed if he do.

i love him so very much but if i dun get over my tongue-tiedness,
2 persons are gonna get hurt
and i do not want dat.

i'll pray for the best.
all i want is for the best.
i won't want to jeopardise our relationship.
haiz..

till den, outZ.

urgh.argh.urgh.argh.

ok. dat title sounds so wrong when u say it fast.
but dun tink dirty.
it's juz dat i'm in great pain.
my menses had to come today and it's causing me so much agony.
urgh!
popping those pink pills don't reli werk, u noe.
but pychologically, i try to pretend dat they reli werk
so sometyms my pain do subside a little.

rite now, helping the >()< <3's coach wif their football club website.
i tink i nid to ask for payment.
dis is wat they min by free labour u noe!!!
oh well, i juz tink of my >()< <3. for him, i dun mind workin for free. :)

*shudder* juz felt a tiny prickle of blood drip on my pad.
hahahaha.. ok, ok, i noe u guys dun want to noe the details.
sorie. hahahhaa..

i miss skool so much.
i'm juz dying to be back in dat white, green, orange building someware in circuit road.

once again, to the KKK.
anibody wanna follow watch Meet The Fockers tmr?
call, sms or tag me.
i won't be smsing everyone n anyone.
must save $$$. no more mass sms.
those who read my blog, and want to go, pls do wat u deem appropriate.
those who don't read dis, den found out last min dat we went out, TOO BAD!!!

orite.
i'm hungry.
ware's dat maggi?
outZ.

meeting the fockers.

well, haven reli watch dat show but i tink soon.
on friday, ey?
pape tag ah. :D:D:D

aniwae, alif scolded me on msn for wasting my dad's money to buy my N7610.
boo!
told ya someone's gonna scold me.
and it had to be one of my best frenz.
but nvm, at least he was the one to reprimand me, not some kepo outsiders.
he still doesn't understand y dad wanna buy me a gadget.
in fact, i myself don't understand y.
oh well.

missing my >()< <3 so damn bad.
having him ard for a whole week n ++ days had been great.
but now, he's back in camp and i'm having hell.
see lah, so complacent and dependant to ur bf somemore lah.

one of the reasons i reli miss school and i wanna go back ASAP
is dat i get so bored, i'll start to change my layout
and ppl tink i haf nuthing betta to do or too much tym.
but they r right!
i practically rot myself to sheer decomposition at home.
although i do go out every now n den, hey, being in skool rawks.
so dil, if u see me changing my layout, u shd noe y.
coz i'm bored. hahahaa..

kakak bought herself a new fone.
a N 6230. and she's so excited about it.
damn it, dat fone is cheaper than my fone but it has radio.
and N7610 has no radio. alamak. darah up skejap.

how come the asst ref didn't see the freaking spurs goal?
even i, a man u fan, can vouch for dat goal.
gosh. dun be so bias lah.
ware's the greatness of soccer if referees start to be biased rite?

oklah, nite.
outZ.

orite.i'll tell u. and i got a corny boyf.

the big hoo-haa dat i didn't want to disclose was...
dad bought me a Nokia 7610.
he said it will be my last expensive stuff and my last bdae pressie.
thank u dad. bless u.

hey, i didn't min to waste my dad's $.
he asked me to buy a gadget and i chose dat fone.
sis got her DGcam n bro got the same fone as me.
so it was lyk a little token of appreciation for us.
heh. i love u dad.

aniwae, khus n alif saw it aredi, kin n fir found out unexpectedly n tweet found out tru msn.
the rest, i tink they'll find out when they read my blog
or when skool reopens.

speaking of which, it didn't dawn on me dat skool reopened for the sec/pri skool students.
went to compass point and my gosh!
the whole place was crowded wif uniformed sec skool kids.
they were screamin n shouting and mats n minah were gathering at one corner smokin.
how old ARE u again?
remind me of the old days.
hahahhaa..

the >()< <3 is away for his field camp from today till thurs or fri i tink.
missed having him by my side.
aniwae, he did msg me all dis juz now:

"my life without u is like a pencil, it'll be pointless."
"is ur dad an artist? coz u looked lyk a masterpiece!"
"if u were a door, i'll be banging on u all nite long!"

u tink i'll be impressed?
i was laughing so hard n loud dat mum had to stare hard at me to shut me up.
it was so corny dat i immediately msged him and told him to shut up coz they were so corny.
he told me he got all dat from his frenz and his motive was to crack me up.
well, he succeed.
i luv u. corny or not.

oriteZ.
dat's about it.
till den.
outZ.

jumbled up.

and it's our 18th mth of love..
how tym flies..
and it's bin wonderful, although u love to suck my blood sometyms.
but it's bin great..
muacks.

aniwae, i'm so happy words can't describe my feelings animore.
yeap, my two gay partners are the 1st persons to noe besides my family n my >()< <3, of coz.
i'll disclose it soon enuf.
or maybe earlier, when i get too excited.

dun blog as often as i like too.
saving the electricity bill maybe?
or plain lazy coz nuthing exciting come my way. yet.
let's see how when skool starts.
i can't wait. dying of boredom soon.

orite.
till here den.
outZ.

happy two o o five

in 2004, i learnt alot of stuffs..

met new frenz..

went thru up..

and downs..

happiness..

sadness..

anxiety..

and alot more of those shits..

learnt alot about myself..

family..

my significant other..

frenz..

and other ppl..

got new stuffs..

went overseas..

lots of chalets..

visit new places in singapore that i nv knew existed..

my family went thru happiness when bro got engaged..

and we went thru sadness when dad got retrenched..

basically, it was hell of a ride in 2004.
good memories mostly wif a lil of pests here n dere.
but it was all good.

hopefully, 2005 will lie a better road for me and everyone else.


let's kiss 2004 goodbye..

and oh,




HAPPY 2005!!!